How did this happen again? Oh, right, I was too much of an idiot to start a fight with the sexist and had been idiotic enough to play around in the host club...
Goddamn it! Look what you did Ajura!!
Walking down the hall with a fake smile, I could see the eyes of every student standing by the hall glancing an whispering as I pass by them. Who knew that the this I did in the Host Club would lead to this.
Keep calm Ajura, take a deep breath and don't let your temper get the better of you...
Little did that ease my nerves but a little is better then nothing, mind you.
Walking in the class room, I stayed silent, seating on my assigned seat. This day better be over soon...
Just then, two girls from yesterday walked in with their face as red as a tomato. They were both out of breath as they shyly stare at me. I've got a bad feeling with this...
"U-um, To-Tokudaiji-kun! This is for you!"
The curly blond haired girl stuttered as she hand me a pink box with pearl white ribbon curled and puffed up like a flower. The girl beside her, the first one who fainted yesterday, also handed out a lavender colored bag with a light blue ribbon.
Their faces were both flushed as they waited for my response. What's this anyway?
"...And this is-...?"
"A gift for you! We-we made them for you!"
Everyones' eyes were on this little event, knowing ourreputation to keep, I smiled gently and recieved it like a kind guy.
"Thank you, I'm happy to have them."
With that the girls squealed and dashed out of the room from where they had came.
Staring down at the gifts I was having the urge to just throw them away like trash but kept the urge and placed it in the bag.
I'll just throw them after school...
Why the rush?
People greeted and smiled to the blond sophomore as he had his way through the long shinning halls of the school. His blue eyes searching, searching for that peculiar boy.
Have been walking around the campus for so long, the blond had no trace of where that boy was. Stopping in front of the fountain in the court yard, Tamaki saw the fluttering of the doves on the open floor at the top of the school.
Tamaki made a fast walk to the open roof top of the school, which was off boundaries for students, but seems he had someone there.
Opening the door, the sun's ray blinded him for a nick of time. When his blue eyes adjusted to the bright light, Tamaki stood there, staring, transfixed by the sight in font of him.
There stood the boy he was looking for with his usually tied brown hair flowing by the wind, his hand out reached as flied over and picked on what's on his palm. Some birds landed near his feet as they ate the crumbs left on the solid floor.
The birds' feather flew around him, making him seem like an angel with out his wings. The sight was simply magnificent.
The wind is too care free for everyones' good...
The last cookie crumble left my hand as the bird flew away, leaving their white feathers flying around with the care free wind.
I always envied the wind, it was too care free, not like us, we had things we had to keep. It isnt easy to keep both our faces.
Just then my thoughts were cut off as a familiar yellow blob came in sight from the corner of my eyes.
The idiotic blond of the Host Club...
"I never knew you liked animals."
He stated smiling as he picked the single white feather that had some how got on my shoulder.
I stayed silent as I crumpled the bags that contained the cookies.
"Students aren't actually allowed here, Ashura-kun."
"Is that so? Then why are you here, Suou-sempai?"
I asked like a smart as know-it-all with that smug look on my face, though I doubt that he could see it, my hair hid my face from his angle.
"That's a good question...I guessed you were here,I was looking for you after all."
I stayed silent once more, searching in my memories of what Ashura would do in cases like this.
We never tried a thing like this, it never happened to us, most of them just left us to be and never bothered us, regretting that they ever met us.
"Why were you looking for me?"
Damn my curiosity, this was something I shouldn't have asked...but, why was he searching for me?
Tamaki smiled as he stared at me, then to the clear blue sky, his blond hair flying around his face then to the back, flowing like the river's flow.
"Just wanted to see if you were fine. You weren't looking well this morning after all."
Why should he care? That was the first thing that came in my mind, but, he noticed? The most idiotic person that I thought saw how sick I was feeling behind that perfect mask of mine?
How? I'll never know, or maybe, he's...
The white mask is beautiful,
to cover our true face...
Walking across the halls once more. My mind wondered to the idiotic blond, and that pleased look he had back then. After that he didn't come to annoy me.
He was different...
He's just using us...
He might be able to do it...
No one was able to do it...
There is no way to leave this mirrored life of ours, Ajura and you know it better then anyone else...
My feet stopped as I stood there in the deserted hall, my mind blank as I stared down at my Ashura's black shoes.
