Look how fast I'm updating I am truly proud of myself. I hope you are too, I know many people are thinking why is she rushing this so much? Well I'm not rushing at all there is a lot of drama and heart break yet to come. Basically I am going to ruin, destroy, and manipulate your minds. Bwah hahahahahahahahahahahaha bwah ahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Disclaimer: which came first the chicken or the egg? Yea think that over and you wont have time to cry about the fact that I don't own lwd, I know I cry over it every night. O( crying crying )O

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After I had spent about four hours under the sun and watch the sun set, I decided it might be time to go home. So I took a taxi home. I rode the elevator to our floor then walked to our door I slid the car and walked in and it was right there in front of me. My friend and my love or so I thought, like I said perfection can't last. I dropped my things at the door and ran back down to the lobby tears falling silently. I have no possession over him, his heart was never mine, but somehow it still hurts me. I tried to make a mad dash for the door but what the guy at the front desk said made me stop in my tracks.

"Miss McDonald you have some mail." I spun around and walked to the counter. Hopefully its my mom telling me to come home, all I need is a little nudge and I will be on the next flight.

"May I see it?" I asked and he handed me a pile.

"Would you also like Mr. Venturi's?" He asked and I shook my head Derek can get his own mail. The first was a thick large envelope from Harvard I know its acceptance I don't even need to open it. The next was a post card with a picture of the family it was just a best wishes thing I think they all sighed I love you, but they don't want me home. There were some magazines then one last letter, it was in a ivory envelope and it had my name written in gold. There was no return address so I was curious to open it. I walked over and sat in a very comfy red couch on the back end of the huge lobby and opened it. Inside it said:

Dear Casey McDonald,

We would like to invite you to be apart of our agency, we think you would be a great model and with your upcoming movie you will be getting a lot of offers we just wanted you to consider us first. If you choose to become one of our models then we will ask you to move into our model house where you will learn to be a great model while socializing with some other young models in training. Our house is large and you will be on a healthy, safe diet, we offer different work outs and events you might enjoy. You can come for a tour anytime you see fit. We would love for you to join Sam Done Models. -- Jane Locknut

P.S. We are very aware you might want to go to college and we can work around your busy schedule.

566-445-5555

A model? Its not something I would normally consider, but it seems so great. I could go to college, be a model and act. They offer so much and I would be away from Derek to a higher extent. I think I will call them.

"Hello Sam Done Models how may I help you?" a sweet voice asked.

"I'm Casey McDonald and I was wondering when I could move in?"

"As soon as possible I can't say I haven't been waiting for this call, I was really excited when I saw you I am even happier that you decided to do it. I am Denise Richdemom I own this modeling agency and I live in the house with my models." she explained we talked for another half hour and I am moving in tomorrow, but how am I going to tell Derek? And the family? I walked back upstairs against my own will. And opened the door, they were making out in the kitchen, ewwwwwwww.

"Hello?" I asked and they didn't break apart so I went over to Derek and hit him on the back of the head as hard as I could, this way they both get hurt. Normally I would be against violence but in their case I will allow it to slid a bit.

"Ow what the hell Case?" Derek asked as he pulled away and clutched his head.

"Um I will be right back, I need to check on my tongue." Sally excused herself to the bathroom

"Derek, I'm moving out." I said slowly, I don't want to repeat myself.

"Why? Where are you going to live?" he asked and I smirked.

"I'm moving because I can't handle being around you and I will be living at the Sam Done agency."

"Whats the Sam Done agency?" he looks so confused its really funny actually.

"A modeling agency, I received a letter in the mail asking for me to become one of them and I accepted its as easy as that. I will be living in a model house." seeing the understanding in his eyes is killing me for once I don't see hate, I see heart break and even a little lust but that might be from Sally. He for once isn't smirking or smiling he is frowning and he looks hurt, but he doesn't know the meaning.

"Why modeling do you just set out looking for ways to hurt me?" he asked and I was surprised.

"Hurt you? Can you even be hurt?" I asked appalled at his sudden mood change.

"By you? All the time."

"You know what, you don't know what hurt is!"

"Oh I don't Casey? Educate me!" he yelled

"Okay hurt is watching the guy your in love with and just kissed so passionately, make out with your friend all over the place!!" I screamed back, the whole hotel is probably mad by now but I don't care.

"You love me?" he asked in a quite voice I closed my eyes.

"Yes, but I guess that doesn't matter anymore." I said in the same small voice, then I opened my eyes and he was gone. I don't know when during our fight that Sally took her leave but I just started packing. He never came home that night and I left so early I don't know if he ever came home. I took my things and headed to my new home, SDM here I come.

Derek's P.O.V.

