iWon't Desert You
Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly
A/N: Ok so this is the next chap of iWont Desert You. Thoughts are in italics. Enjoy.
Chapter 3 – Change
Sam lay on her bed, tears welling up in her eyes. She kept wishing that this whole day had been a dream and she would wake up soon, but that never came.
"Maybe you should tell your mother about you condition." She remembered the doctor asking. She knew she had to sooner or later but she was not ready yet. She feared that her mother would despise her even though she did nothing wrong.
She turned on her bed and remembered Carly and Freddie. She had to tell them too but not just yet. All her attention then turned to Freddie.
"Maybe this is my punishment for not being nice to you. Maybe it is punishment for not telling you how I feel about you. Now I can never do that." Sam thought, tears starting to flow. Thinking about Freddie and that she could never be with him crushed her more than knowing she had AIDS.
She wiped away her tears and sat up. She was still sad but it was second nature for her not to show it, even when no one was around. She looked over to her desk and saw a mass of rubbish piled up. She walked over to it and grabbed the trash bin. She picked up every last bit if rubbish from the table, which mainly consisted of half eaten snacks. She hoped that by keeping herself occupied will keep her mind off the problems.
After every piece of trash was thrown away, she noticed that her laptop was under all that trash. She had actually been searching everywhere for it.
"Okay, I looked everywhere for it but didn't think to look on the desk? How stupid can I be?" She said as she sat down and opened her laptop. "Whoa…did I just call my self stupid. This disease is doing more to me than I know."
She brought up the iCarly website. She figured that maybe watching some iCarly would lift her spirits. She clicked on an episode they did a few weeks ago.
"Hey everyone and welcome to iCarly. I'm Carly."
"And I'm Sam and if you didn't know who we are then." Sam said looking towards Carly.
"Now you know!" Both girls screamed into the camera.
Sam could not help let out a chuckle. As she continued watching, she soon felt worse than she was already. She realised that whenever, there was a chance she would insult Freddie. Normally she wouldn't care but getting the illness made her change her way of thinking.
"Life's too short to put down the one's you love and live it to the fullest." She thought.
She closed her laptop and walked over to her bed.
"That is it then. Starting from this moment on, my life would revolve around that motto and I am going to give Freddie the praise he deserves."
She closed her eyes and soon fell asleep.
Sam walked into school to notice that there was hardly anyone in school yet. It was the first time she ever made an effort to wake up early so she would not be late for school.
She walked to her locker and tried looking for her biology book.
"Why is it so dark?" She shouted into her locker.
"I'll turn on the light if you want." The janitor appeared out of no where. His sudden appearance caused Sam to jump and hit her head on her locker.
"Are you okay? I didn't mean to startle you." He apologized.
"It's okay." She said rubbing her head. Normally she would have re-arrange his face but she was trying to turn over a new leaf.
He closed her locker and notice that someone just entered school. The person walked past not noticing Sam, probably because it was so dark.
Sam could hear the sounds of a locker opening but could not make out who it was.
Suddenly the lights turned on and Sam notice it was Freddie.
"Hey Freddie, what are doing in school so early." Sam asked startling Freddie and making him knock his head to. He emerged from his locker.
"Bleeding." He exclaimed. "My mom always sends me to school early so I …. Wait, sis you call me Freddie?"
"Yeah, that is your name." Sam said raising an eyebrow.
"Okay who are you and what have you done with Sam." Freddie said confused.
"It's me. It's just that recent happening have made me realise that life is short and I should not always insult you." Sam said
"Okay. What are you trying to pull? Should I be wary of a prank or something?" His first thought was that she was trying to lower his guard so she could give him a wedgie.
"No. Trust me." Sam said with puppy dog eyes.
Freddie almost melted when he saw those big blue eyes. "Okay. But I'm watching you."
Sam smiled and shook her head. She then pulled him to the library until school started.
"Oh my god, that class was boring." Carly exclaimed. "I was falling asleep in five minutes."
"Yeah. I can't believe I'm saying this but I miss Ms Briggs." Freddie agreed.
Miss briggs was out sick so they had a substitute teacher. Whoever thought that Ms Briggs was boring never met this man.
"I stopped taking notes in two minutes." Carly said and turned to Sam. "I'm sure yoy slept through the whole class."
"Nope, I never put my head down. See, I took down all the notes." Sam exclaimed, opening her notebook revealing four pages of freshly written notes.
She looked at her best friends as their jaws dropped.
"What? You should close your mouths before you swallow a fly." Sam said.
"See, I told you she was acting strange today." Freddie said to Carly.
"I didn't know it was this strange." Carly replied.
"And the strangest thing is that she hasn't insulted me once today. Not once." Freddie said raising an eyebrow towards Sam.
Sam rolled her eyes. "I told you, I turning over a new leaf."
"Yeah but why?" Freddie asked, Curios but at the same time concerned.
"That's for me to know and you to never find out." Sam exclaimed. She didn't want any of them to question her about sudden personality change. She wasn't ready to tell them yet.
"Yeah but…" Both Carly and Freddie stated but was cut off before they could finish.
"Let's go. I'm feeling for a pie from Galini's" Sam said pulling her friends behind her.
"Mmmmm. Galini's pie." Both Carly and Freddie hummed, dreaming about the delicious pie.
A/N: Well that is the chapter for you. I'm sorry that Sam is a little out of character but I feel that a life changing illness would change a person. Btw, did anyone love iPie, it was hilarious.
Anyway hope you like that chapter and next one will be up soon. Please review