A/N Wow i haven't written this story in a year, amazing how fast time goes by,im really sorry that i stop, just stuff got in the way and i kind of gave up on writing because i dont think im that good, but alot of you seemed to enjoy the story so im glad. I dont know if this chapter is good or not, i didnt have any one check it soo there might be alot of mess up, im sorry, as a writing you should correct everything but im just doing this for fun, not everything can be perfect right :) This isnt the last chapter so tell me what ya think , enjoy for those who've been waiting a year!

Thump, thump, thump

Not a word escape from his mouth as i stood there, telling him my feelings

the only thing i could hear was my heart thumping loud. Wondering if he could hear it .

I closed my eyes and heard him say my name.

"Brooke--"

"Don't"I interrupted him . I looked at him straight in the eye and shrug my shoulders.

"Im stupid i don't know what i am saying im sorry" I started heading for the door but he grab ah hold of my arm to stopped me.

" Just hear me out" He said looking at me but i wasn't looking at him.

"Look at me" He shouted , and i looked at him with frighten eyes.

" Damn... why is it when i have to say something you walk out? Your always running away--"

"I am not always running away"I said angry. Lucas shook his head.

"The hell you don't , you know that i am right. Admit it,your scared" He argued.

"Scared? Scared of what?" I raised my voice at him. Lucas rolled his eyes.

"Don't play this fucking game with me , your scared to fall for someone...your.." He lick his lips and stepped closer to me.

"Your scared of me"

I can't explain it. His face was emotionless, i couldn't tell what he was feeling.

"I have to go" I whispered

" Of course you do" He moved back and started to say.

"Go on. Run away that's what your good at Brooke" He turned around and started to walk over towards his bed. My eyes filled up with warm tears.

"Fuck you!" I shouted as i started to cry, he turned around looking at me from my sudden outburst.

"You didn't even tell me how you feel! And i am running away? Who the hell are you to say anything? Your a man whore, who sleeps with women daily,gets paid crappy, and gets no respect from co workers here!"

There wasn't any anger coming from Lucas, no out burst, no hurtful words. He stood and threw his hands in the air.

"Your right , I am a guy who sleeps with women daily,who gets paid not very well, and hardly gets any acknowledged from people i work with. That's who i am Brooke. Who are you? I mean you hardly stand up to your parents.You don't speak up about how you would prefer to be called Brooke instead of Brooklyn. " He walked over towards me.

"What i am trying to get to is If I am such a piece of trash , why is it that you care about me?" Lucas wiped some of my tears away with his fingers.

"You never gave me a chance to say how I feel" He said softly as he took a step back from me." But you already know how i feel... do you remember that day,when i told you to stay away from me? That day i was basically saying 'Damn Brooke, im completely,absolutely,falling in love with you' I love you Brooke, even the things that get on my nerves about you, I cant help but love those annoying characteristics. I don't care if your smart or dumb,pretty or ugly, or whatever. I just love you for the person you are, and yes i have a funny way to showing it, but at this moment, im saying it the best way I can. Brooke I want you to have the best life as possible, that's why this is" He stopped as I can see a lump in his throat."Hard for me to say this,your life with me, wont me great,I don't think I could ever stop sleeping with women, there's this animal instinct in me, that I just can't help. I wont ever be rich"

As all the words he was saying to me at the moment was... just a blank,I was lost in my own thoughts, confused beyond words. I didn't understand why people who are meant to be never ended up with each other?About all the greatest love stories out there end in tragedy. Was my love story another one?And the answer was yes,yes it was. After telling Lucas to shut up and just have one last dance with me, we slowed dance throughout the night,and I pretended that for once that he belonged to me and no one else. I knew there was no changing his mind about that we could possibly work because in some way I knew he was right,it was just hard letting it sink in. After our long dance I left lucas's place,I didn't think it was a good idea for me to stay there. I laid in my bed, and cried all night. Haley didn't ask what was wrong, she just laid with me, calming me down, like a sister would do.