Authors Note

So I am working on the spelling I'm really trying hard honest just give me time.

Nothing else to say to be honest just enjoy and review

Oh and I don't own twilight and if I forgot to say that in any other chapters I'm really sorry I didn't own twilight in them either so please don't sue

Chapter 5

Kim's P.O.V still and always will be I'm pretty sure

So as I stood outside taking deep breaths. It wasn't in my nature ever to stand up to people I was nice and understanding Kim. I heard footsteps and I couldn't help but sigh I couldn't face her again, I new I would grumble if I had to do round 2 and that would suck. I almost jumped when I saw Jared he was looking at me funny and if it was anyone else I would say it was with Lust. But it was me and that just made things different. I almost stopped breathing when he walked towards me without stopping at all, it was like he was on some kind of mission, he got so close I could hear his breath it was heavy and then his mouth connected with mine and Jared kissed me it was a hungry kiss and I could feel the passion. Kissing Jared was like making a whole new level on a kissing scale it was breath taking literary!

Once he pulled away from me we were both panting and I missed the warmth that he gave me instantly he was looking at me to ask if that was ok and I wanted to scream it was amazing, but instead I nodded.

"What just happened" I whispered almost to afraid to no the answer I couldn't handle the idea that it was a dare I couldn't even stomach it.

"Your amazing" Jared whispered straight back and smiled at me one of his perfect smiles. And right there I new I loved Jared and just maybe just maybe he felt something for me too.

I think I could have stood starring at him forever in fact I new I could easily and by the look he was giving me I was pretty sure he could too.

"There is so much to say" Jared whispered to me which made my breath hitch, just the way his voice sounded husky and rough but gentle the most amazing combination.

"Jared" Another Husky voice called and I new straight away it was Embry I wanted to kill Embry. I couldn't help but let out a loud sigh, Jared laughed

"Over here" Jared called and in a flash Embry appeared giving us both a cheesy grin

"Whatever your going to say don't" I warn Embry

"Who new your Imprint would be so boring" Embry complained "Lets just hope she can cook, Well I just came out to see if your ok and you seem fine so I'll leave you to it" Embry chuckled at the last bit and turned on his heals and disappeared as quickly as he came.

"What's an Imprint" I ask quietly not even sure I want to know the answer

"You" Jared says smiling a mysteries smile and leaning in for another kiss.

"Kim" Nathan's voice cuts through the air like a knife I look around Jared to see him standing there he seems a little hurt by what his seeing, but I can't think why and then I remember I'm Nathan's Date tonight and not Jared's and Nathan is doing me a favour so I force a smile and make my way towards Nathan. Jared looks alarmed when he sees me walking away from me almost pained but he lets me leave.

"Sorry Nathan, I didn't mean to dump you, um lets go back inside, you coming Jared" I ask trying to act like nothing happened for all I know this meant nothing but a little snog at a wedding and besides Nathan didn't seem happy no point rubbing his noise in my pure bliss.

"No, I don't want to be anywhere need you" Jared says his voice is called like ice and cuts right through me like a bunch of knives been thrown at my heart and that's when I realise his mad and hurt and it's my fault I hate myself.

"Jared" I say weakly wanting to explain but his disappeared wow he can run fast. I know I can't ditch Nathan So I turn away and walk back inside even though it's killing me Nathan put his hand behind my back but I don't have enough energy to read anything in to that.

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The Wedding went fast slowly as slow as anything can go and Nathan noticed how down I was even though I insisted I was fine. The only people left that were Jared's friends when I got back where Leah and some how I knew they new what happened and thought wrong too. Even Leah seemed a little angry at me for the rest of the day and night My Aunt sure knows how to party she came back and apologised in a even more drunken state and insist I stay and I didn't want to be rude. So at 12 Nathan dropped me off at home and gave me a good night hug I still felt empty and I new I couldn't sleep tonight without knowing Jared was ok.

But I had to not think about him no one was home. Mum was still partying and Leah and Davie had gone for a walk so I new right then that nothing was stopping me from visiting the man I loved even if he hated me right now. Besides I new his address in a small town like La Push it was hard not to learn addresses and I have a freaky good memory and tonight it was coming in handy. So I did the most unlike Kimberly thing ever I went after what I wanted with no worries it wasn't like things could ever get worse. His house wasn't far away at all but once I got there I couldn't stomach the idea of waking up his parents that would be just too awkward instead I had to find where Jared's window was it wasn't hard not really I could hear faint Fall Out Boy music playing and I doubted his parents rocked out to it. I wasn't the best climber but throwing stones was hard since I couldn't find any and there was a huge tree near his window just screaming climb me. So I did I climbed it and I hurt myself a lot I never was much of an Athlete. Still I managed once I got to the top of tree I could see into his window and all my courage disappeared what if he turned me away anyway I mean what if I was being crazy and he didn't really care. But here I was at 12 30 now in the middle of the night outside his window I couldn't back at now so I knocked on the window lightly to my surprise he heard it because I could hear footsteps and then I could see his beautiful face that seemed sad and it killed me that maybe I caused that.

"Kim" He practically screamed

"Yeah"

"Oh my god, you could fall are you ok" Jared said he rushed all his words together so I could barely make them out. He could not open the window fast enough I was afraid he was going to break it and as soon as it was open he grabbed me and pulled me in and held me tight.

"What are you doing here are you ok" He asked his voiced filled with worry

"Yes I'm fine" I finally managed to say it was hard to speak when you were nervous and being crushed into a hug

"Oh I'm sorry" Jared said quickly and took a few steps away realising that he was crushing me and I could feel the coldness in his voice he was remembering what happened before.

"Jared, I came here to say sorry"

"You don't have too it's fine" Jared said cutting me off

"Listen please, what happened before well you took it the wrong way. That kiss it was everything to me, I didn't mean for it to sound like it was nothing I just didn't know how you felt and what you wanted other people to think" I explain blushing by the end of it I just told Jared that, that kiss meant everything.

"It meant more then everything to me" Jared says smiling his perfect smile and pulling me towards him and I am more then happy to be warm again.

Authors Note

So I know it's short sorry but I found it hard to write this chapter so i struggled a little and I felt the chapter could only end there I didn't want it to drag on and I loved the closing line.