Author's Note: Edited and proofed by my friend, Melissa. Thank you so much for all the help. I need that so much! I'm learning each day because of you.
I know it's not a very good word to describe someone you love. To possess, to own someone. A person is not someone you own, we are all free to do our will. But for me, I belong to someone. I'm owned by my beloved. And there's nothing in this world I would rather be than to be theirs and theirs alone.
Isn't it when you love you someone you have to let them go? That if they come back, they are meant to stay and they are yours. But if they don't, then maybe they never were.
I'm sorry, if you're staying, I'm going to be selfish. These lips will only kiss me and no one else. This body should only be touched, kissed, licked and nipped by me. Whatever it is underneath your clothes are mine alone.
For I can never belong to anyone else but you. Everything about me is yours and yours alone. You can tie me up and do whatever you want, subject me to your will, I am yours.
That is what I know. We belong and meant only for each other. Isn't it that I am your possession? As you are mine? Tell me am I my reading it all wrong?
My bed is cold without you, beloved. My lips are yearning to kiss you, as my body ached to be close to you. I miss you. You've only been gone for a half a day but it feels like a lifetime.
I love you with every breath of my body. I travel only on your axis, and known only your world... your love.
I get you high? You are my air, my blood that runs through my veins, my heartbeat beating inside my chest, my words that pass through my lips... My beloved... you are my everything. This makes me high.
I thought my heart would stop functioning when you're gone. As if someone rushed up to me and stabbed me. This bed used to be just fine with just me in it, but when you're gone, it's so hard to sleep in it without you to hold.
I thought my lips and my mouth are just for eating and talking, but when you're gone, I miss kissing someone.
That's what you taught me, beloved. You made me aware of those things. Isn't that what you called love? If it isn't, I don't know what it is. Because that is what you left me with. I am not the same without you.
Let me be your addiction. Let my love be everything you need and all you will ever need. That when you start to crave for it demand it from me and I would provide it.
You wouldn't need any other substitute; you don't need to beg for it or work hard for it, all you need to do is ask. Ask me if you think I'm slacking from too much work, or sometimes just too busy to remember and you will have it. It's the only addiction you will ever need. Because I'm all yours and only yours.
The same way, I am yours and only yours, my beloved.
