iWon't Desert You
Disclaimer: I do not own iCarly
A/N: Ok so this is the next chap of iWont Desert You. I have received reviews that I'm not too clear with some of the details of the story. I do apologize for that. To clear things up: 1) Sam got AIDS from eating fruits contaminated with an AIDS victim's blood, thus transferring the disease to her. 2) Carly acted the way she was cuz her mom passed way due to AIDS (after Carly's birth so Carly does not have it) and her dad brainwashed her to fear the illness. Hope that cleared up some questions. Freddie's POV. Enjoy.
Chapter 5 – Torn
The walk back to Bushwell Plaza was filled with thoughts. I have always wanted Sam to be nice to me but now that she is, I'm wondering if I want that. There was something wrong and I knew it.
I couldn't help but hope that she actually acted nice because she had feelings for me. I didn't get my hopes up since I was never really lucky with girls.
First there was Carly who didn't even bother about my crush for her. Then there was Valerie and Shannon, who were using me or just plain crazy. Now, there is the girl I shouldn't even think about asking out.
I didn't know what to do. I wanted to know what was bothering Sam but I know her stubborn attitude will never change.
I walked into Bushwell Plaza seeing Lewbert sitting at the front desk trimming his wart hairs. I tried to ignore the disturbing sight and climbed up the stairs.
On my way up, I figured that this was the perfect time to see if Sam had feelings for me. I stopped at the seventh floor, thinking of whether I should confess my feeling for her or not.
Okay, if I walk in and the first person I see is Carly, then I'll wait until the time is right before asking Sam out. But if Sam's the first I see, then …. Hope for the best.
I climb the final flight of stairs to eighth floor. I eyed the shay's apartment door. My heart was beating so fast it felt like it was going to jump out of my chest.
I inched closer to the door. I could hear faint shouting but my mind was too full to even take in who it was. All my attention was focused on the door. I reached for the door knob and just before I touched it, the door swung open.
A surge of happiness overcame me when I saw Sam standing in front of the door. However, the happiness was short-lived when I saw tears in her eyes.
She slammed the door behind her and we stood there for a few moments. My happiness turned to worry but I couldn't say anything.
She suddenly run into me and cried into my shirt. I was taken aback by the move but slowly move my hand to her back and allowed her to cry into me.
I hated to see Sam cry. Not that I saw her cry often.
We stood there for almost two minutes until Sam suddenly pulled away from me.
"Sorry about that, didn't mean to do that." She said wiping the remnants of tears from her face.
"It's okay." I responded. "Do you want to talk?"
She simply nodded her head. I walked to my door and opened it. She walked in at sat herself down on the couch.
"I suppose you still want this." I said, holding the smoothie towards Sam.
She chuckled and took the cup from me.
I sat down on the opposite side of the couch. I didn't ask anything. I figured if she wanted to talk, she would so I didn't force her.
There was an awkward silence between us and I just stared at the television screen. I couldn't take it anymore so I made the first move.
"Do you want anything to eat?" I asked standing up. I was about to walk to the kitchen when I heard her say no.
I turned towards her and saw she was looking at me.
"Sit down Freddie." She stated pointing to the space beside her. I did as she said and listened to what she has to say.
"I know your wondering what happened so this is it." She said. "When you were out, Carly and I got into a big fight and she decided to end our friendship."
"What!" I shouted. I couldn't believe what I just heard. I never thought that they would really end their friendship. "I got to go talk to her."
"No." Sam said grabbing my hand as I stood up. "Don't do that. Give her some time to think. You can talk to her tomorrow."
I sat back down beside her. "So what did you two fight about." I wanted to know. Maybe I could patch things up with them.
"I don't want to talk about it." She replied, tears starting to form. Guilt suddenly filled me. I didn't want Sam to remember something that hurt her so much.
"I'm sorry." I said and I put my arm around her and she rested her head on my shoulder.
I woke up on the couch. Sam didn't want to go home so she stayed over at my house. She slept in my room while I slept on the couch.
I sat up, realising my mom, preparing breakfast.
"Good Morning Freddie. You should get ready for school and would you wake Sam up." she asked.
"Sure." I got up and walked to my room. I was amazed at how calm my mom was about letting Sam sleep over.
I opened the door and saw that Sam wasn't in bed anymore. She was sitting at my desk looking at the photo of the three of us during our webshow.
"Hey." I said walking towards the desk. "I thought you were still asleep."
"Nope, couldn't sleep well last night so I woke up early. She replied still holding the photo frame. "Remember when we did this webcast, we were so happy. I guess it's the end of iCarly now."
I was not going to let iCarly end like that. I was going to do whatever it takes to get them back together.
"You should get ready for school." I said leaving the room.
I walked to the kitchen to have breakfast before changing for school. Sam was also all changed and was ready to go. She didn't have any books with her since she didn't go home.
"Mom are you driving us to school?" I asked, picking up my backpack.
"Sure." She responded, taking her keys and walking out the door. I followed behind her.
"Freddie." Sam said. "Thanks for everything last night."
I smiled. "That's what friends are for. They don't leave you in your time of need." I walked out of the house.
I could faintly hear Sam saying something to herself as I left. "Yeah, if only Carly was like that."
She rushed up behind me but I didn't question her.
We arrived in school and were at Sam's locker.
I wanted to talk to Carly so much. I needed to know why they fought and hopefully mend their friendship. Carly finally entered school and walked to her locker.
"Hi." I said to her.
"Hi." She said and opened her locker. She didn't even look at Sam or say anything to her and Sam did likewise.
"I got to get something from the cafeteria. See you later Freddie." She said and disappeared around the corner. I knew she didn't want to be around Carly at that time.
"Okay so what wrong between you two?" I shot at carly.
"What do you mean." She asked, trying to sound like she had no idea what I was talking about.
"You know what I mean. What are you two fighting about." I questioned.
"Nothing." She said as she slammed her locker and walked away. I didn't like it when they fought. I felt like I was torn between two friends.
"Carly." I shouted as I followed behind her.
A/N: Okay not too happy with this chap. It was my first time writing in POV format so I was a little unsure on how to go about doing it. Anyway, hope you enjoyed the chap and next chap will be up soon. Review please.