AN : Hey guys. Sorry it's been so long. I've been so busy. Anyways, here's chapter 3, I love it, it's one of my favourites. Don't worry; I definitely start getting into more interesting things soon!
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"Edward!" Rosalie whined "I want to stay here! It's not fair. I don't want to move Edward!" She's was being overly dramatic, so Rose.
"Rose, we're staying. Mrs. Mill expects little." Edward tried reasoning. He shot a weird look towards Emmett's general area.
Emmett quickly took Rosalie's hand and pulled her up the stairs. "We're fine Rose. We're staying, don't worry." He tried persuading her.
"Are you sure Edward?" asked Jasper. "Nessie does very much resemble the both of you."
"I'm absolutely, positively sure. Mrs. Mill won't bother us again for a while. She's drawn to us only by our beauty. She's just as scared as the rest of them." He responded.
"Jazz, I've seen it. We're fine for awhile. When she does ask again, Edward will be ready to lie." Alice assured him. "Come on Jasper, let's go upstairs." She skipped to his side, grabbing his hand and yanking him up the stairs.
"Nessie?" called a familiar husky voice. "Are you home?" Jacob came running down the stairs swiftly.
"Jacob!" squeaked Renesmee. He pulled her into a tight embrace. "I thought you weren't coming home until later tonight."
"Seth and Leah stayed in La Push, Sue wanted their help. I came home early to surprise you." he snickered.
"Well, it worked!" she exclaimed. "You look tired. Let's sit down." She said leading him to the living room.
"Nessie, I need to talk to you later. I don't care when. Just let me know when you want to." I said quickly before she disappeared through the door.
"Alright!" she called back towards me.
I turned towards Edward, lightly placing my hands on his chest. "It's been such a long day." I sighed. "And I believe you have something to explain for me."
The look he gave me in response was confused. "What do you mean?"
"This morning, in the main office, you laughed. I assumed it was because of a thought, but you promised…" I trailed off.
"Oh, it was nothing. I just found it funny that Mrs. Moore knew who we were from our looks." he chuckled, wrapping his arms around my torso.
I stretched up on the tips of my toes to lightly touch my lips to his. "I love you." I murmured against his lips.
"As do I, love." he whispered in my ear. After a long un-awkward pause he changed the subject, "What is it you're going to say to Renesmee?" he murmured.
"I'm not sure, actually." I shrugged "It seems whatever it is that's happening has something to do with Ryan. She was rigid the whole…" I couldn't finish my thought. Renesmee had been so still during the whole class. Not breathing, not moving, not even blinking. She was using the same actions as Edward that first year. "You don't think…?"
"No." he answered coolly. "It would be to hard to not think of it. She wasn't thinking of Ryan at all. She was obviously hiding something but I'm fairly sure that's not it. It was so hard for me to control my thoughts about you at first." He shuddered.
"I suppose," I said leaning my head against his chest. "But either way, you fell in love. I don't want her ruining Jacob because of some guy in Biology.
"Mom?" Nessie's tiny voice echoed around me. "Do you want to talk now? Jake fell asleep in the living room." I turned to see her studying the way we were touching. "Or… we could talk later if you rather." She flushed a light rosy colour.
"No, it's fine. We were just talking. Why don't we go for a walk?" I suggested, letting go of my hold on Edward's shirt and slowly stepping towards Renesmee.
"Alright." She smiled.
"Bye Edward. We'll be back soon." I turned around swiftly and pecked him on the lips. "I love you."
"Goodbye Bella." He smiled sweetly. "Bye Nessie."
"Bye Dad." She smiled in return.
Renesmee and I walked out the front door and descended the stairs. We walked a few paces before we really started running. It took us two minutes to get to a place where I was sure no one could hear us.
"Mom, what is it?" Nessie asked me.
I brushed off the layer of dirt that was covering a log and sat on it. I patted the log beside me. "Today, in Biology, I really don't think everything was fine with you. You did something. You were rigid all class, not moving or speaking or blinking… or breathing. It reminded me slightly of what happened to Edward when he first met me—when I was human, of course. He could barely stand my smell; my blood was too potent for him to deal with. Everyday, I would sit in my seat and wonder what was wrong with him, or worse, what was wrong with me. It turned out, as Aro"—I shuddered at the name—"called it, my blood "sang to him". La tua cantante." I sighed. I only barely remembered any of this, due to the fact that I had been human at this time.
"Anyways," I shook my head, releasing the thoughts running through my mind. "It took all of his self control to not kill. In fact, I believe he's the first to have ever restrained, besides maybe Carlisle." I still hadn't given Ness the opportunity to explain anything to me. "I'm sorry. You don't really need to know any of this.
"So Nessie, I'm not trying to pressure you or anything. I'm we're friends as much as we are mother and daughter, you can tell me anything and everything, or you can tell me nothing. Either way, if you don't want your father to know, you know I won't tell him, and he won't pick it out of my head." I touched the top of her hand.
"Mom, it's not that I don't trust you—trust me, I do—it's just that tons happened in biology that I don't completely understand yet. I haven't figured everything out yet. All I know is that I don't love Ryan. I know yours' and Dad's story, and I know he refused admitting he was in love, but my heart is only for Jake." She admitted
"Nessie, I know you love Jacob. I get that. And I also understand that you don't love Ryan. I'm just worried that he's your singer, that his blood is too potent to you. I understand if you don't want to talk about it, I just…want to understand. And you know Edward will never find out, unless you want him." I assured her. I pulled her hand into my lap and lightly traced shapes on her palm.
"Mom," she leaned her head against my shoulder "Bella, it's true, his blood does smell good to me, but not like yours' did to dad. It's different, way different. I suspect it's because I'm not a normal vampire, nor am I a normal human. I don't know. I don't think I ever will know." She shrugged. "I'll get over it. I'll hold my breath for as long as I can and when that fails I'll figure it out then. I only have to spend a year with him"
"Renesmee, if his blood is potent to you, do you not think you should at least change seats. I mean, we could switch. You could sit with Edward—"
"No, I'm fine." She interrupted, pulling her head from my shoulder and glaring at me.
"Okay, okay, we'll see what happens." I raised my hands in defeat. "I think he likes you though Ness. I think he's going… I'm not even sure. But since Jacob's not with you, there's no way for him to know you have a boyfriend." I found it bizarre at how hard it was for me to apply the word boyfriend to Jacob.
"Don't even worry about it," She closed her hand around mine, squeezing it gently. "I'll tell Jake. And I'm sure Dad will figure it out at some point. From then, he'll want help figuring out why it's different from what happened to you and him, so everyone will find out and some point." She shrugged delicately.
"Actually, Edward assumes it has nothing to do with that. Your experiences are way different then his. He couldn't stand not thinking of me, yet you, you can switch your thoughts off and on." I smiled at her. "Anyways, we better get back, the longer we stay, the more curious they're going to get."
And with that, we were on out way back home.
AN: Anyways, sorry this has taken so long. And sorry for the slight cliffy. Thanks for reviewing guys. I'll update faster if two people review.
