I know you have all been waiting in anticipation so here you go chapter five hoot hoot!! I luv owls!! RANDOM should really be plastered on my head anyways I luv you all sooooooooooooooooo much!!-- ema Oo
I can't believe I trusted that jerk!! I actually thought he wouldn't hurt me I actually thought I could trust him. I thought I could trust her!! When I walked through the door I saw Derek and Sally making out on his bed. Wow deja vu. I know Derek is fallowing me and I am going to hurt him.
"Casey will you please slow down?" he asked.
"Derek, when we started going out I knew you weren't a relationship guy I was hoping you could change that but you can't. I know I will never be the only one in your heart but I will always love you. I'm not mad you kissed Sally I am mad you didn't tell me if you really feel something don't stand on me go on move on. I love you with all my heart I want us to be together for a long time but you just wont let that happen will you? I need a relationship in this case I have to settle less than love but you don't. Go for her. You love her not me." I said and then walked out of the hotel. I knew he wouldn't fallow, he couldn't what could he say? I love you? Well guess what 'I love you' is eight letters just like bull shit. I never want to see him again and if I do nothing good will come of it I promise. I am going to finish my movie take the money and keep modeling I wont talk to him, I will minimally look at him and I will never think of him or us.
Six Years Later
Today I am seeing my family for the first time in six years, they are throwing a Christmas party at my old house and I am going to see all of them and stay at the house for a week or two. I saw Lizzie once or twice during my protest she and Edwin are doing pretty well even now. I talked to my mom rarely and I was fine with that any time we talk it ends in a big fight. I didn't tell my family I was coming to visit though so if they freak I guess its my fault, I know Derek will be there but I am avoiding that factor. I said goodbye to my outer family aka the Denise and Crystal I moved into a two bedroom apartment with Crystal last year and I still work for Denise, I went to college and law school so I do cases on the side and modeling is my full time thing. I still see a lot of the models but I just don't live in the house with them Crystal is coming with me to see the family it took a lot of begging but she said yes. I recently helped Crystal get over anorexia I suffered from it myself for about two years. I just felt it was my responsibility to help her through it as friends. She went anorexic after she and Wally split and then I called him, he was just as broken as she was. He came home because of how much he loved her so they are back together and happier than ever, they grip onto each other like a lifeline.
"Hey Crystal our plane leaves in like ten minutes." I called through the girls bathroom at the airport, somehow being a model gave you a lot of respect and followers. I mean I can't walk somewhere without a guy staring, I've gotten taller, I have much better clothes, I'm skinnier, I put on a reasonable amount of make up, I had a nose job that you can barley notice and I really don't like to point it out, I wear a push up bra and my hair is always perfect. I also have an awesome wardrobe, I feel so different from that girl I was in high school, I still have some morals but at the same time I have lost so many more. I really wish I was the same but I don't at the same time. Getting into every upscale place without reservations or on 'the list' is pretty cool and I know a lot of famous people now.
"Okay I am good lets go!" Crystal said as she dragged me out of the bathroom. We got on our plane a little late but the guy let us pass anyways, the flight was reasonably boring. After like four hours of boredom and bugging Crystal, I was so ready to get off the plane. So when it finally landed I was the first one off, I got my bags from the pick up section and waited for Crystal. "Damn girl you got off so fast!" Crystal said jogging towards me, she has so light of skin that she fits into Canada perfect, I have slightly darker skin but she is bordering on albino so I think I am normal. I almost forgot how cold it is, I am only wearing white shorts, high heels, a long sleeved black and white stripped shirt, and a red jacket. Aka I looked hot. We then got a cab to the house, once we got out of the cab and to the front door I got very hesitant I felt so paralyzed. I couldn't move my hand, there was too much pain too many memories of him, I secretly loved him through the whole thing but I never told, I was in a deep denial and now I just want everything to go as planned I want everything to work out. I want no complications, if he knew the pain I went through it might be different but it doesn't matter he loves her not me. I just want to be happy, I don't want to live everyday in a constant reminder of us, how we were, how we should be... I feel as if life is a never ending cycle of pain physical or otherwise. He put me through so much pain mentally that I felt it in my body, in my every move. I don't want to live like this I don't want to live without him, I want to face him and try to move on at least then I would have him in my life and hopefully the pain will drop as my memory does. So I reached to the handle again and this time I opened it smoothly. The first thing I saw was my mother dropping a pan of brownies and Marti yelling NO!!. My mother ran and hugged me.
"Casey baby I missed you so much!" she said in my ear I laughed and hugged her back.
