A/N: Hello everyone! I know it's been a long time since I've updated, but I managed to finish up this small chapter. I hope you guys have not lost faith in me, but when your the newly appointed Editor-In-Chief of your high school yearbook, things get pretty hectic. I do not own Moonlight, but I really wish I did. Remember, reviews are still awesome!--Here's Josef's chapter!
The city lights barely touched the roaring, red Ferrari as it sped across the wet uneven street. The 408-year-old vampire growled as he stepped harder on the gas, unsatisfied with the current speed. One hand clutched the steering wheel, the other pressed to his forehead as if his head could not hold itself up. Eyes shut tightly in frustration. His mind clouded with too many thoughts, too many emotions that he drove only by his enhanced hearing. Sounds of yelling drunks, laughing mortals, wailing horns and screeching brakes screamed into his ears, and by some odd miracle, he maneuvered rapidly around the slow-moving vehicles, racing to his destination.
Why now? Why her? Josef thought as his sealed eyes slightly opened, leaking tears that he could no longer stop from falling. He didn't even bother to wipe them from his face. He glanced at the mirror revealing a ghostly wet face with red-rimmed ice blue eyes and chapped pale lips that barely hid the porcelain white fangs. Look at me. For the first time in my existence, I actually look dead. He smirked, as if trying to lighten the mood, but at the moment he really didn't care anymore.
He stopped believing in the good lord years ago, however, he found himself blaming whatever higher power there was. How could something take her away? All these years I've hoped that she would one day awake. I—I just ca—can't believe this. He felt so helpless right now that ending his life seemed like the only option. Just crash the speeding car into that building over there…
A frantic voice that he frequently ignored yelled at him. 'How would Sarah feel if she saw you now? Would she be happy?'
Josef thought about her beautiful flushed face full of life that turned to a terrified pale face full of sorrow. No.
His conscience lashed out again.'Then why even think like this? You must go on living. Make her happy by being strong, not this pathetic miserable guy. You're a vampire for crying out loud! Act like one!'
Full of anger, sadness, frustration, fear, and hate, Josef only hoped nobody would fuck with him because he was in no mood. He bit his lip hard until it began to bleed and heal again as his foot slammed on the gas, speeding to his most trusted friend's home.
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