Authors Note

So I have the name, I'm going to use I was tossing up between two but then this one came to me, yes I know if there having a boy or a girl so you'll have to wait to find that one out sorry, anyway thank you for all the reviews and ideas but in the end two names popped into my head and came to easily anyway there you go out of interest what would you like a Boy or a Girl who knows I may change my mind.

Chapter 20

The Whole Truth...Almost

I have to tell my mother. My mother! The woman still thinks I'm the Virgin Mary; hell. I still should be.

"Kim, are you okay?" Jared asks as he stuffs his hands into his pockets. He's dressed pretty formally, like 'Hey, I slept with your daughter and knocked her up, but I dress nice' is going to make anything better.

"Sure," I manage to choke out as I open the door. Some how I had this vision of both Davie and Mum knowing something is up and sitting down at a table looking angry, but of course, because my life sucks, Davie is making out with Leah on the lounge and I can't even see Mum yet.

"Davie!" I yell.

After a while he pulls away from Leah and looks up at me, giving me a 'get lost' look.

"We need to talk as a family," I say seriously.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing, we just need to talk."

"Can Leah stay?"

I look over at Leah. She's part of the pack, so she knows. Maybe it'll help? I mean, she has to be on my side, right? I look over at her, and she gives me a reassuring smile. Maybe Davie won't make a scene if Leah is around.

"Sure, why not?" I say as lightly as possible.

"Mum!" I call loudly.

A couple of seconds later she emerges with Jared's dad John in tow, who smiles at his son awkwardly.

"Two birds with one stone," Jared whispers.

"Suppose," I mumble and tell them to sit down. Jared takes my hand and holds on tightly.

"Mum, Davie, Leah, um...Jared's Dad, we have something to tell you. Something unexpected," I explain, fiddling with my hair.

"What is it? Are you okay?" Mum asks.

"I'm fine, really I am. I'm just..."

"What?"

This is it. I say this now and I have forever lost my innocence in the eyes of my mother. This changes everything, and I mean everything. I don't even want to know how Davie will react.

"I'm...Pregnant" I say as quickly as possible.

Then the whole room goes quiet, completely silent. No one looks at each other at all. All I can feel is Jared holding to my hand tighter, and the moment seems to go on forever.

"You slept with my sister?!" Davie yells, jumping up.

Jared blushes and looks at the ground.

"Who the hell do you think you are to screw my sister?" Davie yells louder.

"Davie, calm down," I whisper.

"No!" Davie yells, and then just like that he takes a swing at Jared. Jared doesn't bother to move at all, he just takes it, letting Davie release his anger. It'll barely hurt him anyway.

"What the fuck are you made of?" Davie yells. Obviously he hurt his hand.

"I'm not sure, I suck at science," Jared jokes.

"Are you seriously trying to make a joke?"

"I was just..."

"Davie, calm down," Leah says, gripping his hands.

"How can I?"

"You have to. We're going for a walk," Leah announces, grabs Davie's hand and pulls him away, shooting me a small smile. As soon as they're gone I almost wish they didn't leave, because we're back to silence.

"Kim, I can't look at you right now," Mum finally says, her voice cold.

"What?"

"I need you to leave. I need to think."

"Mum!"

"Kim, please. Just leave."

"Mum, I need you," I manage to choke out as I begin to sob.

"Kim, please..."

"Don't you dare shut me out, Mum. I'm scared! How am I going to raise a kid? You can be angry, I get that, but I need you Mum, 'cause I can't do this by myself! I need your help! God, I need your help so badly!" I cry.

It only takes a second for Mum to have her arms around me, holding me tightly and letting me cry away all my fears.

"I think I should go have a talk with Jared," Jared's Dad says, and they're both gonem leaving me to just cry.

"It's going to be okay Kim, we will get through this," Mum soothes, and I hold on for dear life, because this could be the last time I could just collapse to my emotions without worrying about scaring my child.

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"So, what about names?" Davie asks.

"I have no clue," I admit.

Davie is teaching me how to play Play Station because I'm bored. Jared has been working heaps lately, saving up. Davie came round eventually, and has almost been as enthusiastic as Embry.

"I like Davie."

"You sound like Embry," I groan.

"Well I do like the name Davie."

"I'm sure you do."

"What have you thought about so far?"

"Jared wants a name that means something to us."

"Which is?"

"That's the problem, we don't know."

"You'll figure it out, you have, what, 8 months?" he guesses.

"8 months," I agree.

It feels like forever since I've been pregnant. I haven't been showing signs yet, though the doctors did confirm it for me. I've been spending most of my time with family, while Jared gets any job he can get, and in between that and the pack I barely see him.

Mum says she'll help out as much as she can. Even Jared's Dad offered to help out but Jared wants to do this on our own, which is fair enough I suppose. I just hate being away from him, it makes me feel almost off balance.

"So has the school worked it out yet?" Davie asks, running his fingers through his hair.

"Nope, but they will soon, I'm starting to gain weight, and then I have no idea how they'll handle it."

"Everything will be fine," Davie soothes. "I mean, they were pretty nice to me on my first day."

"Guess," I admit, but saying you have a baby is a whole different thing. There is no point pretending everyone will just be happy for me, no point at all, and I'm not going to act like they will. If I wasn't the one pregnant, I would probably be just as cruel. I mean, it's easy to judge when you're not the one with the problems, far too easy.

"So hows Leah?"

"Stunning," Davie says, getting a love sick look on his face. I roll my eyes.

"What? It's true."

"I know, you're just so in love."

"Like you aren't."

"I know, it's just odd knowing you are too."

"Gee thanks."

"You know I didn't mean it like that."

"I know, we're both growing up. Heck, you have something growing inside you."

"Scary, right?"

"Yep. You know, I think everything changed as soon as I moved here. Stuff used to be so much simpler."

"It did when Jared didn't know who I was."

"Jared... the famous Jared."

"Yeah, the famous Jared," I say with a sigh.

"Oh, and you call me love sick," Davie scoffs.

"Shut up," I say and throw a pillow at him, laughing.

"Creative come back," Davie says, throwing the pillow back.

I let myself enjoy being carefree for a second as I get into a massive pillow fight with my brother, and I let myself forget I'm going to be a mum soon.

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"Jared?" I whisper at the sound of my window opening.

"It's me" Jared says.

Ever since he's been working every day and then patrolling, he sneaks in my window at odd times and sleeps next to me, just holding on to me.

"Good," I mumble.

"I missed you, Kim."

"I missed you more."

"Impossible," Jared says, and hops into bed next to me, wrapping his arms around me and rubbing my belly affectionately.

"Doubtful. How was work?"

"Good. Tiring, but a nice pay check. When Sam put in a good word for me, he did it well. Now everyone in this whole town wants my help, I've got almost too much work. It's great money wise, but I miss you Kim. God I miss you," Jared says.

"I miss you too. I love you Jared," I say as I close my eyes and begin to fall asleep. I hear Jared saying how much he loves me, and I know right then that this kid is going to be lucky to have a dad like Jared.

Authors Note

So What did you do I added the last bit at the end just to show you how Jared is doing with the whole father thing romantic much lol anyway do you think how Kim's mum reaction was realistic.

Thank you for all the reviews and thank you to my lovely Beta

That's it for another day I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'm sorry that it's short I really am but it had to be I tryed to make it as long as possible without making it seem wrong you know anyway thoughts please and ideas are always welcome. I think from now on each chapter will be like Month 2 of the pregancry and then the next one Month 3 and so forth until she has the baby what do you think do you like that idea tell me.