.A/N: Ok, now I know you've all been waiting to find out what's the S.S. Well this big secret will be revealed in this chapter. But you have to put in mind that this is a fictional story. It has nothing to do with the real one. So please remember that. Now, I hope you don't get disappointed since I dunno what you expect. Enjoy (I hope)
Chapter 12: S.S.
Edward was trying to calm himself down, but all he could manage was to break the furniture. It was whether that or he'll growl at everybody in the room, so they preferred he would break whatever he laid his hands on. Bella looked at the furious faces of the family waiting for an explanation. Edward managed to stop destroying the house and closed his eyes. Bella waited for him to open them impatiently, it took him a while but eventually he did. He took the Bella's face in his hands and looked deeply into her eyes. Bella tried to figure out how he was feeling from his eyes but they were full of mixed emotions that didn't make any sense. She saw anger and relief in them, she saw rage and worry. It was confusing. Bella put on hand on his cheek and stroked it with her thumb. His jaw unclenched and his eyes smoothed.
"There is a good news and there's a bad news." He told her calmly, "So which one do you wanna hear first?" Bella thought about it for a minute.
"I think you should start with the bad news" She said quietly. He closed his eyes and nodded.
"You need to sit down" He told her leading her to the couch. She sat down and took his hand in both of hers and put them on her knees. He sat on the floor in front of her, took a deep breath and started talking.
"James is using a very sneaky and dangerous way to get to you" He said quietly and slowly. Taking a deep breath every once and while to stop himself from snapping again.
"The S.S." Bella said encouragingly. He nodded but didn't talk, so she urged, "Which is…." He looked at her and said,
"Shape shifting" He said slowly looking into her eyes. Bella's eyes were wide.
"Into what?" She whispered. He hesitated but then he answered.
"Me" He said quietly. Bella couldn't talk for a moment, but eventually she found her voice.
"Explain" She said trying to look calm, but she didn't fool him. He squeezed her hand.
"There are some spells that allow you to shape shift into the shape of other vampires, they are not commonly used and not very much heard of that's why didn't think he might be using it. I think that he shape shifted into my shape at first for either of these reasons. One he wanted your trust in me to lessen, maybe he expected you to leave me. Or two, I would not trust myself anymore and leave you so he would have me out of the way." He started to look angry, "I can't believe I fell for that and left you" He said hitting his head very hard that she heard a loud deafening crack. She held his hand to stop him from hitting himself.
"Stop that. It's not like you saw that coming, but I don't understand" She said pulling her eyebrows together, "How could I stop trusting you when he shape shifts into you?"
"Bella, he attack people and made it look like I was the one attacking. He changed himself whenever he attacked so that he could send you the picture. When you see a picture with me attacking, well he expected that you would be afraid and leave me." Bella took time for that to click.
"Oh" she said when everything fell into place, "So you didn't attack anyone"
"No" He smiled.
"Is that the good news?" She asked relieved. He shook his head.
"It's not a really good news, just one part is" He said with an unreadable expression.
"So say the good part." She urged with a smile. He held her face in his hands. And smiled.
"Alice didn't see me attack you" He whispered, "It wasn't me" He smiled a wide smile that touched his eyes.
"I told you it was stupid" She whispered trying to remember how to breath, his eyes were looking deeply into hers. He chuckled. He hugged her tightly stroking her hair.
"As much as I'm angry, I'm happy that it's not me" He whispered in her ear.
"Do you trust yourself now?" She whispered.
"Yes" Bella smiled. He released her after a while, but kept his hand in hers.
"So he's the one who will at…"
"Who's planning to attack you. Not 'will'. He won't succeed" He interrupted, with a serious voice, "I won't let him"
"So the why did he use that other spell too? James isn't weak" Bella asked confused. Carlisle answered this question for her.
"When someone is in the state that you were in or still are actually. They can't think straight. So he was hoping that with this he could get you to not think clearly and get afraid og Edward without being able to really think about it" he said calmly.
"Well, that was a very poor attempt." She said smiling and turning to look at Edward again, "Because no one in the world could make me be afraid of or leave Edward. He's going to have a really tough time" She said stroking Edward's cheek, "I feel sorry for him" Edward chuckled and squeezed her hand.
"All that work in vain, tsk tsk tsk" He mocked laughing.
"So how did Jacob know about that?" She asked puzzled.
"Well, he heard James talking about the S.S. he didn't know what it is at first. But when he got away he asked Billy about it, and he explained it to him. So he thought he should tell me." Edward said a bit shocked. Bella laughed at his expression, "It's wired. I never saw him being that noble, is he thinking that by that way he could win you back."
"No" she said still laughing, "He promised that he'll give up fighting, and he was serious this time. I think he's just scared for me" She shrugged.
"Well, that won't be necessary because I'll get to James before he gets to you" He promised.
"What?" Bella said worried about how serious his one was. He just turned to face Alice.
"Keep an eye on James please, when you get something tell me" Alice nodded. Bella panicked.
"What are you planning to do?"
.A/N: Ok, I hope you didn't get disappointed, but that's just my sick imagination, and I'm still a fourteen year old so I guess that's a good excuse to why this suck (I hope I won't get rotten tomatoes thrown at me). Please review and tell me if it really sucked or just sucked or ok. I really am sorry if I disappointed any of you. Please review and let me breath.
