I own nothing
First sight
When I was awaken I saw that I had slept for 3 hours, but that´s kind of normal for me.
I´m kind of an insomniac. And this really has it´s good sides, i´m never in a hurry in the morning and I have plenty of time for reading in the night. I also love running in the morning.
I think it would be good to go running, it always clears my thoughts. I got up and took my black sweatpants, a black tank top, my running shoes and my mp3 player, i can´t go anywhere without my music. So i left the house and went running on a trail in the forest. Not a really smart idea, it was so dark that it was difficult not loose the trail.
Back home I took a shower and got dressed up. As I looked in the mirror I was pleased with my look. I have almost waist long caramel curly hair and it´s most the time a mess. The curls do what they want. But it´s not so bad, i like it somehow. It looks nice to my really pale skin, not as pale as the Doctor yesterday, but also really pale. I have high cheekbones and full bloodred lips. What I like the most of me are my eyes they are such a light blue that they are almost colorless and they have a black ring on the outside of the irises. Tyler called me always snow white.
The only thing that I don´t like is my height, i´m 5´8 tall and that makes it not easy to find a guy who is confident in my presence.
I shouldn´t think about thinks like these, because I can´t have a boyfriend. I can´t have friends at all.
I´m to dangerous for them. I could kill them accidentally. Wouldn´t be a first time.
Stop. I can´t think about it right now, or I will miss school, because I can´t stop crying.
If there weren´t the sign which declares these buildings as Forks High School I had never thought that this is the school. There are so many trees around that I could see it´s size at first, but know i´ve parked my car in front of the Front Office.
Once in the building there is a red haired women on a desk behind a counter. I got over to her ´´ Good morning i´m Lilian Youngblood. Today is my first day and I need my schedule.´´ she looked up at me with a smile ´´Good morning Lilian i´m Ms. Cope, I have your schedule right here and a map of the school. She went through all my classes with me. ´´these slip here must be signed from each of your teachers and you must get it back on then end of classes today. I hope you will like it here in Forks.´´ Why is everybody saying that I have to like Forks?
´´ I´m sure that I will like it here. I see you later then, bye.´´ I said with a smile and got out of the office. In my car I took a look on all the papers, i looked once on the map and doesn´t needed it anymore. I´m good in memorizing. My first class is world history, my favorite subject. I started the engine and drove my car to where all the others parked their cars.
The most cars here were old cars which had their best time a long time ago. The only car which was nice was a shiny Volvo, but it is nothing in compared to my car.
I stepped out of my car and got to class, the whole time I felt the other pupils stare at me. Do I have two heads or what? I wish they would ignore me. Once in class I got to the teacher and took the slip up to him. ´´ You must be Lilian Youngblood´´ he said. ´´That´s right, where can I sit?´´ he pointed to the desk on the left in the last row and said´´Next to Mr. Hale is a free place´´. I looked to the place which he shown me and there sat a man, you can´t call him boy, which must be most beautiful man in the world, he looks even better as Dr. Cullen.
If it possible that he is one of his kids?
One my way to my desk everybody was staring at me and muttering, I don´t even wanted to know what they was saying.
I got to my place and sat down, my desk neighbor looked to me with a smile and said ´´ Hi my name is Jasper Hale and you must be Lily Youngblood´´. I was a bit perplexed ´´Hi nice to meet you. Don´t be offended but why do you know my name?´´.
´´My father had told me that he had met you yesterday´´ he said. ´´Then you must be one of Dr. Cullen´s Kids. Your father is really nice.´´ I told him, just in the moment when he wanted to say something the teacher started class.
I took notes, but I doesn´t really needed them. The subject of the class was the First World War. I know everything that is important about it. Every now and the I looked a Jasper and was every time surprised that he was also looking at me. But it doesn´t bothered me, like the stares of the others.
He has such an incredible smile. As the bell rung, I packed my stuff in my back and got up.
