Okay so this chapter isn't the best
But I kind of still like it.
So remember I'm going to try and
Post a chapter at my dad's
Not sure if I can though.
I'll have one on the fifth for you if I don't!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!
-Denver : )
Chapter Seventeen
-Jasper's Point Of View-
"Alice?" I asked knocking on our bedroom door. I finally managed to get her to come out of Addison's bedroom; it took a while but it worked- just I told her she needed to shower and all. "Come on baby, we need to start moving."
"Jasper I don't want to say goodbye to her." Alice cried into my arms. She's been crying all day long for the past three days. I didn't think she could cry any longer and yet she does.
It wasn't even us that were hurting, Carson and Hunter, Jasmine- even if she had no clue what was going on- and every other member in our closeness family.
"I know you don't Al, none of us want to say goodbye to her. It's just life though," I sadly said. I know it was just life and all, but I couldn't help to think no four-year-old should have to go threw this. Burning in the flames that ignited our houses. "But I know you would hate yourself if you didn't come today and say goodbye."
"I just, I just can't say goodbye Jasper. I never really got to know her, none of us did. She never got to grow up." Alice cried more.
"I found this picture, and I think you might want to keep this one with you always." I smiled when I remembered the picture; it was a snap shot of a memory I will never forget. Addison decided to dress me up like a supermodel and herself as one too. We had on pink wigs, tutus and such. It was only three weeks ago, but I kept that photo on my desk at all times. It makes me smile and finish my work faster so I could get home to them.
"Oh god," Alice cried even more, I don't think she has any more tears left in her.
"Ali? Jasper?" Bella asked walking into the room, Jasmine resting on her hip dressed in a simple black dress.
"Oh hi Bella," Alice said whipping her tears away.
"Gianna wants to talk to you." Bella softly said, moving away from the center of the door so we noticed Gianna standing there looking at her feet, it looked like she didn't want to say anything. "Tell them Gigi."
"Gi is you okay?" I asked. I have never seen Gianna this broken before, she looked worse than Alice if that is even possible.
"Its my fault that Addie died." She poured her heart out. "James warned me not to tell anyone, and I told everyone. Jacob told him our street and he did the fire."
"Oh god." Alice yelled. "She would have been alive if you didn't throw that stupid party Gianna. What the hell where you thinking?"
"Alice," I said. I know already that Gianna must feel terrible, and as of right now Alice hates her worse than she should. Okay so she did cause all of this, but that doesn't give us another reason to make her feel worse.
"No, if you weren't being so dumb Gianna, Addison would still be here." Alice yelled.
"I'm so sorry Aunt Alice," Gianna cried running out of the room.
"Gi?" I heard Bella yell running after her, but that didn't matter to me right now.
"Alice can't you tell she's sorry, okay? She didn't plan on any of this going the way it is. Gianna decided to be strong and tell us, we should give her credit for that."
"She caused the death of our daughter, Jasper, and you want me to forgive her?"
"I'm trying to, she didn't mean it to happen this way." I yelled storming out of the room, I needed to find Gianna and set things straight. I didn't want it to happen this way. "Bella, Edward where's Gianna?"
"Out side." Edward answered me. He and Bella where sitting on the couch farthest apart that they could. "Be gentle on her Jasper, I think Alice already did a number on her."
"I will." I said walking out the back door. "Gigi?"
"What?" A harsh tone came from Gianna's mouth.
"Gigi, I know what Alice thinks. She's just hurt you have to understand that. With everything that happened lately, it broke her inside to know that you could have stopped all this." I said sitting down next to her.
"I didn't know what to do Uncle Jasper." Gianna cried in my arms.
I just sat there, like I did to Alice before, holding Gianna in my arms and letting her cry her eyes out. It was all I could do to help Gianna, I didn't know what else to do.
"Umm, we need to go." Bella interrupted us, a sad smile on her face. "And don't worry, Rose and I got Alice moving. Everyone is in the car waiting for us."
The funeral was something none of us where looking forward to so I have happy to have it done with and all that shit, but I was going to miss my little girl. She barely got a life to live in those four short years she lived.
"Jas?"
"Yeah Ali?" I answered her, we were all sitting down and eating- like one of the things you do after a funeral and all.
"She looked so sad in there, I don't want her looking like that." Alice told me, "She should be happy, she was always happy."
"I know the feeling babe." I smiled, kissing Alice's forehead.
"Um, we need help in here." Emmett interrupted them. What is with that lately, people?
"Why?" I asked annoyed. I was finally able to break down the wall Alice put up.
"They're back." Was all Emmett said as they walked back into the restaurant to find Bella screaming her head off at someone.
"I don't care, you don't deserve to have her anymore. You gave her up if I remember correctly." Bella yelled.
"Isabella that is no way to talk to your mom."
"Oh shut it Charlie." Bella hissed. "Like you're anymore of a father to us."
"Bella relax." Rose said, she can be calm and rational when she wants to but you get her mad and she'll be mad forever. "I just don't get why all of you are here."
"You never gave shit about any of us and now because your granddaughter, who you never cared to meet, died you want to be here?" Alice screamed. Standing in front of us were Carlisle, Esme, Renee, Charlie and the bitch herself Sue.
"Ali," Renee and Charlie said at the same time, Sue just stood in the background.
"I don't even know why I'm here." Sue rudely said. I couldn't stand that bitch, no wonder Alice, Rose and Bella made Charlie choose between them, I would've too.
"Oh shut it bitch."
"Mommy," Reyna quietly asked pulling on Rose's black lacy dress.
"Yeah Rey-Rey?"
"I don't like those people." Reyna complained. I had to laugh at that. She may sometimes be all Emmett but when she wants to some qualities of Rose break through.
"Gi, why don't you take everyone outside?" Edward asked as the kids ran off to her. I think that was the best decision he has made in a while, no one is going to want to see this fight going on.
"What the hell do you all want?" I yelled.
"Jasper do not yell at us." Esme stated calmly. "We are here because she's our granddaughter too."
"Yeah one you never wanted to know Mom. What's the point in getting to know the rest than?" I yelled again. They hurt us enough before and now they want to come back and hurt us again, not in a million years.
"Jasper don't talk to your mother like that." Carlisle spoke out.
"Why should I even listen to you? You where never a father to us."
"He does have a point, if we are even allowed to say anything." Emmett stated to defend me. He was being himself, a protector of his family.
"You left us to choose dad, so we did and by far it was the best choice ever." Edward butted in.
"Boys that's enough." Esme yelled. "We're all just here for two reasons now."
"One: we missed our kids, is that so hard to believe? And two: because she was our granddaughter no matter is we knew her or not, and we want to know the other ones before something happens and we don't get too." Renee finished for Esme. My best guess is that they have been spending a lot of time together and all. But did it matter to me? Not one bit, they're not coming into my kids' life and ruining them more then the death of their sister did. No way, no how.
"You all are not getting anywhere near those kids." Rose yelled. "Just like we did, they don't need anything to do with you."
"Rosalie just cut the shit out." Charlie said. "We have been nothing but grateful to you all when you ran away the first and the second time, but this is uncalled for."
"You want uncalled for dad?" Rose asked. "Uncalled for is when we gave you another chance and you picked her over us. That was uncalled for. We are your damn daughters, not something you can just forget about."
"I'm just here cause I want my daughter back." Renee smirked evilly at us. "I got the others back now all I need is Gianna and things can go back to normal."
"Over my dead body." Bella yelled.
There was no way any of us would let the woman take Gianna away. She was one of us, and always will be.
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