Okay I truly love you guys I'm getting lots of hits despite my like four reviews. I don't need reviews, I like reviews, but I dont neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed them. Okay has anyone read twilight? Yea thats the reason I haven't been updating so blame Edward and Bella!! no wait, blame STEPHENIE MEYER!! the guy who is going to play Edward i pretty hot but, Bella doesn't fit the Bella in my mind plus they will like leave out a bunch of details. MOVIES SUCK!! no they r nice just brief. I have rambled enough I luv you guys so much!!-ema O)
Disclaimer: cry cry I love lwd but even if I did own it I don't think I would enjoy it directing and writing are just too much work for my brain.
Casey POV
This is insane, how long has this been going on they are only freshmen! Well Sophomore now, but still they are like so young. Too young. I just...can't blame them. They always had that chemistry, but I always thought it was a just friends kind of thing. Oh crap Derek is about to turn around I guess he noticed my stare.
"Derek!" I yelled and he looked over to me with an annoyed look plastered on his face.
"Yes, Spacey?" I glared but responded quickly.
"I'm going inside, Lizzie, Edwin, come." I said simply they looked confused but did it anyways. Once we got in the hotel and out of ear shot I went at them. "I saw now explain."
"Whatever do you mean?" Edwin asked innocently and Lizzie looked like she was about to crack.
"Don't play stupid, how long?" I asked and Lizzie took the lead.
"Three months, you are the only one that knows." she said and I wasn't surprised they are so sneaky.
"Okay how did it start?"
"We were looking over our information binders and we saw that you and Derek have lots of chemistry we saw the sexual tension in your eyes, all our reasearch led us to believe you guys would be together if not already. You are the perfect match. Dasey. So we looked up laws on incest and you guys could legally date, its even popular. It was a very popular writing and movie plot in the 60's through the 80's. People looked at it like it was exotic, fun, exciting, very different and great for drama. It was something parents expected in about 1964, but still very uncommon. It was even more reasonable when the kids didn't grow up together that way they don't think of them as family in any sort. Some books point a little emoish, but for the most part they are very interesting. I was reading a book on attraction to see if I could use the tactics to determine something more between you and Derek, it said you can't know if you truly have your heart all in a relationship until you kiss because its based on passion. Well, and you know lust, attraction, love, personalities. During all my research I wanted to test it since I have never felt anything beyond brother, bff, for Ed I decided to test it. I kissed him and I realized a bunch of deep deep attractions and thoughts towards him. Then we started to date, but our theory on you and Derek still stands." she explained and I had to go back out side, I sat in the farthest chair away from Derek, Sally and Marti. We didn't need them hearing. Lizzie and Edwin sat on either side of me.
"You think me and Derek are the perfect match?" I asked my voice wary of my words, they nodded their heads rapidly. I have thought about it, not much but its there. It will always be there if I like it or not. Even if I have thought of it I never actually thought about it, it was a petty thought and now I feel nothing. I've seen him in every way, shape and form, there is nothing attracting me to a womanizing, arrogant pig. "I don't think we could work." I said simply and Lizzie shook her head.
"There is something, I promise you. You may not see it now but you will." she promised and I gave her a doubtful look.
"Lizzie I leave for college at the end of summer." I explained but it didn't phase her, nothing can phase her when she's on a role.
"Yea I'm aware, but your living together, working together, and see each other every waking moment, something is bound to happen!" she said exasperated, this is good I'm wearing her down.
"Well I still don't think so, I look into his eyes and all I see is hate, anger, and its horrible to know I bring that out of him. Plus he is so arrogant, he thinks he is freaking god! He has six hundred girlfriends and and... I CANT DEAL WITH IT!" I yelled that last part and got some questioning stares, but I brushed it off.
"Case calm down god. No, we know you guys are like total opposites it needs time. Look push this back to the back of your mind for now and try not to over analyze just enjoy it here, we will be gone in a few days and we don't want it to be weird." Edwin explained and I started to let it sink. I know this is going to be a tough week.
"Edwin your talking to Casey she is bound to over think it." Derek laughed behind me then walked into full view.
"How much of that did you hear?" I asked and he laughed and gave me a famous irritating smirk.
"Try not to over analyze it we will be gone in a few days and we don't want it to be weird." he quoted and I felt the relief wash over me the last thing I need is for it to be weird between us not that he we get it anyways. Stupid arrogant pig.
"Great. Where's Sally?" wow I just noticed she was gone.
"We will be right back." Lizzie said and dragged Edwin off too. Mental note: kill siblings.
"She had to go home. What is going on with Edwin and Lizzie?"
"I shouldn't tell you," I started but he had a pleading look so I told him. And for revenge. "they are dating, they have this stupid attraction research."
"Wow our younger siblings have attraction research? Losers." I laughed, I have no idea why this is like a whole new side to him. I still don't like him but if he was the last living being on earth then I might kiss him. Right now I rather kiss a squirrel with rabies. Or someone with herpes which ever comes first. "So what didn't they want you to over analyze because you know you are. And its not them dating because we all saw it coming and your the smart one." his question caught me off guard should I tell him? Maybe maybe not. I DONT KNOW!! oh god he is staring at me with that smirk, I want to slug him upside the head.
