Veronica doesn't see Logan at school the next day. She doesn't see him the day after that or the day after. In fact she doesn't see him at school for a whole week. She asks about him to Duncan. He doesn't know. She asks about him to Dick. He doesn't know. She gets frustrated with the lack of care Logan's supposed friends have for him.
At home on that Friday afternoon her finger sits gently on the call button. She's contemplating whether to call or not. What would she even say? It's clear he doesn't want her help. She wants to give up on him, let him kill his body with those drugs. But her heart won't let her. His friends may not care about Logan, but Veronica does.
She puts her phone back in her pocket and decides to go for a drive instead. Her father questions where she's going. She lies and says she forgot something at school and she has to go and get it. He believes her. Possibly.
Veronica gets in her car and drives out of the parking lot only to find herself driving to the bad part of town. The exact same part of town she witnessed Logan buying some supply. She stops her car outside an ally way and gets out. Her skin crawls at the overall dirtiness of this place but she must find Logan.
She walks to the entrance of the ally way. She hears voices. Logan's? She's unsure. Veronica walks a fair way down the ally way until she's close enough to see an outline of two people. She ducks behind a bin. Yes, that's Logan.
"This is the last of my supply for 2 weeks, Echolls. So take it easy man, I can't get your shit for you until then. Usually I'd charge double for the last of my supply, but you're a regular so just the normal payment." A husky voice whispers.
They both look around. Careful, they don't want to be seen. Logan passes a wad of cash to the dealer and the dealer passes a few plastic baggies to Logan. He shoves them quickly in his bag.
"You…you don't uh know anyone else I could get shit off do you?" Logan says as he scratches the stubble growing on his jaw.
"Look man, I know a lot of dealers but if I send you to one of them I lose business. I'll cut you a deal. You hold out till I get my new shipment and I'll shout you a hit of the new shit I'm getting. It's supposed to be the best."
"Alright. Okay. Let me know when it's in will you? I'll need it."
"Sure thing, Echolls. See you around."
The husky voiced man walks down the ally way opposite to the way Veronica had come. Logan stands there for awhile. Veronica waits until the husky voiced man is completely gone. Then she gets up and clears her throat.
Logan stares at her, he panics for a second until he realises it's Veronica and not a cop. He rolls his eyes.
"What the fuck do you want? Didn't I make it clear last time?" He huffs as he starts to walk up the ally way.
Veronica walks with him.
"Logan I want to help you. You need help."
"I don't fucking need anything but a hit of coke so if you don't mind."
Veronica places her hand on his arm. Logan reacts quickly and grabs her arm with one of his hands. He holds tightly, so tightly he might just leave a bruise. She gasps as he shoves her against a dirty brick wall.
"Don't fucking touch me you dirty slut."
She wants to cry and show him how much it hurts when he says something like that to her but she won't let herself. Instead she plays his game again, she calls him names back.
"You're such a coward Logan. Look at you. High as a fucking kite on whatever you can get your poor little rich boy hands on. Oh your life is so fucking bad because your girlfriend died. Get a grip. Lilly was my best friend, Duncan's sister and a friend to more people then I can count and we're all coping. We have the guts to go through life and deal with what happened instead of getting high and forgetting."
He looks at her in shock. Veronica had never been so honest and cruel to him in the whole time they had been friends.
"You think this isn't hard for everyone else? Of course it fucking is. Yeah, she died Logan but you have to deal. You're a fucking coward because you won't. You're life isn't that fucking bad. Oh, poor little Logan gets beaten by his daddy, stand the fuck up to him. Be a man instead of the coward you are."
This gets a reaction out of Logan. His hand shoots to her neck and he holds her a few inches above the ground with just her neck, choking her against the brick wall.
"Shut the fuck up! You don't know anything about what I'm fucking going through Veronica."
He chokes her harder. She can't breathe and he knows it. Honestly she should be frightened to death of Logan, but she's not. She knows in his heart he would never kill her. So instead of frightening her, he does something strange to her…he kind of turns her on in a sick way.
"L-Logan…you're…-."
"Choking you? I fucking know." He lets her go, she drops to the ground and gasps for air.
"I was…I was going to say turning…me on." She says between gasps of air.
He looks down at her with disgust. Or what he tries to hide as disgust. He should be disgusted. He should call her a dirty bitch and walk away. But he can't.
"You'd like that wouldn't you?" He says. "You'd like me choking you as I pump my cock into you wouldn't you? You'd like me to push you up against this wall, rip your panties off from underneath your skirt and fuck you until you scream in fucking pain wouldn't you Veronica?"
She gets up slowly, feeling the warmth growing in her stomach and the heat growing between her legs. She shouldn't be turned on. She should call him a pig and leave. But she can't.
