Chapter 3

Authors Note

So next chapter up well thanks to all my reviewers you guys rock but I need more so anyone that reads please just review I would really appreciate that now I want you to know I still own nothing, on with the story P.S i just have to get this out, I love writing from Kim's P.O.V she's so much like the average girl which means I will update once a day most likely when I like something I tend to write about it a lot so that's a good thing I guess

I stood outside school and took a deep breath I wasn't sure why I was worried Davie was off to visit old friends today so I new he'd be fine, Sam was still sick and wanted to be perfect for my Birthday Party so she wasn't risking getting worse. I had no one else to worry about but I still felt sick maybe it was the thought of seeing Embry, Paul and Quil today I mean I had humiliated myself in front of them but that wasn't it and I new it was Jared. why I cared though still worried me, he was a jerk I told myself again and again but he had helped me out and I owed him one I took a deep breath, chances were he would ignore me though I did have English again today.

"Hey" Nathan called he was talking to Ashley one of the most popular girls in the school who also wore the shortest skirts if you catch my drift it was safe to say she wasn't a prude.

She glared at me as Nathan walked towards me she had been after him for months and still had no luck, I mean it was a surprise to be honest Nathan was well a guy and she wasn't ugly I was just as surprised as everyone else that he hadn't taken her out or at least made out with her yet he just didn't seem interested and I couldn't work out why.

"So How was your Birthday I wanted to visit but well I had a family thing" Nathan explained he sounded disappointed he couldn't make it.

"Oh Don't worry" I say laughing at him

"Well I bought you something anyway" Nathan says flashing me a smile

I can't help but smile back at him even if he is worrying to much it was only my Birthday no big deal. Nathan searched through his pockets for a second until he produced a small box he handed to me all smiles, I had to admit I new it could only be jewellery and the thought made me blush it was far to much. I opened the small box to see a small gold charm that said English I had to laugh he was reminding me of the time we spent outside English.

"That's really kind thanks Nathan" I say

"Well thought everyone deserves a reminder of me" Nathan jokes

I quickly attach the charm to my bracelet, the bell rings and we walk together, Nathan fills me on his boring family function some cousins wedding that he had to attend. Where standing outside the classroom talking when I see him again Jared his walking towards the class with Jake and Embry there all laughing until they see me at least that's how it seems, Embry blushes and looks at the ground I guess he thinks I'm going to jump him or something. Jake just sort of looks away as if looking at me will give him cancer or something. Jared on the other hand looks at Nathan and glares and them me and he just looks sort of sad I want to make him smile again but I have to remember his not a good guy.

"Is that guy still bothering you" Nathan asks he doesn't bother to hide the anger in his voice

"No he was nice to me the other day so I owe him one, his not that bad" I say in a rush the last thing I want is Nathan to say anything to him.

"Oh well good" Nathan says but he still seems disappointed

My Teacher forwards in and I know I have to get going,

"See you round" Nathan says nodding towards the teacher and walks off slowly I rush into class and take my sit I don't really feel like having to miss out on lunch today. Embry seems to notice my rush because he smiles at me and I get the feeling he thinks I'm running to see Jared then he looks up and sees our angry teacher and looks disappointed. Jared looks over at me for a second but he turns away quickly still looking a little sad.

I try to keep to my side of the desk and avoid him, it works well but I'm not even sure why I'm avoiding him anymore it seems stupid the bell rings and I realise I hate knowing I'm not talking to someone but it feels like I can't break the cycle like I've built a war and now I want to tear it down but I'm not sure how. I realise now that both Jared and Jake have disappeared and Embry is fiddling with his bags trying to get his books to fit.

"So sorry about jumping you before, it was a dare" I say loudly it's not like anyone else is in the room.

To my surprise Embry laughs

"Yeah that was um awkward I mean especially with Jared" Embry explains

"What do you mean with Jared" I ask I can't help my self sometimes and as soon as I say it I don't what the answer what if Jared hates me I mean I'm not sure why but it would explain the whole cruel joke thing in class the other day but then he did help me out god Jared is so confusing.

"Well you know, I mean he called you Beautiful and then you kiss me" Embry trails off he looks uncomfortable and I instantly feel bad

"It was a joke" I whisper lowly so only I can hear it.

Embry seems to hear it because he looks surprised but I don't want to know anymore I just want to get away I grab my stuff and make a quick exit I'm practically running.

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The day goes by in a blur I leave at lunch and eat at a local cafe it feels like I new where I stood with Jared and then he changes everything will Embry did anyway and as I walk into school ready to face the last two periods of school I see Embry and Jared they can't see me I know that instantly.

"You said what" Jared's voice thundered

"Well I didn't know what to say and I figured it was better then what she was really thinking I mean it's true right" Embry was saying sounding nervous

"Yes, but I don't know she drives me crazy I didn't mean to" Jared voice trails off

"Don't even worry about it, just go for a run or something" Embry suggests

"Yeah I think I might just do that" Jared says

I move forward a little now and I barely make a sound I'm just trying to disappear but both there heads whip around to see me and I want to vomit.

"Oh sorry I was just well I went to eat and I was coming back, I didn't hear a thing" I begin to stutter

"Hey Jumper" Embry says smiling like nothing has happened and I want to kiss him all over again well not really kiss him Jared though well... No I tell myself don't think like that.

"Jumper" I ask trying to keep my tone light as possible, Jared still seems tense

"Yeah, you know you jumped me, jumper"

"Oh yeah, can't we pretend it never happened" I ask

"We could but watching you freak every time is so much funnier" Embry teases

"Whatever makes you happy" I grumble

"Hey" A friendly voice calls and I look to see Nathan coming towards me

"Oh hey Nathan" I smile at him but I wish he wasn't here right now

The bell rings right on cue and I've never felt so relived

"See you round Jumper" Embry calls as him and Jared walk towards the forest oddly, Jared seems almost angry now I wonder what I said

"No class for you"

"It's called skipping one day, I'll show you what it's like" Embry calls again and I just laugh

"I don't like those guys" Nathan grumbles as we walk towards the school

"I don't see why not there really nice" I tell him and I swear as I turn around I can see Jared smiling but it's not like he could hear.