I got home at about 10:00am and all Casey's stuff was gone I assume she moved out I really don't care she is a self absorbed priss who only cares about herself. She was so self absorbed! 'You don't know what hurt is', god! Well she might have a point, I was always a player, I'm still a player, but I... didn't love her, I don't love her. I thought I at least thought I liked her romantically, but I don't. I don't think I ever really did, I'll admit that was one of the best kisses I have ever had, but it didn't strike a note it didn't sing a song or kiss the trees. Its just not what I'm looking for, Sally is what I am looking for she is simple, nice, we agree a lot, and she isn't just another one-day slut. She's also not Casey I like fighting with Casey, I love her personality and her brain. I also love Casey's kisses they are the best thing I have ever experienced. No matter who I end up with I need them both in my life. There are down points to both girls, Sally isn't smart, she is very demanding, she tries to fix all the things 'wrong with me', and since she is older she has had sex with tons of guys, its not even fun. Whereas Casey is over emotional, way too nice, is now a model- I guess thats pretty hot -, Casey is also a virgin for sure so the chances of me even getting her into bed are very slim, but if I did get her in bed she would be awesome, Casey is also my stepsister- even with Ed and Lizzie's new found info. - it would be a little odd, she hates me- even more now-, she is really strong no matter how bad I hurt her she will get back on the horse and put up a strong act, sometimes she is motherly so she will force me into being better in school – which I would benefit from- , she is a little controlling, but she does have my best interest at heart. All of Casey's down points are looking up its like every thing that is wrong with her is somehow right at the same time like she's good, then bad and fun then serious. She can change in an instant and mold herself around you like she did with Max, she became a cheerleader and stopped being herself for him, even when its not love to the guy its always love to her. She is looking for true love, she is looking for her guy, her match, her prince and she wants him to be perfect, for her. He doesn't have to be perfect to anyone, but her I think she likes me because I am her opposite and opposites attract we need each other . Its like fire and water they are total opposites and they destroy each other, but without each other they could not function for the earth. If there was no water to put out the fire we would all die and if there was no fire how would we heat ourselves and boil the water for eating. Sally is like air to my fire, I need it to keep the flame but thats about it, I don't need her to live I could live just fine without her. I gotta see Casey, now!

Casey P.O.V.

I already met all the models and put all my stuff away I am bunking in a room with two bunk beds, and two dressers with two closets and four people live in my room plus it is connected by a door to a room just like it. I have top bunk and the first three drawers of my dresser along with the left half of the closet. I am sharing a room with one girl and two guys, Maurice, Paula, and Brian. Brian has the top bunk too so usually he is the thing I will see every night before I go to bed and the thing I see first in the morning, he is like a party trouble making tool, he dates sluts like Maya, another model, for about three months and dumps them he also messes around with everyones head. Maurice and Paula are okay but they are too wrapped up in themselves to really notice me, Paula says she has a boyfriend but come on if she is willing to act like that around Maurice and flirt so much than she is clearly going to cheat on her 'boyfriend'. Crystal has spent the most time with me, she has short blonde hair and bangs, she is pretty skinny but in a healthy way. She is so nice she gave me information on everything house related and even gave me tips on how to be around clients I'm really excited for out first client tomorrow night I might be picked! But since its only 11:00am today maybe I shouldn't be too excited. I was walking down stairs to talk to some models and maybe get to know them better when I heard Denise call my name- she told me to call her denny but its not working- I walked to where she was standing in front of the front door and I asked what was up.

"Casey does your family know the rules of model house?" Denise asked.

"Um, my family doesn't know I am a model well my step brother does, but that was only because I didn't wanting him ratting me out to my parents, that I left to live somewhere else during filming. I was about to go back to Canada when I got your letter." I explained and she nodded understandingly.

"Okay well I think your step brother is out front, he is very hot I almost offered him a job, but I didn't think putting family, even step family, in a house together would be super safe." she said and walked away. I opened the door and saw derek standing by the pool talking to Brian. Great just what I needed more annoyances.

"Brian can I barrow my step brother for a sec I promise to give him back?" I asked.

"Sure, but you have to stop glaring at me its not my fault we sleep near each other." he said and Derek raised an eyebrow.

"Fine." I said and grabbed Derek's arm before walking away. I took Derek to a private part of the front of the house and made him sit in the chair next to me, this way I can observe to make sure no models hear our conversation.

"Okay Derek, were alone. Talk." I said easily.

"Why do you sleep next to a guy?" he asked in a confused tone.

"Because there are two bunk beds I sleep on top and he sleeps on top of the bunk bed next to mine." I explained and he nodded. "I'm sure I will be able to give you a tour, just talk first."

"Okay well I decided I had a major crush on you and it was much more detailed in my head, but do you want to go out sometime like after the movie thing Friday?" he asked

"Sure now let me give you that tour." first I hauled him to Denise's office to get the okay, she also lives in the house just downstairs. "Okay so these are all the models." I said as we stood in front of two large couches the models were all lined up staring at us. "I'm going to go from left to right as I say the names in order please say hi or wave or something so I know I am right. Candie, Chad, Mika, Jamie, Paula, Micheal, Camile, Debbie, Mary, Lola, Matt, James, Steve, Luke, Wally, Crystal, Kyle, Jude, Zepplin, Spied, Monica, Jamie, Maurice, Brian, and Julian." I said and they did little gestures as I said their names. " We have two Jamie's one boy and one girl they hate each other and were often found glaring. The guy Jamie is dating Zepplin exclusively and Jude and Spied have chemistry, I think Crystal also has a crush on Wally. Kyle might like Monica but she is so giving him cold shoulder." I whispered in Derek's ear while leading him to our final stop, my room.