"You know I would." She whispers.
Logan slams her against the wall and kisses her. It's the first kiss they've shared since they played spin the bottle years and years ago. It's bittersweet. He bites her lip, she arches her back in pain as he draws blood from her. It turns her on more.
One of his hands travels up her bare legs until he meets her panties. He viciously pushes a hand down them and starts rubbing her roughly. She enjoys it more then she's ever enjoyed anything in her life.
"You're already fucking wet you whore." He spits as he moves from her mouth to her neck.
She moans his name softly. She curses at herself for doing so. He thrusts three fingers straight inside her. Veronica tries not to cry out in pain, but she does. He pumps her for 30 seconds and then stops and looks her dead in the eyes.
"Get on your fucking knees now." He growls.
He watches her as she slowly moves to her knees and looks up him. He quickly undoes his pants and pulls both his pants and boxers to the ground, revealing his hard cock for Veronica.
"Suck it, Veronica."
She looks at him. Sadly? No. Angrily? No. Lust filled? Yes.
Her mouth opens and she licks from base to tip and sucks on the tip like a lollipop. She's never given head before. She has no idea what she's doing. She goes down a little further, but she's sure that's as far as she can go. Well, she thought so.
Logan grabs the back of her head and forces her all the way down until she's gagging and struggling for air. He keeps her there until she has tears running down her face. She pulls back and gasps for air.
"You like that don't you, you fucking slut."
She stands up and lets him take control over her. He picks her up, instantly she wraps her legs around him. His cock rubs against her thigh, she knows she should request a condom, she just knows she should but she can't bring herself to say anything right now. Besides, it doesn't even really matter she's on the pill and she's almost certain Logan doesn't have an STD.
He takes two fingers and slides them across her wet cunt, then he brings them to her slightly open mouth and wipes them across her lips. She slowly licks her juices off her lips as he takes his fingers from her lips and puts them in his mouth.
Logan thrusts inside her suddenly, she almost doesn't realise. He takes hold of her neck once more and lightly chokes her, not so she can't breathe but just so she can feel it. It turns her on more. It shouldn't, she knows it shouldn't.
"Take my cock Veronica. You love my cock inside your slutty cunt don't you? I know you do." He growls.
Her nails dig into his shoulders as he chokes her harder. With each thrust he's bringing her closer to her climax and himself too. She gives a strangled cry of pleasure. He lets her neck go and takes hold of her hips, slamming her against the brick wall harder and harder. She's absolutely sure she'll have a few bruises after this.
His cock jerks inside her as he's ready to cum. He doesn't care whether she is or not. He gropes her breasts savagely, his hips clashing with hers loudly. Logan growls and bites hard down onto her shoulder as he cums inside her.
She feels his cum spread inside her and she can tell she's close. But she doesn't have the chance to cum because Logan pulls out of her and drops her to the ground. She looks at him.
"Get yourself off, I'm done." He says, pulling his pants up.
Veronica feels slightly embarrassed but instead of sitting there shyly she takes on a new persona and stands back up. Her hand reaches for Logan's and she quickly places his hand underneath her skirt to feel her dripping wet pussy. His cum mixed with her juices. She pushes two of his fingers inside her. He just stands there and lets her.
This isn't like her at all.
She pumps his fingers inside her roughly, with her other hand she rubs her clit. Her eyes close, her back arches, she cums with a shake. She hears the almost silent groan come from Logan.
He removes his fingers from her, but she's not done teasing him yet. She swipes back his hand and sucks on his fingers, licking them clean of her cum and his.
"I'm done too." She smirks.
For a second he is still and she thinks maybe she has gotten through maybe he might let her in now. She's wrong. He snatches his hand back and pushes her roughly away from him. Her back slams against the brick wall. He scoffs.
"I always knew you were a slut Veronica Mars. Now you've just proven that to me."
He starts to walk away. She runs to catch him.
"Logan. Wait."
"Wait for what Veronica? You to stand there and get me off again? Sorry but I've had my fair share of white trash lately."
"Admit it, you like fucking me." She says.
She hopes that he'll say yes. She shouldn't hope. Hope only sets you up for disappointment. He stops and turns to her.
"Pussy is just pussy. The only difference between you and every other girl I've fucked is the fact that you're scum."
He walks away.
She finds herself back at her apartment not long after. Her dad asks what took her so long. She says she ran into someone she used to hang out with and they got talking. It's not even a good excuse but he doesn't try for another excuse. So she doesn't give him one.
Yeah so I've thought about it, and maybe I might continue this story. I haven't got an ongoing VM fic. Or had one since We Are Epic. So if all goes well and motivation is decent I'll keep writing.
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