CHAPTER 4 – Pity
EPOV
It left me joyless to come to this school, as I see no point redoing high school, even if it was a school for vampires and preys. But it was for my loving mother Esme and my creator/father Carlisle that I came here.
While my siblings enjoyed each other's company, I would rarely join in their chats. Unless it was something really interesting…
"There's going to be a new girl at school" Said my chirpy sister. I didn't really care, but the next words she said left me disgusted "She's a human." By this point I was getting impatient so I looked inside her head. As usual, she was being bothersome trying to block her thoughts from me. No matter how much I loved her, she could really get on my nerves. This time she was translating the bible from Latin into Korean; this made me roll my eyes.
I realized I wasn't the only on paying attention to my little pixie-like sister. My three other siblings decided to play twenty questions. As they talked, I tuned them out and thought about the human girl, I wasn't interested in her or curious, I only felt pity.
I walked to class alone, as not one of my siblings had geometry at this hour. They all went off to history and English. I suppose it's nice to have classes at night when the humans slept in the dorms on the other side of campus. But there scents were as overwhelming as ever.
I was used to the mouth watering smells and could contain myself like many of my fellow classmates. But those who couldn't were carefully looked after by older and more experienced acquaintances that had developed good self control.
I was disgusted by me, my whole race. We killed others to maintain our own sanity, we were monsters and no matter how much either of us wanted to change that. It will stay the same. But my family chose a different road to salvation.
And so, this school was established so we could have a feeding ground, the humans were mainly family less so that kept the cover up stories simple to settle on. And so I pity them, pity the fact that they do not know of our existence and their futures. However, if they had a 'gift' they would become one of us, some call it luck but if I could have chosen, I choose death.
During daytime, we could go roaming the school and feed, but without the other humans finding out. If they somehow did, the Volturi would deal with that.
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