"Hey mom this is my best friend Crystal." I said and my mom shook Crystal's hand. "We met at the agency she is also a model." I added and my mom frowned slightly, she never approved of the whole modeling thing she wants law to be my whole life.
"Hi." Crystal said shyly.
"Okay well you girls can share a room right? Derek is coming soon and we all know how he is with his room,
"Derek is coming." I complained to Crystal as I flopped onto my bed, my room had stayed the same since the time I redecorated it during my senior year. (A.N. The 4th season bedroom, ya know when Lizzie gets a makeover and Casey changes her room?)
"I know we need to start thinking of how you are going to deal." Crystal stated boldly plopping next to me on the bed.
"I know, I want to be civil and I don't want to talk to him alone so stay at my hip the whole time k?" I said and she nodded "Okay I also want to be super sexy it will totally screw him over and since all our cloths are in style and designer brands that shouldn't be hard. Plus I want to work our 'get in without reservations' tactic around the family it will totally piss him off." I said and she laughed.
"I have the perfect outfit, you have to wear it as he walks through the door." she said and pulled out the perfect outfit in the whole world. It was a gray/red/white plaid micro mini, a white really low-cut top, with a black jacket and black high heels. I put it on. "Girl you look so sexy, if I was a lesbian or bisexual I would so jump you right now."
"Thanks." I said, Crystal is slightly strange but at clubs we dance super sexy with each other and thats how all the guys stop and stare. I have become quite the attention hog I love it so much. And now I only have an hour before all eyes are mentally jumping me.
One hour later
I was sitting in Derek's chair waiting for him to get home, my mom heard that he was in the cab on his way here so looks like I have ten minutes to go. Crystal is sitting on the couch next to me totally engrossed in the show, she did my hair in beautiful wild curls I looked really good and very seductive I even sent a pic to Denise to show clients, she was more than happy. I put some light lip plumper to add to my already full lips and I sat in a very inviting gesture. Only five minutes left Case, don't watch the door, look like you actually care about Degrassi. WAIT this is new episode.
"Crystal press record!" I yelled right as Derek walked in totally ruining the sexy plan. I discreetly snapped back into my pose. Derek had his eyes glued to me through all the hugs, even Marti's, she was a little ticked but she fallowed his gaze and smirked at me. She knew everything including my devious plan.
"Hey Derek." I said simply as he traced over every inch of my body, I could tell he wanted me I want him too but I can't trust him at all.
"H-hey C-case." he managed I giggled and walked towards him.
"I hope you don't mind me in your chair it looked so soft I just wanted to sit for a few."I whispered in his ear. "Hey Ed come here." I called and led Derek to his chair and sat him down.
"Yea Case?" I think he knows my plan too.
"Can you carry these bags upstairs?" I asked and he nodded and took them up. "So Derek you wanna sneak into the community pool with us later?" in asked me and Crystal thought of it she knows how good I look in a bikini. "Its heated and it will only be us promise. I already invited Sam Em and Ralph." Derek's face lit up at the mention of his best friends.
"Cool I haven't seen them since high school!" he said and started up stairs to unpack.
"Crystal all systems go." we high fived and I started laughing. "We are so lame."
in car on the way to the community pool.
We are on our way to the pool now, Crystal gave me her bikini from the Julie Love photo shoot, it was already very skimpy but it was also too small for me and showed some ass. It was light blue and had green and white stars all over it. Crystal wore a very revealing rainbow bikini. Derek was driving and we were going to meet Sam, Emily and Ralph there, Derek wore green trunks with black sculls all over them. Once we got to the pool I climbed over the fence and opened it for everyone else, I could tell Derek was impressed.
"Okay so I have taken the liberty to introduce so as I say your name say the first random thing that comes to your mind." I said and started with my self saying 'strawberries and cheese' "Derek." I called
"Bikini made out of play dough." he said I laughed and then everyone joined in.
"Okay Emily." I called and she smiled.
"Yellow oranges smoking crack on an egg." she said and laughter erupted once again I went and sat next to Derek.
"Sam." I called.
"Hockey stick shoved into a flaming brick on a monkey's flaming ass." he said and we laughed again.
"Crystal." I called
"Wally... Huh what?" she asked coming out of her daze about her boyfriend.
"Crystie say something random. Wally is a very random person but it still doesn't count." I said easily and she blushed.
"Sorry I really miss him. Can you recall on me later?" she asked and I sighed like it was a big impose.
"Fine. Ralph." I called. Crystal mouthed 'love you'.
"Dough nuts running through the bushes in hunt for the best corn dog ever, killing millions of gummy bear warriors trying to save princess super bear and her fellow buddy slash lover Elmo."
