I'm being driven insane.
By the power, the force,
The weight of the world has been dropped on my shoulders.
And I don't know if I can hold out
For tomorrow.
Tomorrow seems so far away.
I'm not sure if I can be what you want me to be.
You bow to my feet when in reality
I'm unsure, insecure, doubting my mind
To think what's it's supposed to think and do
What it's supposed to do.
I'm a fool.
To think I can be
This magnificent Superior you all hope I can be.
I'm being driven insane
By the pressure, the weight's dragging me down
Into doubtful seas.
There's no way I can be what YOU want me to be!
And all eyes are on me.
I feel sick with power,
Crushed under expectation.
How am I to rule this Nobody nation?
And I don't know if I can hold out much longer.
I can't be any stronger…
Taunting thoughts of mine are tearing me down
And down goes what's left of me. What's left of what you hoped I could be.
This pressure…it's killing me.
There's no way I can be what you want me to be.
The insanity is killing me.
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This drabble is about how Cyxrus' OC Rixon is really doubting whether or not he can be the Superior of the New Organization.
I hope it turned out how you thought it would, Cy….