"Fine!" I yelled out loud and he stared at me before laughing really loudly.
"You really are crazy." he cut in between his laughter and I threw my water on him.
"Do you want me to tell you or not?" I asked and he stopped laughing and looked at me half serious so I continued, "Okay they have a theory that me an you are a perfect match they have tons and tons of research on it and its all very detailed they are pretty sure we are dense. They say if we kiss we will see it, but I don't think so because I rather kiss a squirrel with rabies or a guy with herpes than kiss you."
"Yea same thought here Spacey I rather kiss Ralph and I'm not gay so thats saying something."
"Wow Derek. Anyways we need to be at the studio tomorrow at 6:45 to do our first day of filming." I said getting up.
"Damn why do early?" he asked
"Don't use that language and because we work from 6:45am to 7:00pm." I explained and he looked shocked.
"Fuck dude that fucking sucks."
"DER-EK no foul language."
"Fuck, shit, damn, ass, cock knocker, fuck fuck fuckety fuck fuck fuckaloo."
"UHG!! your so annoying!" I screamed and stormed off I heard him laughing behind me. He is so annoying!
The next morning
"DEREK WAKE UP!!" I screamed its already 6:30am and I am ready already, I think I will leave without him.
"What spacey?" Oh my god, Derek is standing here and he has no shirt on, he looks so hot! No, bad Casey bad bad, bad, bad, hot six pack, bad, so hot, bad, messy hair, bad, I want to run my hands through it, bad, ugh and his lips they are so full, bad, bad, bad, bad, hot, want to jump him, bad...who am I kidding? He is the hottest guy on earth!
"W-we a-are g-g-o-ing to b-b-be l-late h-hurry u-up." oh god that sounded horrible he is so on to me.
"O-okay I-I w-will m-meet y-you t-there. What with the stammering?" he asked
"Idon'tknowjustmeetmeatthestudio." I spit out way too fast and ran out of the hotel, but then when I was just inches to the sidewalk the little devils came into sight.
"Hey Casey, we saw you with Derek just know so if you want to confess something our door is always open." Lizzie said before she and Ed went into the hotel. I hate them and I am never confessing anything, there is nothing to confess. I think. God I am so brain damaged!
The studio was pretty quiet when I got there so that is a sure sign that I am late, the studio is always loud and I mean always. So I walked into the main stage area and Red came up to me.
"Hey, Casey glad your here." he said in his sweet but booming voice.
"Hey, Red aren't you mad I'm like ten minutes late." I asked in a wary voice.
"Not really no one gets here on time as long as your not more than an hour than I usually don't mind, I ask you to be here so early because I need to get you into hair and make up and I figured you might like the time to study your lines and relax, the studio is very quite this time of day." he said and I smiled. We are going to get along great.
"Thanks, I was wondering about the ending though, I read through my script and its lovely but there is no ending." I said, I found it very strange when I was going through it so I wanted to ask.
"Yes, I left it out of yours and Derek's scripts for a reason, see the ending might shock you guys, but I feel strongly about this topic in particular many people do so, I decided to put it on the big screen and hopefully set the record straight on the whole debate." Red explained.
"What topic? Sibling rivalry?" I am officially confused. How can there be a big debate on step sibling hatred?
"Well, your not going to take this lightly or the right way, but the topic is step siblings, that... fall in love," he explained and my mouth dropped open and he continued, "Yea, I didn't think that would go over so well, and the worst part is yet to come."
"What's the worst part?" I asked in a small voice and closed my eyes.
"My main boss, aka the guy thats paying for this and giving the okay to put it in the theaters, wants to see the ending played out tomorrow meaning tomorrow you will kiss Derek very passionately and it should be at least a two minute kiss, or my boss will cut the movie and think of all the other step siblings out there that do feel something for each other and are afraid to let the world know. This will be hope for all of them. And you will be making a lot of money for it, I mean a lot of money, thousands, millions maybe." well this might not be so bad, I get paid tons to kiss someone I think I hate and I'm giving hope to the selected few that are in this kind of case.
"Do I have to tell Derek?" I asked in the same small voice.
"No I will handle him, you just have to memorize this sheet." he handed me a new script.
"Okay." I said and walked off. I studied for about four hours then I saw Derek stomping towards me, I sighed and put down the script. I heard him huff as he sat next to me on the balance beam, I'm still not sure why its here but after 16 years of gymnastics I hope we use it.
"So I guess you heard the news." I started out and his face darkened.
"Yea, there's no way around it, I tried everything. Your my goddamn sister! I don't want to make out with you it will feel weird." he said.