"Wow. Crystal." I called.
"Jennifer Lopez kissing Lindsey Lohan while wear Betsy Johnson and Couture and Juicy with loafers on top of our burnt down agency so we get out of fashion week." she said. Crystal and I started laughing but everyone else was silent.
"Oh my god did you see what Brittany Spears was wearing Yesterday it was so slutty but for some reason I want to wear it to The Panda sometime." I said and Crystal started laughing.
"Like I said if I was a bisex. Lesbian I would so totally jump you. Remember that time we made out on the bar table and got our drinks free for like two months?" she said and I started laughing again that was so hot and I got like sixty phone numbers for doing it.
"Okay so who wants to go swimming?" I asked as I pulled off my red fitted top. Derek's mouth dropped open then I took of my shorts and turned my back to him as walked onto the diving board and jumped in. Then once everyone was in and above surface so they could listen I walked onto the diving board and made my speech.
"So everyone I wanted to make an announcement just to clear all weirdness and get us all knowing. Me and Derek did go out but it didn't end so well. Were friends now and all has been forgiven but I figured it was better if you guys knew so now you know." I said then jumped into the water I stayed under as long as possible and when I came up everyone was gone except for Derek who was on a lounge chair. "Where is everyone?" I asked.
"They went to get some drinks, Emily and Crystal couldn't make up their minds, Ralph wanted candy so he needed to see the selection and Sam wont let anyone go in his car alone and he wanted to stop by his house for something. They needed someone to stay here to make sure you didn't die and I am the only one who didn't really have to go." he said and shrugged.
"Cool, so your not mad that I told them about us?" I asked sitting on the chair next to him.
"Not really I told them it was all my fault, they were pretty pissed, you stayed under for like five minutes you know that right?"
"Yea, I've had practice." I shrugged. "So when are we going to have 'the talk'"?
"Well nows good I'll start, I'm really sorry I cheated on you, skipped your show to cheat on you, and waiting for two months after we started dating to break up with Sally." he said and I was a little taken.
"Wait so you were cheating on Sally with me?" I asked
"Yea I wanted you more but I wasn't sure you'd stick with me so I kept holding onto her and I was going to break up with her that weekend but she came over drunk and we started making out. Then I didn't stop her and I don't know why."
"I know why, its because even if you don't love her you still feel something towards her that your not ready to let go of. Or the fact that she puts out, she super pretty and skinny and she is so stupid she will never challenge you. I am just some smart nerd who had anorexia and still sleeps with a night light." I said sadly and started to fight my tears.
"Y-you had anor-rexia?" he asked and I nodded and started to cry. We sat in silence for the next thirty minutes then I spoke.
"I thought if I was just a little thinner you would've liked me, If I was just a little bit better you wouldn't have cheated on me with her." I said simply and then they returned. Crystal was crying she came to me instantly. I kissed her head.
"Aww Crystie whats wrong?" I asked
"He m-met someone e-else in P-paris he s-said he was i-in l-love..." she said and then continued to cry into my shoulder. Wally left last month to do a two-month shoot in Paris for Fashion week but he met someone else and now he is 'in love' yea right my Crystal is the prettiest girl ever. "Case if I was just a bit skinnier..." she whispered.
"No Crystal your perfect, absolutely the hottest girl ever. Right Ralph?" I asked.
"Yea, Crystal your are like gorgeous. Defiantly the hottest girl in the world." he said and I gave him a questioning glance. That was a little too enthusiastic. Soon Crystal fell asleep and Ralph carried her to the car. I explained the whole anorexia thing and told Ralph some extra info on Crystal's likes and dislikes. He is exactly what she needs, funny, protective, strong, nice, funny, stupid and talented. Her perfect match plus he is right here and he wants her bad so they can get together no problem. Me and Crystie just keep getting broken, I hope he doesn't break her. I hope I don't break anymore either.
AN: hey uber sorry that this is such a fucking short chapter but ya know how skool is so blah de blah blah. Today we had a dance but I didn't go... no offense but I think they are so incredibly stupid. I will only go to prom so I can put beer and laxatives in the punch. Puking while shitting I would love to see my prom queen in that much pain!! I'm slightly evil but she is more evil so there. I GOT A PEACH TODAY!! sorry but I was so proud of myself that I had to add that and also I am going to update soon!! arg!! I am a pirate. Luv luv luv reviews and I luv luv luv luv luv readers!! I also luv hippos and ice cream. Bye bye homiez. 2 da shiz nit. -- ema duh Oo