Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Brian P.O.V.

I am shocked that his bail is only 20,000 hell I can pay that in cash no problem what so ever, I do not even care about something as petty as money. As they are leading Justin out I stand and I start the process of getting my Justin out.

The first bail bondsmen I called just happened to be at the jail already. They told me if I had the jeep title and 2,000 I could get him out but fuck it getting the title means I would have to go home and I do not have time for that. I tell them I will met them at the jail in thirty minutes, all I have to do is stop at the first PNC bank I find and I am there.

I found a PNC on the way to the jail. I run inside and grab 22,000. I know Justin does not have any clothes and unless he wants to wear my clothes, which I could careless now, he will need to go shopping.

I pull into the jail house parking lot and I can see a Dog the bounty hunter standing in front of the door. It is sad really they should have executed anyone that loves the mullet, it is just bad. "Mr. Kinney I presume?"

"Yeah that is me here is the money I want Mr. Taylor now I do not have the patience to wait all fucking day. If you can get him released in under an hour there will be 500 in it for you personally."

He just nods his heads greedily and walks into the jail and now I am stuck waiting for the man I love. Sitting in the jeep I have time to think about it and I realize that I have been waiting my whole worthless life to met Justin and now I would continue to wait for a lifetime if I needed to. I just wish that it didn't take all of this to happen to make me realize the truth.

I walk back to the jeep and pull it around so that it is the first thing Justin will see when he walks out. As I am waiting I flip the radio on and I am floored at what I hear. How fitting for them to play the Drifters they never play the song but on the anniversary of Justin's bashing they just feel the need to all of a sudden.

I remember that Justin told me in the jail that he finally remembered our dance, it only took a year but he finally remembered. Now he knows that night was different between us and if everything had gone as planned I would have more then likely confessed everything to him then.

Justin getting hurt that night I realize that him being with me would only cause him more pain then away from me. Hell that is the reason why I never told him the truth but I after today and realizing that people feel the need to cause Justin pain I will make sure that will never happen again as long as I am around.

I wonder sometimes what would have happened between Justin and me if he came home to the loft and not gone back in with Daphne. Would I of had the balls to admit that I would love him for the rest of his life no matter what I am just not good at it. Would I have allowed myself to be loved by him and show me how to love?

My patience is wearing thin as the song is goes into the last chorus. I am glad that Justin will not have to hear the song; I mean I could have changed the station but every time I hear the song I remember how happy we were even if it was only for three minutes.

That night I knew I was fully exposed to Justin, I did not want my walls up when I was with him anymore. I wanted him to see that the past months we had spent together were the happiest moments in my life and by giving him his prom was a way for me to repay him back. Fucking Hobbs had to destroy that for us, I swear if I ever see that piece of shit ever again I can not be held responsible for what I might do to him.

For some reason any time anything starts to get going good between Justin and myself some bull shit has to happen and destroy all of it. Maybe our relationship is cursed but I could careless right now because I am going to change our doomed fate, at any cost, even if it means breaking every rule I have ever thought of.

My thoughts are interrupted when I can hear the buzzer on the door the bail bondsmen went through 20 minutes earlier. I can see his blonde hair poke out the door and I can feel the butterflies in my tummy, I have never been more nervous in my life.

I can hear my cell ringing and I really do not want to answer it but when I pull it out and see the id I know I have to. "Yeah Sally, what can I do for you?"

"Bri I just heard you were able to get Justin released so quickly that is great. Since you were able to get him out right away I have had his meeting with the D.A. pushed to later on to later on today. His meeting is now at 4:30 instead of 11:45 I wanted it as late as possible that way Justin can get some rest. He needs to relax and you could use some to, so forget everything and enjoy each other until like 4 you need to be at the court house by 4:15 at the latest."

"Fine I'll see then. I got to go." I flip the phone closed and look back up to see Justin. He is smiling his famous sunshine smile and I wonder when the last time he smiled was. He walks up and climbs into the jeep.

"Told you I would get you out as soon as possible." I can feel his hand on my cheek. "I never doubted it for a second. Thank you so much for everything. Who were you on the phone with?"

"It was Sally saying we need to go to the D.A.'s office at 4:30 and to enjoy ourselves until that time."

"Good I was hoping that it wasn't Debbie or my mom or anyone else from liberty. I don't want to see them or talk to them; at least until after I talk to the D.A."

I lean forward and press my lips against his for a short sweet kiss. "I know I wouldn't do that to you but I can't guarantee that they won't be at the loft. If they are we will just go somewhere else. I don't want you to have to stress any more then necessary."

He gives me a peck on the cheek and then he speaks. "Take me home Brian."

The drive to the loft is in silence and I could careless if he wanted to talk a million miles a minute. I am just elated that he is sitting next to me. I pull the jeep into my parking lot and I can see Melanie's and Ted's car already there. I swear sometimes our family cannot understand simple request and are honestly handicapped.

"Bri I really don't want to see them please take me some where else."

"Sure any where you want to go I am just going to stop at store real quick and then we will check into a hotel."

"Why do we have to go to a store Brian I just want to go to sleep and forget everything that has happened today?"

"Well unless you want to sleep either naked or fully dress we will need to buy you something to wear. We also need shampoo and body wash unless you want to use the cheap stuff the hotel will have."

I can see he is hesitant about the whole situation but there really is no other option.

