iAmTrapped

A/N: So, some people liked my iXavier story, so here's my second chapter to satisfy Romance and Musicals, who has practically read and reviewed all of my recent stories. Thanks Samantha! AU in some ways, i.e- Freddie's brother Brennan is older than him in this fic.

--XAVIER POV--

I have figured out, somewhat why I am lying in this cold white sheet of ice.

I have something called ALL, which stands for Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia, and apparently, I have a bad case of it whatever it is. I also have Tourrettes Syndrome, which explains my jerking and out noises, and also, I guess I have autism too. IS that why I'm trapped in this box? I don't want to be trapped anymore...........I want to be free. Like Freddie, and Sam, and mom.

Freedom!

Help!

Oh no, what's happening, why are people surrounding me?

Another catheter?

--NORMAL POV--

"His blood count is low, quick, someone get me the transfusion!" (A/N: OK, I have no idea how to do this, so there's not going to be much doctor talk here, Kay?) Doctor Johannes cried out, snapping at one of the nurses.

--XAVIER POV--

What?

My blood count?

Mom, help.

Please, call my mother!

--FREDDIE POV--

I was sitting in English class, when Mrs. Briggs' said, "Fredward, go down to the principals."

I got up, shockingly, and walked down to Mr. Franklin's office.

"MOM!?"

"Yes, Freddie, hurry up, Xavier's blood count is extremely low, and he needs us, "Mrs. Benson said hurriedly.

"Ok, but can Sam come?" I asked, unsure of visiting my little brother without my friend there.

"Sure."

Freddie ran back to class and said, "Sam, my mom wants you to come with us to see X-I," I said in her ear.

"Mrs. Briggs', my mom wants to pull me and Sam out for the rest of the day, it's an emergency," I told the teacher.

"Very well, one less child to teach," she snapped at us.

I wonder about that lady sometimes.

X-I was the code Sam and I made up for Xavier. The first letter of his first name, and second letter of his middle name. This was when we were like 5 1/2, so cut us some slack.

I bet you're wondering why Carly doesn't even know Xavier exists.

It's because I don't really trust her.

I mean, she's my best friend and she's a really good one at that, but there's something in my mind that tells me not to trust her with this secret.

Yes, I know, I'm officially nuts for trusting Sam with this and not Carly.

I guess, Sam can relate.

Sam had ALL at a time (shocking, isn't it, lol, but it adds to the Seddiness, lol.), but it went away when she was 9, and she just had a 5 year relapse, so she just recovered.

Carly doesn't know about that either.

I guess, Carly doesn't know anything about me.

Or Sam.

So here we are, in my mother's Prius, driving to Tacoma's St. Jude's Children's Hospital.

"We're here to see Xavier William Benson," mom said to one lady in a white dress.

"Family?" she asked, narrowing her eyes.

"Yes, I'm his mother, and this is his brother," mom added.

"And the girl?" she asked again, her eyes filled with disgust.

I could punch her. How dare she talk about Sam like that. Like she was just an object, oh the things I would to do this lady if I could.

Wait.

Why am I angry about this?

Sam has been torturing me since the end of the third grade.

Doesn't she deserve this?

I'm trying to force myself to believe this but it's impossible, I snapped out of it and heard mom say, "No, but she's Xavier's good friend."

"Sorry, family only," the lady said, examining her nails.

I'm fuming. "NO!" I yelled. "You let her in, she's Xavier's closest friend."

"Whatever, I'll let this freak in," she sighed.

"She. Is. Not. A. Freak," I hissed, getting into the lady's face. "And don't you dare call her that."

--SAM POV--

Whoa. Freddie's standing up for me.

Wow, this is nice.

Funny too.

Freddie is standing inches away from this lady's face.

Heh, he's kinda cute when he's pissed.

Oh crap.

Get out of it Sam!

I can't like Freddie!

He's just cute, sensitive, nice, funny, lovable, defensive, loyal....

Oh crap.

This can't be happening!

--FREDDIE POV--

Wow.

I stood up for Sam.

That was.......wow.

I stood up for the girl who always puts me down.

And I kinda liked it.

A/N: short chapter, but the first Seddie implications. The visit to Xavier and a little more Seddie in the next chapter. Review please!