Suddenly realizing something, I looked up to see the empty hall with the light reddish light entering from the tall window that casted a long shadow behind me like my true self.
A shadow of the masked face...
Slowly looking around, I saw the wooden double doors of the 3rd Music Room. For some unknown reason I had been walking to this hall unconsciously while thinking really hard.
Shaking my head i let out a bitter smirk. I must have been thinking too hard, other then that why would I come here?
The thought made me smile as I felt my cell phone vibrate in my pocket. That's right, I should be home now...
A dark smile formed on my face with an unreadable expression crossing my face. That's right, he's waiting for me...
My shadow extended and had reached the double door with out my knowledge as I walked away, farther and farther, away from the one place that would truly shatter the beautiful mask I have over me...
Would you be able to handle the truth?
Opening my eyes I stared at the darkening sky from the window beside me.
The room is empty, did everyone left?
Sitting properly I remembered the event from the other day. That's right, the blond made me remember...
Just then, staring down below my folded arm was a egg white note sealed in a clean white envelop that smelled of roses.
Opening the envelop, I pulled out the note to see a neatly printed note with a snigle petal of a red rose.
Ouran High Host Club
Slightly sliding on my seat, I let the note slide on my desk as I stared down at it with out lowering my face.
I thought that he had enough, guess not...
I picked up my bag and quickly made my way to the host club, I guess it's time to let our dark side out.
It's getting pretty annoying after all.
Pulling on the tight neck tie and shuffling my front hair a little, I undid the buttons of the navy blue top that we wore on top of our white long sleeve.
Opening the double doors, the room became silent as the girls stopped their happy chatting and their attention directed to the new comer that had a look of wildness that made them stare and wonder as the stranger walked straight to a particular corner where a peculiar blond sat with his tea in hand.
Stopping in front of the blond, I stared down at him, my gray eyes shinned darkly from behind my messed up front hair.
The blond did nothing but sip his tea an smile as I kept on staring down at him.
"Nice of you to join us Tokudaiji-kun."
Just then, a splash of water along with some roses came to him as he sat there surprised like the rest.
A smirk formed on my lips as I gently placed the vase back on top of the circular table in front of him.
I sat down on the chair behind me, positioning my self across from him, crossing my leg and sitting like a king, I left my messed up bangs up with my right hand as my eyes glittered under the artificial lights.
"I'm sorry Suou-sempai, I couldn't resist to do that to you. To see the King of this Club soak wet with humiliation."
My dark side is working as I sat there with my cold emotionless eyes that sent shivers down the other host club member's spine.
Even the fierce one of the twin, Hikaru, had stopped struggling in his twins' grip.
"That was a kind surprise you made Tokudaiji-kun."
Tamaki finally opened his moth as he smiled talking the roses that fell along with the water.
My mouth formed another smirk as I stared at him with my eyes half closed, a dark expression covering my face.
"So I guess you read the note?"
Tamaki asked as he handed Fujioka the roses. I rest my head on my left knuckle with my left elbow placed on the left arm rest of the chair I have currently occupied my self.
"The answer is still a No, and besides after the action I have pulled out just a while ago, I do believe that no girls would ever go near me."
I closed my eyes, as girls whispered once more to them selves as I still sat there like a king or some one in the higher position.
Letting out a smirk I picked up my bag and stood up, preparing to leave the room when, a hand grabbed hold of my shoulder which I instantly slapped away.
Narrowing my eyes, I stared at the pair of clear blue eyes that stared straight at my misty ones.
"Why do you keep that much distance from others?"
"What are you talking about sempai?"
"Why do you keep on avoiding others with that fake smile of yours? No one would understand you with that"
"Shut up..."
"You wont be able to know anything about others with that"
"SHUT UP!"
"Your no alone"
With that something snapped, my eyes widen as I stared at the blond that stood in front of me, something wet trailing down my right cheek.
I didn't know what happened after that but I guessed I ran away from that place. I never knew what I was thinking or what I was crying for.
But I was sure then that something is telling me to stay in the Host Club... A feeling from the gut...
When I got home I don't know what came over me but I hugged my twin. I guess Ashura was surprised too seeing as how we stopped being the best twin before all of this.
Tomorrow I guess I'll apologize to Suou-sempai...