I hate feelin' like this,
I'm so tired of tryin' to fight this.
Falling, falling... I don't want to live anymore. It hurts too much…but, I'm afraid of leaving you guys…
I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking to You.
Who're you? That boy, in the coat?
Tell me that You will listen.
Your touch is what I'm missin'
Let go…let me fall…wait…wait! I'm not sure…
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losin' You .
Everything is fading away…wait!
Comatose,
I'm not sure if I'm awake. Is this for real? Or not?
I'll never wake up without an overdose of You.
I've made up my mind. Let me die…
I don't wanna live.
I don't wanna breathe.
Goodbye, guys…
'less I feel You next to me,
You take the pain I feel.
Wakin' up to You never felt so real.
I can still hear your voice. You're telling me to wake up. I'm sorry, but I'm not waking up this time.
I don't wanna sleep.
I don't wanna dream,
'cause my dreams don't comfort me.
They frighten me. Why can I never fall completely? Am I meant to die? Maybe I should think…
The way You make me feel.
Wakin' up to You never felt so real.
Would you guys be sad? If I was to fall?
I hate livin' without You.
Dead wrong to ever doubt You.
Would I be sad?
But, my demons lay in waitin'
Tempting me away.
Death seems so…nice…but, I'd miss you all…
Oh, how I adore You.
Bex, Navix, Xanthan…
Oh, how I thirst for You.
Navix, Xanthan…
Oh, how I need You.
Xanthan…
Comatose,
Am I awake?
I'll never wake up without an overdose of You.
Wait…I change my mind…I want to live…
I don't wanna live.
I don't wanna breathe.
'less I feel You next to me,
Don't let me die! Please…
You take the pain I feel.
Wakin' up to You never felt so real.
I have someone to live for…my friends…I think they need me…
I don't wanna sleep.
I don't wanna dream,
'cause my dreams don't comfort me.
I still hear your voices…please, don't stop calling! I'm waking up! I'm not going to fall!!
The way You make me feel.
Wakin' up to You never felt so real.
I can't breathe…
Breathing life.
Now I can.
Waking up.
I'm coming, guys…
My eyes,
I'm awake now.
Open up.
Thank you, whoever you are…
Comatose…
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This is a Songfic-Drabble about my main KH OC, Xed, and what she experiences when she has an 'attack' due to her condition. The song 'Comatose' by Skillet inspired me. It is seriously an awesome song. In fact, I was listening to it while writing this…XD