"Step sister, and thanks for the vote of confidence." I said sarcastically and ran away, I just kept running. I don't know how long I was running but sometime awhile ago I hit the beach and now I am so far down I don't see anyone. Perfect I can collapse in the sand and just think. I don't understand why I am so hurt about it, I don't like Derek I know I don't. I can't. I wont. He is a player, so arrogant and irritating. He's piratically a god, amazing and totally irresistible. STOP! I CAN'T TAKE THESE CONTRADICTORY THOUGHTS THEY JUST NEED TO STOP! Ugh. I let myself fall back into the sand and looked up at the clouds, why can't life be that simple? Clouds just hang in the air no issues no problems, until the rain comes and washes away all the happiness all the simplicity and ecstasy. Ignorance is bliss, if I never knew I could love Derek I never would have, if I didn't know he was totally hot, then I never would have wanted to jump him. If I never knew I had to kiss him tomorrow then we wouldn't have this big huge mess. I could just float up to the clouds and live in my simple palace until the rain washed it away...
Next Day, In the Studio
"Okay Derek, Casey, do we have our scripts memorized?" Red asked and I nodded but Derek was frantically flipping through his.
"Give me one second." Derek said and I sighed, Red looked displeased. I was about to start scolding Derek when the whole studio went silent except for the sound of three people approaching.
"Hello Red Bram, I assume you have a scene to show me?" a loud booming voice sounded.
"Yes sir, PLACES EVERYONE!" Red yelled and me and Derek were hurried off to the set. "Okay Derek, Casey, don't worry about character names I think there will be better chemistry if you guys just say your own names."
"Okay." me and Derek said in unison.
"Casey start us out." Red yelled and I braced myself.
"Derek, can you be serious for five seconds?" I started.
"'Can you be serious for five seconds' god loosen up Klutzilla." Derek mocked it felt almost like real life, I told Red about that time me and Derek were stuck in the bathroom together and thats what came with this idea, on set there is a bathroom and we are 'stuck' in it, there is a script very detailed and Red said it was the perfect place to unleash feelings.
"Just figure out how to get the door open, my mom and your dad left us home alone, if they come home and can't find us they will never trust us again."
"I'm trying it wont budge." he 'slammed' into the door one more time and it 'wouldn't budge' "We will just have to wait till some one gets home."
"Fine stay on that side of the bathroom." he scooted over and we sat in silence for a few minutes before he spoke again.
"You want to play truth or dare?" he asked and I groaned.
"No." I said I am impressed with Derek's acting skills I mean he has always been a great liar but I didn't think he would remember all his lines when he didn't even prepare that well.
"Come on Case its not like there is anything else to do." he said and I sighed.
"Fine but your starting." I said and he scooted so close next to me that our legs were like a centimeter apart.
"Okay truth or dare spacey?"
"Truth." keep it easy and remember your script, get into it Casey.
"Wimp. How many boyfriends have you actually had?" he asked.
"I don't know I can't remember all my boyfriends from my old life, my happy uncomplicated life."
"Fine what was the longest relationship you ever had?"
"Four years, I was dating this guy, Chad, he was a football player and he was very popular. Happy?"
"Very, your turn."
"Okay Truth or Dare?" I asked.
"Truth."
"And you called me a wimp... have you ever had a month long relationship?"
"You are a wimp I take truth manly," he puffed his chest, "and I had a relationship that lasted six months, with out cheating once."
"Wow we should give you a metal." I said with false enthusiasm.
"Yea you should. Truth or Dare Spacey?"
"Truth. Again."
"We should call it truth or truth... okay why did you and preppy pants break up after four years?"
"Over four years he was a great boyfriend but he treated me like one of his guys and three months before I moved to your house he like beat me up I told my mom I fell and broke up with him over the phone five minutes before I got into the car to leave."
"Are you like in search for the biggest scum bag?" he asked. I stood up and he did to, I was up against the
"Are you in search for the biggest whore?" I asked and he got closer, I never noticed how much taller he is than me.
"Maybe I just don't think there is a girl out there for me." he said.
"Maybe there isn't a guy out there for me." I said and he moved even closer, our chests were touching lightly.
"Maye there is a guy for you."
"Maybe there is a girl for you." he pressed further against me there was just that distance to close.
"Maybe she is nothing like me."
"Maybe he drives me crazy." he smirked.
"Maybe opposites attract." he moved his head so much closer that with such little effort we would be kissing.
"Its possible."
"Its us." then he leaned down and kissed me, it truly was perfect, his soft lips on mine. Perfection, lust, attraction, irresistibility, and passion. Edwin and Lizzie were right, I love him its always been us. When we finally pulled away after an eternity of perfection I had one last line before curtain down.
"Its always been us."
"CUT!!" Red yelled and we separated. Red dragged us over to his boss who looked a little misty eyed.
"Wonderful Red, all systems go I will alert the promotion committee." he said then stocked off with his assistants, once he was out of sight Red pulled me and Derek into a bone crushing hug.
"Good job kids take tomorrow off." he said before he walked off leaving me to be alone with Derek, not the best solution.
"So, tomorrow off. Isn't that great?" I asked.
"Your over analyzing, its just acting don't freak Spacey." perfection can never last.
"Fine bye." I took a taxi to the beach this time, I brought a bathing suit and I know where my private paradise is and I intend to use it.