Chapter one: Sam's POV

Freddie was sitting on the couch, staring at the floor. Carly was sitting on a stool, scrapping a rotten fruit with her fingernails.

I was standing staring at the two, moping, laying in a pool, drowning in their own depression, but I had no clue what had happened. We all just stopped Being happy. I tried but I couldn't get anything out of them anymore.

"Carly?" She looked up from the fruit and snapped coldly, "What?"

"I…I just wanted to ask you what was wrong?" She narrowed her eyes to me. "Nothing!" She stood with a fierce look.

"Why does something all ways have to be wrong, just because I'm not smiling doesn't mean I'm not happy!' She stated, more like bellowed.

"Maybe you just mind your own business." She sat down leaving that statement said.

"Ok, I guess, I'll just….leave." I began to walk out when I heard Carly mutter, "That would be nice."

I shut the door. "What's happening to my friends?" I heard someone say, "Finally!" It sounded like Carly.

I looked in the peephole and saw Carly and Freddie, sitting together on the couch, making out…..I felt the hot tears begin.

She even knew….that I liked Freddie.

I felt my heart crush, just a piece break and sink down to my stomach.

I slowly wiped my tears and took a breath, "Its ok." I felt relieved but I still hurt inside.

I walked home, sneaking past my past out mother lying on the couch. Her blonde hair matted and her eyes red.

I went into my room and carefully pulled out piece of Red construction paper, I carved a heart out of it. I grabbed a pen and sorrowfully wrote, "Sam's Heart." I said it as I wrote it.

I carefully tore a piece off of it then slid it back into the door, I left the remaining piece on the floor, then stomped on it, because that's what is happening to that piece.

The next day I walked into Carly's apartment, I stood there, Surprised that it was vacant. I waited up in the studio, hoping Carly and Freddie were there, but no.

An hour went by and it was time for rehearsal, but there was no one. Then another two hours went by. My eyes were red, and the floor was flooding with my tears.

"Why aren't they here?" I cried into my knees.

"What's happening to us?"

Little did I know that there was someone there just not caring, Carly was snickering behind the door, not even knowing that I was in pain. Freddie was tickling Carly.

They were watching me like entertainment television.

I know they didn't mean the pain they seemed to be causing me.

They just can't seem to figure it out that I'm still here.

I had left there life. Not physically but mentally. I just wasn't there. I stopped being in contact with them. We all started to separate until Carly and Freddie began to fall for each other, leaving me out.

I got up and left through the elevator. Once I arrived home there was a note on my door that said.

Dear Sam,

We are very sorry to say that iCarly has been canceled, don't ask why it's complicated. We just don't think it is necessary anymore. We are sorry. Don't be surprised if we don't get to hang out anymore, sorry about that to and just so you know me and Freddie are NOT couple I wouldn't do that to you…

Love Freddie and Carly

I wrote it though (Carly)

I froze completely. Its over. My eyes were Wet and hot. My throat was sore and my heart was ripping some more. The only thing that still kept us happy and together as friends was gone.

I walked to my room, eyes and mouth still open. My shaking hands grabbed the heart and ripped two pieces of its delicate Beauty and ripped them off.

One. For loosing iCarly.

Two. For loosing Carly and Freddie.

I wanted to scream then cry and then die.

I didn't see why they canceled it, and I didn't see why they wanted cancel our friendship. I'm not going to ask. They are not even worth it.

I'm going to say this though.

I am almost there….

Almost broken….

Ok yes that was sad

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