I find myself unable to speak.
Under your touch and gaze,
The only thing I could hope to do
Is express how I feel in unwritten thoughts.
I know I say I don't like this.
And I don't. But…
With you, it's almost…alright.
With you, it's something I like.
Your hand against my skin,
Your fingers tugging on the ropes
I find myself…alright with this.
As if it were always okay.
I find myself unable to speak,
Muted by your actions, your words, your contact
And I just wish I could say that I love this
But I can only speak in unwritten thoughts.
This excites me.
The knowledge that this should feel wrong,
But doesn't
Excites me. Amazes me.
Your touch is hypnotizing.
And your stroke is mesmerizing.
Me, of all people. I shouldn't like this.
But I do, because of you.
I find myself unable to speak.
Not because I am unable, but I dare not
Ruin the moment, and your perception of me.
So, forever, to hide I am weak,
In unwritten thoughts I shall speak.
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And here is the last drabble for the challenge, between FS' OC Guts (Navix's Heartless) and my OC Xradenom (Xed's Heartless):
A drabble about Xradenom's thoughts on her and Guts' "rope sessions". Like, what's going through her head during those times. Include physical sensations, etcetera, but try and show what she's not saying.
The italicized parts of the drabble represent her thoughts, while the regular parts represent what she'd say.