Okay, heres the second chapter, not too sure whether it's any good but I tried my best. Hope you enjoy! :D
Edward POV
"Why do I suddenly get the feeling that this is goodbye?" I heard the hurt and loss in Charlie's thoughts and couldn't help but hate myself, it was because of me that Bella would no longer see her family or her friends, that Bella had to disappear with me, lost to those who love her.
"Stop it." I heard Alice whisper from across the house, "It's not you fault. Bella has chosen this for love of you. If you stopped this she would be likely to top herself, a far worse position than now."
"You're the one pushing me to further torture," I muttered, whilst adjusting my tie, "Every time you walk into that room you concentrate on translating the entire works of Shakespeare into Islamic. It's not fair, I want to see her, to know what she's feeling. Even tuning into Charlie took time, and then I only heard the end, as he left my bedroom. It's agony." I heard Alice chuckle in reply to my moan and the longing for Bella to be in my arms returned to me.
I was turning away from my mirror as a rather unkempt Emmett burst through my door, closely followed by a more respectable looking Jasper. Emmett raced towards me an I let out a low, warning of a growl, "Don't you come anywhere near me. I've just got this tie perfect."
"Don't worry Eddie," I ignored his nickname for me and carried on towards the door, "We just thought you might like to talk, in preparation for tonight. The big night. Your honeymoon night."
I swear if there was blood rushing through my veins instead of this god forsaken poison then I would have flushed a colour similar to Bella's magnificent blushes.
"How many times do I have to tell you, there isn't going to be a honeymoon night for a while, until Bella is changed. I can't risk hurting her, I don't want to risk it, no matter what any one says, even Carlisle, about me being able to control myself." With that I stormed out of the room towards Carlisle's office, they daren't approach me there, too scared that I might fight and something may get broken, they didn't dare be at the end of Carlisle's wrath just to tease me.
Carlisle had called me into this office two days ago, informing me of his views on mine and Bella's sex life, or rather what little we had of it. His points on my control over my thirst, this far had made me wonder, did I desire Bella that much. Did I desire her so much that I would take her before I changed her into the monster that she so wished to be. I could see us. Tonight. After the wedding. Our wedding. We would be booked into a hotel in Seattle, where our honeymoon would start, before a later flight to Europe, but whilst driving o the airport we would encounter a crash and not survive. But in that hotel room, would I be able to control myself? To keep my hands from roaming Bella's beautiful body, stroking and touching everywhere I could reach, covering her in kisses and watching her eyes as I took her both of our inexperience disappearing for our thirst for each others fumbles and comfort. Could I really restrain myself from that?
If I can get 5 reveiws for this a new chapter will be up ASAP!!