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Sirius stared moodily at the ceiling, inspecting the paint when a sudden bang drew his attention. He looked around noticing the entire class staring at him, the Professor was looking at him with anger in his eyes. Sirius noticed that James was glaring while Remus looked straight ahead as if he wasn't even there. Sirius sighed, shutting his book as the professor scowled him for his obvious lack of interest in this class, he was never interested in Arithmancy, he just picked this class because his friends were here and now without them it was possible even duller then a history class with Binns. He couldn't stand this he put his belonging into his bag as the professor continued to growl. Sirius picked up his bag and walked out, ignoring the yelling behind him.

He didn't return to classes that day, he couldn't see the point anymore. He walked the school grounds, then he ventured into the forbidden forest but even the thrill of breaking a school rule couldn't change his line of thought.

He had been trying so hard not to become a Black, but it looked like he had turned out that way anyway. It was in his blood, maybe he should stop denying who he was. He could join his fellow kind, his evil little brother, he shuddered. No he couldn't do that either, damn his Gryffindor pride.

As the sun lowered in the sky, he wondered up to the roof top to watch the sun set. He watched the golden glow, and the clouds turn pink and purple, like dancing waves, each roll of light change there reflect. It was beautiful, he couldn't deny that, but looking at it hurt his heart somehow. Or maybe that was his thoughts, of how Remus could describe a sun set and make it sound so romantic, beautiful and pure. He couldn't do that, his words were blunt, bitter and hard compared to Lupins. Remus was clever in that area, Sirius could charm the pants off anyone but it was Remus who had an undeniable passion for anything he choose to speak about. Sirius sighed rubbing his face as the world darkened with his mood, he sighed. He was nothing without the others.

" Trying to find yourself ?" He jumped, looking up at the girl perched on a higher point of the roof.

" No, why? Do I look lost?" He asked. She smiled slightly, nodding. "Let me guess you know were I can find myself."

"Right there." She pointed to the brightest star in the sky.

"Why can't you just tell me what you are on about?" He was cursing her in his mind.

She smiled like she knew a secret, his secret and she was hiding it from him, he scowled.

" I can't do that, it's cheating, look inside yourself, what do you see?"

He scoffed.

" Nothing."

She frowned almost sadly as she looked at him. " well I guess you've fallen further then I thought, but don't worry I will keep you somewhere safe until you are ready to return as a brilliant shining light."

He ignored the star reference. " Without my friends I have no life, I am nothing."

"All of life is chance, so maybe you should take one." She smirked, that look of knowing in her eyes. He turned from her looking at the school grounds below.

" Who are you?" He turned when she didn't answer. She was gone, with out a sound. Sirius was beginning to resent that, the silence. It left a rift through him, as he was left with his thoughts again. They seemed to echo in his head in a never ending spiral.

This one was a bit harder to write and I am not sure about it still, it's not my favourite. I had written this chapter but it seemed like something was missing, a big something but I am not sure this is strong enough , I hope this works for you guys. Let me know, I would rather you grumble at me to improve my work or give a nice comment if you liked it. I don't now if you don't review. So review!! Begs.. Please!!!