"Can't you make them go away Brian? I want to stay here, I feel safe here. I feel safe with you, in your bed with your sheets your security. I just want that back Brian please, I need that back."

Christ, Justin is on the brink of tears and I cannot have that ever to happen again. Think, Brian, think. What can I do to make everything okay for him again?

"Alright Justin calm down I will get rid of them so you can feel safe in our bed and in our home. I will make sure as long as I am around you will always feel safe."

"Our bed and our home Brian? Do you mean it?"

"Yes Justin it is ours, it isn't the same without you there beside me. I want your there always no more sleeping at Daphne's or Debbie's you will be with me... that is if you want to."

His whole face lights up, so I have 2 sunshine smiles in 30 minutes, doing pretty good so far.

"Okay so I am going to park the jeep a couple of blocks away and walk back to the loft, kick everybody out and then I will come and get you, will that be alright with you?"

"Yes Bri that would be perfect. Thank you so much for doing this, I really..."

"That is enough of that Justin you don't have to thank me for everything. I want to do this, it is the least I can do considering what I did to you. We will not get into that right now though, we will talk about it later I promise but now I have to kick our loving family out of our home."

I peel out and find a nice parking spot off the beaten path. "So I assume you don't have a cell phone anymore so here is mine. If I am taking to long or you just need me just call me no matter what, alright?"

He nods his head and I bounce out of the jeep. I can feel the things I am going to say boiling in my head already. Why do all of them have to stick there noses in where it doesn't belong. If we wanted their opinions we would have asked for them but no not the liberty family they just always have to get in the way.

I surprise myself as I am walking in my building. I guess my mind racing helped me to walk faster but that doesn't matter any more. I walk into my elevator and I take the slow ascent up to my floor, I need the time to calm down or else I may freak on our family.

I walk up to my door but when I try to pull it open I find that my door is locked, so much for the cool down period I had. I am fucking enraged that those fucking cock sucker and cunt lickers have the nerve to lock my door when they are in there and I am not. None of those sons of bitches know how to respect a locked door especially mine so why are they locking it now.

I start to pound on the door, since my keys are in the jeep with Justin. After a few more seconds I can feel the rage side of me coming out. BANG BANG BANG. Still nothing.

"Open my fucking door you Nelly Cunts!" That of course gets my door to slide open.

I look at them and I do not know where to begin. So I will start off the top. They all look so pathetic to me right now and I have had enough. "For starters I want everyone's key now!"

They begin to open their mouths before I continue on. "No talking this is my turn. Why are you guys here? Huh? To support Justin? Well if Justin wanted your fucking support he would have called you. The only thing Justin wants is to feel safe and you imposing yourselves here is not how to that.

"He just wants to go to sleep until we have to go to the D.A.'s office and then after that maybe he might want to see you. Right now you are forcing me to do the one thing I never want to do again and that is to leave Justin's side."

They are all just staring at me like I grew a set of tits. I am pissed that none of them have even move they are just there the fucking morons.

"I said give me your key, all them. None of you realize what constitutes what an emergency there fore you do not need a key. Don't bother giving me any excuses because I don't care."

I look over the group and I notice that there are a few that are not there and I am thankful for them. Jen, Ben, Daphne and Emmett are all not there and I am happy that some of them know how to respect Justin's wishes. Oh no not the rest of the family Debbie, Ted, Lindsey, Melanie, Vic, and hell even Michael is back.

"At least we are here to show him that we care that we have always have cared unlike you. We just want to let him know we are here for him, by his side supporting him. You don't have to bite our heads off I mean hell we care unlike you."

I cannot believe Lindsey just said that to me, why they don't ever listen to me. I never open up and the one time I admit to them that I care about Justin none of them listen to a word that I have to say.

"I do not care why you are all here the only thing I know is Justin is sitting in my jeep alone when he wants to be here with me and all of you are messing that up for him. So I repeat myself, Michael, Lindsey and Debbie I would like my key back and all of you can leave, please I need you all to go."

Deb finally seemed to understand as she pulls out her keys and removes mine from her whole lot. She walks over and hands it to me. She gives me a peck on the cheek and whispers into my ear. "Just tell him we care and we are all sorry for not respecting his wishes. Now go and get your man."

Although I am pissed at everyone what see says to me calms me down. "Thank you Debbie." Deb glares at Vic and he follows her out the door. I can hear my phone ringing before I have a chance to unload on the rest of them.

"By the time I am off the phone I expect all of you to be gone and my key on the counter." I run to go and answer the phone.

"Kinney here."

"Brian I need you please."

"I am coming right now Justin they will be gone by the time that we come Sonny Boy, I will be there in 5 minutes. I love you and I will see you in just a few minutes."

"I love you too Brian, just please hurry." I can hear him crying and I know I have fucked up, wasting too much time with the family. "Don't cry sunshine I will be there in 4 1/2 minutes, I will see you then."

I turn around and they are still there and I swear they were all dropped on the head as children. "I said leave, hell I do not even know why you are still here. At least Justin's friends and family had enough respect for him not to come. Christ I am not doing this anymore. Justin is a mess because I have been gone fro so long so I am leaving. If you are still here when I get back I am calling the cops and pressing charges against all of you and I will not drop them."

I walk out the door and I am running to Justin. The sound of his voice scared me. I wonder if Justin will ever be back to himself or if I have lost Justin for good after this.