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Strange feelings

As i got in the cafeteria I had the feeling that I had to vomit. It food there smelled so bad that I couldn´t eat there something, so I got only a bottle of water and got to an empty table in the back of the cafeteria.

I took the Alchemist out of my back and started reading. A few minutes later two girls came to my table and sat down.

´´ Hi i´m Jennifer and that is Ashley. You must be Lilian Youngblood. You don´t mind that we came to sit by You? We had just thought that you could need company.´´ the one with shoulder lengths blond hair said. The other girl had short red hair. Both was small and pale , but not as pale as me.

´´No problem, but I prefer to be called Lily.´´ I said. I doesn´t like these to girls.

´´ I had saw you with Jasper Hale and Emmet Cullen. What have they wanted from you? You must know that they usually don´t talk with the other pupils. They don´t think that we are worth it.´´ the red head said.

I know why I don´t like them. They are superficial and their only hobby is gossip.

´´They are both my desk neighbors, thats all. When they don´t do it then they will have a good reason.´´ I said.

Jennifer said ´´Do you know that they are a family. Emmett and Alice Cullen are siblings they was adopted from Dr. Cullen and his wife. Edward Cullen is also adopted, but he is no blood relative of Emmett and Alice. And the Hale´s are twins and the Dr. and his wife are their foster parents. The twins are relatives of Dr. Cullen's wife. And all of them are together. That means that Emmett has a relationship with Rosalie and Edward with Alice. The only single is Jasper, but he doesn´t date. We are all not pretty enough .´´

Oh my god, how can somebody talk so much.. ´´ I had known most of it .´´ I stated. I hoped that the get it that I doesn´t want to talk to them, but nope.

´´ I think it´s really nice of Dr. Cullen and his wife that they adopt three kids and be foster parents for two other. They are both young themselves.´´

´´Dr. Cullen's wife can´t get children herself.´´ Ashley told me with and disgusted look.

These girls made me really angry. ´´Does it count so possibly less? Who do you think you are to judge about Mrs. Cullen ?´´ I said and saw their smiles left their faces. One moment I was angry and then for a few seconds I was really happy.

That was really weird. Jennifer and Ashley both stood up and left my table. I think that I never ever must speak with them again.

Outside of the cafeteria was Jasper waiting for me. He smiled ´´ Do you had a nice conversation at lunch?´´

´´Don´t remember me. I hope that their will be never a reason to speak to them again.´´ I sighed and returned his smile.

´´Let me guess they wanted to gossip about my family?´´ Jasper asked.

´´Thats right. They wanted to know , how it comes that you and Emmett talk with me. And so on.´´ I told him.

´´But that´s not all.´´ he said with an crocked smile.

How does he no it? As he saw the expression on my face he started an booming laugh.

´´Yes, that´s right. How do you know it. Are the girls gossiping about our conversation?´´

I asked a bit shocked.

´´No, but my family and I heard your whole conversation. We sat on the table next to yours. You have us just not noticed, because you sat with your back to us.´´ he answered.

´´Oh okay that makes sense.´´ I said relived.

´´ I want to thank you for what you said. It was not nice what they had said about my mom.´´ Jasper said and looked a bit hurt at the thought of what Jennifer and Ashley said.

´´ There is nothing to thank me for. I have just said what I mean.´´ I told him as we got to the gym. I gave the teacher the slip to sign and he told me that I had only to watch P.E this time. I got to the bleachers and waited for the beginning of the class.

Jasper was the first one out of the locker room and came to sit by me. ´´You know that you doesn´t make friends when you stand up for my family. Ashley and Jennifer are the most popular girls on school and if they don´t like you nobody of the others will like you.´´ he said with an unreadable expression on his face.

´´ I don´t care if I make friends. I say what I mean and if somebody doesn´t like it is it his or her problem, not mine. And I doesn´t need friends which just like me, because somebody else like me. With friends like these there is no need for enemies.´´ I said and felt instantly

happy again. The feeling was just there for a moment and then it was gone.

Jasper smiled at me and I returned it, the P.E started. I watched as the others played volleyball. I hate volleyball and was relived that tomorrow would we start wit badminton, but I couldn´t keep my eyes of of Jasper.

Every time he looked to me he smiled bright at me. After class ended Jasper came to me and asked if I would like to team up with him for badminton. I told him that this would be a good idea and then I said goodbye to him.

Back in the front office Ms. Cope was smiling at me and asked how my first day was.

´´ I had a really nice first day, thank you. Goodbye.´´ I said and then drove home.

There was my aunt already waiting for me ´´ Hi Lily. How was your first day? Have you make new friends?´´

´´Hi aunt Claire, I had a nice first day. I have met two of Dr. Cullen´s kids. Jasper and Emmett. In every class I have I sit next to one of them. They are both really nice. In lunch I met two girls Jennifer and Ashley. But I don´t like them.´´ I answered. My aunt had started smiling as I told her about Jasper and Emmett.

´´Why don´t you like the girls?´´ she asked me.

´´ I don´t like people that doesn´t respect others. And both of them are such people.´´

´´Why, what have they done?´´ she asked me.

´´ They had spoken bad about Dr. Cullen´s wife and kids. I think they are jealous of them.´´ I answered.

´´ How I hate that the people are gossiping about the Cullen´s. They should be all glad that such an good Dr. is working in Forks. He could make more money in other hospitals, but he is working here, because his wife wanted to life here. The whole family is so nice. But the people have nothing better to do as gossiping.´´ she said.

´´ Whoa, do you know that I never heard you talking so much before?´´ her only response to my question was an booming laugh.

After our conversation I got up and made my homework. A few hours later we ate dinner and after that I said goodnight to my aunt and Josef.

Once in my bedroom I got my black pajama pants and a black tank top and got to the bathroom to make me ready for sleeping. Back in my bedroom I took my book and got in bed. I read for a few hours and as I got sleepy I turned of the light.

I couldn´t sleep instantly, because I must think about Jasper. He is so sweet and unbelievable beautiful. I really love his smile.

Oh I can´t think that. I can´t get feelings for him. I wouldn´t be good for him. Nobody has earned a girlfriend like me.

I´m a danger.