Please don't hurt me...I'm sooorrry . this chapter is gonna be really corny too. I'm not the best at writing off the top of my head this late. This is my seriously late Christmas present to you all. I'mgonna write a longer chapter as soon as i can. Your coments are always welcomed. PLLLEEEEEAAAASSSSEEEE tell me how bad it turns out especially the ending v.v
"Are you ready?" Edward asked as I stood in my bedroom looking around.
"Ya...I think so." Seeing my room like it did when I first came. Knowing it was gonna be desolate again would have brought tears to my eyes, if I hadn't bawled my eyes out in Edward's arms all last night.
"We'll come back. Someday, to see Charlie. It'll be ok." He wrapped my arms around me. "I'll meet you down stairs in your truck."
"'K I'm gonna say good bye to Charlie." I sighed. "Please wait for me." I smiled half-heartedly.
He bent down and brushed his lips against mine for a too short of a moment. "I love you." And then he was gone.
I walked down the stairs with just my backpack. Alice packed everything that i could possible need already and it was all sitting in the bed of my truck.
"Charlie?" I looked around the kitchen not seeing him in his normal chair.
"In here Bell's" He called from the living room. I could hear him turn off the t.v.
"Hey dad." I smiled.
"Are you ready?" He looked at me with red eyes.
"Yea." I swallowed trying not to start crying.
"Never thought I'd see the day when you would go and move to a place colder and darker then Forks." He smiled.
"And I never thought that I would see a time when I would miss this place." I laughed once.
"I'm gonna miss you sweetie." He stood up.
"I'm gonna miss you too dad." I sniffled.
"Well you better get going." He hugged me. "You don't want to miss your plane."
"Ya. I love you dad." I pulled back and wiped my nose on my sleeves.
"I love you too. If you ever need anything, all you have to do is call." He wiped is eye.
"I will. I'll call you as soon as I'm settled." I promised.
"You make sure you do." He walked me to the door. "Bye Bella."
"Bye dad." As I walked out the door I heard him sniffle. I ran back to him and hugged him tightly. He was startled but hugged me back fiercely.
"I love you." He let me go. "You best not be late to the air port."
"Good bye dad." I walked slowly to my truck and got in. I took the shortest moment to clear my mind and turn the key in the ignition. "Good bye." Not sure who I said bye to in that moment. To my dad in the door way. To my friends who would go on living their lives. To my old self left in that little white house that stood never changing since I was a child. To the green of my home, of Forks. Or maybe I wasn't saying good bye. Perhaps it was that I was saying good bye to say hello. Hello to my new life. A new life with my new family. To move on to something new it almost makes sense that you have to let go of the old.
"Let me drive." He whispered in my ear. At that moment I realized that I couldn't see. The details of the green around me were blurred by the tears streaking down my cheeks. I gave up the wheel to him.
"To accept the new, let go of the old." I whispered as he wrapped his arm around me and kept his other hand on the wheel.
"Do you think its truly worth it?" He bent down to look me in my eyes, the truck not swerving at all.
"After all this time and your still questioning it?" I looked into his lovely topaz eyes."Your eyes...they're...lighter then usually." I stuttered an attempted sentence together with my heart trying to beat itself out of my chest.
"For your safety." His sent lingered in my nostrils. "For you, forever." My breath was already rushed by the time his icy lips touched mine. As our lips parted I could feel his cool breath. He pulled away as he always did letting me rest in his arms, as he smiled at me. "Soon you'll be mine forever."
"Forever." I whispered as I heard the rush of the river grow near.