"Wow living in a model house kinda sucks doesn't it?" he asked and I laughed.

"Yea as far as living space but I love everything else about it." I explained and he nodded. I moved to sit on my bed while he looked around the room, then I laid on back and hung off the side of the bed. I could slowly feel the blood rushing to my head but I ignored it everything looks better upside down. Derek noticed me and came up and kissed me on the lips, it was slow and sweet I kissed him back in the same fashion. When he pulled away I started laughing.

"Why are you laughing?" he asked and I laughed harder.

"I feel like Spiderman!!" I laughed out and he started to laugh with me.

"Does that make me Mary Jane?" he asked and I laughed more. The next two weeks were total bliss for me I got booked with a client and my new boyfriend was living up to his job. Tomorrow is my very first runway show and Denise came to see me right as I was walking to my room.

"Hey Casey here's a ticket to your show tomorrow," she handed me a slip "You can invite one person to come sorry about the last minute."

"No problem." I said then drove down to Derek's hotel in my training bra and short shorts. I knocked on his door and he answered almost eminently, I smiled. This is the first time Derek has seen this much skin but I am not staying here very long so he should feel no temptation.

"Wow, early birthday present? Thanks Case." he said and grabbed my waist as he pulled me in.

"No, I have a show tomorrow so I need to get home and get some sleep, I just wanted to give you a ticket to my show first." I said and he had a disappointed smile on his face.

"Fine but next time you get my hopes up like this I might not be so forgiving," he said and I laughed he is so stupid sometimes, "So do I at least get a kiss before I go to bed alone sadly?"

"Yes I have about ten minutes before I have to leave in order to get hop on time." I said and he looked overly hopeful.

"Thats good enough." he said and pulled me back to his chest, I smacked him.

"Ow Casey!"

"You are not getting lucky tonight accept it." I said and he pouted " No but I will give you a kiss." I leaned in and when we were about a millimeter apart I moved away and then went back in and repeated the process about three times before he grabbed me and kissed me. It just seems to get better with him it never ends every kiss is as breath taking as the next, I can never get enough. I stayed making out with him a little longer than I should have considering I had to sneak very carefully back into the model house. Brian woke up and I tried to remember if I believed in god.

"Wow Casey a little late isn't it?" he questioned and I wanted to blow my pacifist cover.

"Yea I got caught up in something." not exactly a lie "Denise gave me a ticket to my show tomorrow and I had to deliver it correctly." still not a total lie.

"Yea and I'm guessing your boyfriend is the thing distracting you, and your boyfriend might just happen to be your step brother too? Wow wouldn't that be juicy to the press and oh I don't know, your boss?" I'm going to kill him how does he even know that?

"Okay what is it going to take me to shut you up?" I asked and I know he was smirking.

"Date with Crystal." he said smoothly and I laughed.

"Sorry she is dating Wally exclusively. Anything else?"

"Find date with Candie." he said slowly and I laughed again.

"Okay one date with stupid big breasted whore, coming up." I said. After that I pretty much crashed, the next morning happened in such a blur that now here I am five minutes before I go down the catwalk and I am zoning out.

"Hey Casey are you in the game?" Denise asked and I nodded and gave her a small smile. "No smiling out there I don't care how many cameras there are they don't matter." never one to miss a nice scolding time. After the long five horrible minutes I was on stage walking perfectly with my ever so often poses, it wasn't until my last outfit that I noticed Derek was no where to be found and I couldn't waste time looking so I did my walk and I posed, all of a sudden it was easier to fight my smile. Once I got back stage I burst out in tears I knew it was my last walk down and my make up really didn't matter anymore. Soon I felt a skinny arm go around my waist and I looked up to see Crystal, I laid my head on her shoulder and she hugged me more.

"Whats wrong Case?" she asked and I shook.

"H-he d-didn't s-show." I stammered and she looked puzzled. "Derek, he didn't show, I gave him a ticket I asked him to come and he didn't show. We have been dating for a little while, which reminds me you are dating Wally."

"I'm what?" she asked really shocked but she couldn't hide her smile.

"Um you would have had a date with Brian but I told him you were dating Wally, I could probably get a real date for you and Wally I know you like him." I said easily and she glared through a smile.

"Get the date, and as for Derek go to his hotel and kick his ass." I laughed and we exchanged our goodbyes I have one stop to make before Derek gets whats coming to him.

"Hey Wally?" I said and he stopped and looked at me.

"Yea Casey?" I could tell he was shocked to see me like this or at all we don't really talk much.

"Can you do me a favor and ask out Crystal? She has a huge crush on you and its so obvious you feel the same. And while were at it get Kyle to ask out Monica." I said and he smiled we talked a little bit more then he walked over to his friends. Then I was finally off to kill my o-so loving boyfriend.

I got to Derek's hotel room in record time, the door was slightly open and I was so mad that I could really care less about his privacy or comfort, but when I finally found him I really wished I had just knocked politely.