Authors Note

So Little Kim is Pregnant I was not planning this I wasn't but I couldn't help my self anyway I hope you like this story line moving on I really appreciate all you guys reviews so here's the next chapter,

Don't Own Twilight 


Chapter 17

After I finish my last tears, I wipe my eyes and look around at Jared, lying on the ground. I didn't want him pressured into something just because I was his imprint. If he didn't want a child this young, he didn't have to. I knew I could do it, but I wasn't going to make Jared do that just because he imprinted on me, that wasn't fair. I couldn't do that to him, or anyone, and as I stand here in the forest it all seems so clear. I could do it.

I could set Jared free from this kind of life. I mean, in a while he would forget about me and find someone else. Maybe he would always love me in some way, but he could move on and live like he had before me.

I stand up and walk towards Sam and Emily's. By the time I get there, I don't even have to knock. Embry rips open the door, smiling and almost jumping up and down in excitement.

"So what happened Kim? You didn't dump him for me, did you? I mean, I know you love me Kim, but it's not meant to be," Embry says, smiling widely.

"Embry, do me a favour okay? Go into the forest and get Jared, will you? He fainted. And call me on your mobile if he's not okay," I say calmly.

"Shit Kim, what made him faint?"

"Just life I guess," I say quietly, and begin to walk away.

"Where are you going?"

"Home."

"What about Jared?"

"He'll be fine," I say and rush off. Embry gives me an odd look, but races into the forest, and I let go of Jared because not letting go is worse.

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One week since I have seen him. Jared, my Jared who can no longer be mine. I haven't really left the house. He's come around countless times, but Sam has gotten rid of him, and she handles getting the food. Mum thinks I'm sick, and Davie is in far too good a mood since yesterday he announced that Dad said he could stay here for good, to worry about me.

Sam, on the other hand, is completely in control, getting whatever I need, and standing up to the La Push boys when they threaten to hurt her if she doesn't let Jared see me. Not that that bothers her, because as soon as they open their mouths Paul hits them.

Sam is lucky she's Paul's imprint, otherwise someone actually might try and hurt her. Not badly of course, but you know threaten to and grab her arm or something.

I worry about her, because when she lets herself fall for Paul I may lose her as a friend if I'm not in the pack anymore. Well, as a imprint anyway.

Embry called a couple of times. The first time it was Jared using his phone, and then once I knew he was fine I hung up. Okay, I heard his voice and hung up. After that, Jared started using anyone's phone to call me, which is stupid when you think about it, because I just stopped answering the phone at all. When Mum was home and he rang, I'd just pretend to be asleep so she didn't suspect anything.

Even though it hurts to let Jared go, I have to because I know Jared. He'll want to do the right thing, but I just want him to do the thing for him, which of course he'll never do if I still act like I love him. Which I do, I mean, I can't not, but he can't know that. Ignoring him is the best thing to do.

"Hey Babe and Baby," Sam greets, interrupting my thoughts.

"Sam," I warn.

"No one's home, calm down. Ran into Jacob down at the Supermarket, let's just say he wasn't friendly."

"What'd he do?"

"Nothing really. He was all like, 'Jared and Kim need to talk'. I told him to back off, and he was about to say something but then of course Paul came marching along, death glared him, and almost pushed him away. I reckon Paul is their boss or something, 'cause he sort of looked sorry, and then left with Paul. It's so odd," Sam explains as she opens a block of chocolate and sits on the bed.

"I mean Kim, I don't mind telling off some giants, I really don't. But are you sure you want to do this alone? I mean, maybe Jared would be doing this because he thought he had to, but would that really be so bad? I mean you two don't have to be together for him to help you."

"With Jared he'd think we did. When the baby is born I will contact him and ask if he wants to have visiting rights, but he doesn't need to be here for the pregnancy, does he? Besides I couldn't handle it, I'm an emotional wreck!"

"Ok Kim, but remember what you're doing here is a big decision."

"I know."

"But if you're sure then I'll respect you."

"Thanks, and thanks for everything Sam."

'Hey, it's no big deal. You'd be doing the same for me."

"True. So what did you rent?"

"Juno."

'Sam!"

"What?! Maybe it'll help."

With what? Still, it seems fitting.

'You're not funny Sam."

"Come on, I'm a little funny!"

"No you're not," I say with a frown, but I let a smile escape my lips.

Juno was good, I have to agree with Sam on that. She ended up falling asleep of course, and since I have cravings I had to go get some juice. So with a sigh I made my way down to the kitchen. I almost forgot to breath when I heard footsteps. I was sure it was a burglar, and was going to kill me when he saw me. What else could he do if he got caught? It could be no one else, Mum was sleeping and never woke up for anything, and Davie was at Leah's.

"Don't come any closer, if you hurt me my boyfriend will kill you. He's like 6 feet tall, he's huge! Like, seriously," I began to say. God knows why, but that was the only thing I could think of as I clutched my stomach.

The footsteps started to move faster and quicker.

"He's huge, and he's in a gang, and they're all freaking giants!" I say louder.

"It's called a pack."

I look and there is Jared, smirking a little. He's wearing a shirt for a change, and his hair's messy. Still, he looks breath-taking.

I turn on the light, just to take in the image fully. I almost choke when I see the dark rings under his eyes, showing he hasn't slept much, and his eyes, so sad and broken. He looks so hurt, and I did that.

"I know," I whisper.

Jared just nods and stares at me like he's taking in everything. I realise he knows it could be a while before he sees me again.

"What are you doing here?"

"I had to see you Kim. You're not answering my calls, you won't let me see you. I'm going insane."

"I'm sorry," is all I manage to say.

"I haven't phased either, so Sam's pissed, and they all want to know what's going on."

"You haven't phased?!" I ask, incredulous.

"Nope."

"But doesn't Sam, like, make you?"

"Well yeah, I mean he has ordered me too, but I didn't want every one to know. No, that's that true. I wasn't sure what you wanted people to know, so I wanted to respect what you wanted. So I haven't phased."

"But when Sam makes an order, don't you have to follow it?"

"Yes it's impossible not to. At least, that's what we thought. But we've worked something out. Well Sam has control of my mind, but you Kim, have my heart, and so even though my mind was trying to make me do something, my heart wouldn't let me. I just said I wouldn't phase. Heart over mind, like mind over matter I guess."

"Oh."

"Yeah, so Sam hasn't been happy."

"Yeah."

"Look Kim, I'm sorry I fainted. I mean, I wasn't expecting it at all."

"Neither was I."

"But fainting wasn't cool, because I didn't get to tell you that I was happy Kim. I am happy. I mean, you have a part of me inside you. In nine months, a part of each of us is going to be in this world. That's, well, amazing."

"Jared, I'm not going to trap you. It's okay, you can walk away. No hard feelings."

"Kim I don't- I can't- I wouldn't walk away from you. Without you, my life is nothing. It's like I can't breath when you're gone. When you leave, my heart leaves, and I can't function without it."

"Jared-"

"No, Kim, listen. Maybe we are pretty young, but we can do this! Together we can do anything, and I'm going to be a father Kim! That's pretty exciting, I'm looking forward to it. So it wasn't how we imagined it. I'm okay with that, because it's just going to be better."

"Jared do you really mean that?"

"God Kim, yes! I'm in, I'm all in. Nothing has changed," Jared says, and then he closes the gap between us, and kisses me. I just feel safe, and I know everything's going to be okay, because no matter what Jared will be here for real.

Authors Note

So there you go I hope you like how I handled the whole pregnant thing I handled.