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Chapter Five: Damnit!

My heart was pounding really quickly. My hands shook with what humans my call 'jealousy.' At that exact moment, I wanted to kill Katie. But why should I care, I don't even have feelings towards Duncan. Why was I jealous? My heart thought so, but my mind thought the opposite.

"No problem!" Duncan said hesitatingly. What was he thinking in that human mind of his? He probably thought 'I'm gonna go out with Katie tonight, score!' Yes, that's probably what he thought. What a man whore, what an ogre! Then again, Katie is prettier than a half-demon like me.

"Duncan!" I looked at him blankly with no feel what so ever. I can't show him that Katie affected me. He might think I'm weak. I'm part demon so I should be strong.

"Duncan honey!" Katie ran beside Duncan and hugged him, "Why did you push me before? That wasn't so nice!"

"Because it was awkward, I guess?" Duncan acted all confused, but managed to smile back at Katie and smirked over towards me. Why was he smirking? This wasn't funny!

Katie glanced over towards me and back towards Duncan. Out of nowhere, I ran over beside them two and stared down at Katie. Why has gotten into me? "Get away from him!" I demanded.

"Why should I?" Katie huffed and stuck out her tongue as if she was a little kid. She hugged Duncan even harder. "Oh Duncan…." That's it my mind thought. I took one of my fists and punched her right in the stomach.

"Because I'll do that again to you!" I yelled. My heart raced out of control when I noticed that there was some blood on the floor next to Katie. Her mouth was covered with red, juicy blood. Bridgette, Leshawna, and Gwen cheered for me, but something wasn't right. Duncan stood there dumbfounded and looked at my hands trembling. I took a whiff of Katie's blood, but I realized that I soon quickly sprinted out of the gym and into the girl's locker room. "Shit!" I was beginning to transform into a full demon right before my eye. I was scared.

Immediately, I saw a window open to my right and hopped over it. I managed to get out of school without anyone seeing my demon form. Damnit! It's was my entire fault that I turned this way. If I didn't punch Katie, then I would've been fine. It's my entire fault in the first place! I shouldn't have become Duncan's friend.

"Courtney!" Someone yelled from across the school's yard, "Wait!"

NO! I couldn't let anyone see me like this. If they saw me like this then no one would accept me into this human society. They would think that I'm weird and I am weird the way it is. I don't want that memory to come back into the present. It just can't.

Flashback:

"Courtney!" Myra yelled. "You're so weird. You're a half-demon. You're different. No one likes you!" Myra took my ball that I bounced with and threw it over to the other side of the fence. "If you were a full demon like me, you would have the ability to jump over that fence and get it."

"Stupid, half-demon." The other kids taunted. "Courtney is stupid. No one likes you!"

"Stop it!" I screamed back, trying to hold my tears. I couldn't let them see that they've affected me. They would've mocked me even more.

"Face the facts of life Courtney. No one will accept you. Demons hate humans, and to us you are one. Humans are scared of demons and since you're half, they will run away from you." Myra continued, "Why do you even exist?"

That sentence struck me, why did I exist? Why has God placed me into this earth? I thought God was suppose to make everyone's life happy, but right now, the pain is so unbearable. Ten claws cutting through my flesh along with thousands of stabs cannot even measure to the pain I'm feeling right now. It's just too painful. I wish I could put a band-aid right and make it heal.

End of Flashback

Why do I even exist? No one likes me. My family doesn't even accept me. Maybe it'll be better if I turn full demon. It might be better for everyone. I won't be such a burden to my parents or to humans. And plus, if I'm full demon, I can live forever. I was trying to look for water. I wanted to see what I looked like. I turned my head. There was a lake up ahead. I wanted to see if I actually turned full demon yet.

There it is my reflection. I examined my nearly-full demon state and I looked pretty ugly. My fangs had become longer. The freckles on my face became bigger and my hair got shaggier. Just a few more seconds and I get to become a full fledged demon. Thank you Katie! Thank you for making me this way. I have a reason to exist now.

To kill humans.

Me: Dun. Dun. Dun. Cliffhanger. Will Courtney become a full demon?

Courtney: I hope so.

Duncan: Princess, then you wouldn't fall in love with me.

Courtney: My point.

Me: You'll be surprised.

Courtney: Write it! Write it! And make me a full demon!

Duncan: Whatever like I care!

Me: Then it's settled. Courtney will be a full demon…..or NOT!

Duncan: Does the Macarena.

Me: WTF?!

Courtney: Hey you guys decide! Should I become a full demon? REVIEW!