In these moment Jasper spoke to me ´´Do you know that you have incredible eyes?´´
I was a bit shocked about these statement, but my face doesn´t showed it. ´´ Thanks, but I can only give the compliment back.´´
He smiled ´´ What is your next class?´´
´´Next I have English and what is your next class?´´ I asked. ´´ My next is Trig, but I know your desk neighbor in English.´´ I must have looked a bit stunned, because he chuckled ´´ the only free seat is next to my brother Emmett. If you don´t mind I can walk you to your class?´´
´´Thanks that would be nice. Would you please give me an honest answer, if I ask you something?´´ I asked. Does Jasper have a problem with honesty or what? I could swear that he looked a bit confused. ´´ What do you wanna know?´´ he asked.
´´Do I have a second head or why do they all stare and mumbling?´´ I asked. He bursts out in laughter an answered me ´´ No i´m sure that you just have one head, a really beautiful one, but just one. And thy stare about three reasons 1. you are new. 2.you are incredible beautiful and 3. they see you with me. And when i´m honest me and my family always separate our selfs from the others.´´
Does he really called me beautiful?
Does he had never took a look in the mirror? My looks is nothing compares to him.
´´Oh, okay that explained the stares.´´ was my respond.
´´Aren´t you curious why we doesn´t have contact to others?´´ I haven´t expect these question. ´´Honest? I know that you will have a good reason for that. I´m most the time for myself and that had also his reasons, so I don´t will push you to tell me.´´ that was now his turn to look stunned.
He couldn´t ask me more, because we was already at my English class. Next to the door was an really big guy leaning on the wall. He was smiling at Jasper and me. He looks also inhumanly beautiful, but he was not so stunning like Jasper. ´´Hey bro, is that Lily?´´he asked with an big smile. I sighed and the guy who must be Emmett looked at me a bit confused.
´´Yes Emmet that is Lily. And I know that the only seat availably is the one next to you, so she is your new desk neighbor.´´
´´Hey thats cool. Hi i´m Emmett´´ he said. ´´Hi nice to meet you.´´ I said with a smile.
Jasper said bye and left. Emmett and I got in class and got to the teacher to sign my slip. Then I took the seat next to Emmett and he looked at me with a question in his eyes.
´´Can I help you?´´ I was curious what he wanted to know.
´´No, i´m fine why do you have asked that?´´ he wanted to know. He looked like he was caught by something.´´Oh I don´t know. You had looked like you had a question. That´s all. I hope he doesn´t think that i´m crazy.
´´Ah, right i´m curious to know what your other classes are. Maybe we have a few more together or maybe you have a few more with Jasper. It would be also possible that you have classes with Rosalie, she is Jaspers twin sister.´´ Emmett said to me.
I winced indiscernible when he mentioned the word twin. At least I hope that it was indiscernible, but I have the feeling that he registered it. However he doesn´t said anything
about it.
´´ I have Spanish next then Trig and at least P.E.´´ I gave him a listing of my classes.´´
´´Okay that means you have Spanish and P.E with Jasper and Trig with me. In every of your classes is the only free seat next to Jasper or me, we will have a really good time.´´ is he always talking so much? I haven´t recognized that class has already started 20 minutes ago.
After English Jasper was waiting outside for me. He asked how it was with Emmett and was my next classes was. I told him that I had Spanish and PE with him and Trig with Emmett. He gave me one of this gorgeous smiles and I smiled back, we was talking till class started.
After Spanish he walked me to my next class again, where Emmett was already waiting.
It´s some kind of weird that I had one of them the whole time around me, but I think that they does it just to make sure that I found my classrooms.
After Trig asked me Emmett if wanted to sit at lunch with them. ´´ No, Thanks. I know that your family likes it to be alone.´´ I answered.
´´Oh come one all of us would be glad if you would eat with us, I can tell you that our sister Alice is really curious about meeting you. he stated.
´´ No thanks. She can meet me another time.´´
´´What no thanks ? And who can meet you another time?´´ Jasper asked as he arrived at our classroom.
´´Emmett had asked if I would like to eat with your family and he told me that Alice would be curious to meet me.´´ I answered him. I think Jasper looked a bit disappointed, but that must be my imagination.