I DO NOT OWN CRIMINAL MINDS. THIS IS A MORGAN/GARCIA FIC. IT IS BASED ON THE SONG BY THE PUSSYCAT DOOLS "I HATE THIS PART"
I'M THINKING OF MAKING THIS A SEROIES OF ONE SHOTS SO PLEASE REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.
I Hate This Part
We're drivin through the snow on fifth avenue
And right now radio's all that we can here
Now we ain't talked since we left its so over due
Its cold outside but between us it's worse in here
Derek Morgan new he was in love but yet he still went out nearly every night of the week and went to find some nameless girl instead of being at home with his goddess. He didnt exactly know why he did this but he thought it was something to do with Carl Buford.
the world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
i know this is the part where the end starts
As he walks into their house after being out on his daily shinanigins his stomach sinks as he see's her waiting up for him like she does every day, but something was different.
Penelope had been crying. and he knew, that she knew.
i can't take it any longer thought that we were stronger
all we do is linger slippen through our fingers
i don't wanna try now all that's lefts goodbye to
find a way that i can tell you
i hate this part right here
i hate this part right here
i hate this part right here
i just cant take your tears i hate this part right here
Penelope heard the door unlock and knew he was back. She could smell her on him.
she could'nt take it any longer, she could feel there relationship falling, along with her heart.
she truely hated this part.
every day 7 takes of the same old scene
seems were bound f the laws of the same routine
gotta tlak to you now before we go to sleep
but will we sleep once i tell you whats hurtin me
Derek new what was happening, he had ruined the only good thing in his life.
"Derek we have to talk about this, i..i cant just stay home every night knowing your with some other woman".
"Penelope..."
"Please dont Derek, whats happening, it's hurting me and i dont think i can live like this any more".
Derek sat there and watched the love of his life cry her heart out and then walk out of there front room.
the world slows down but my heart beats fast right now
i know this is the part where the end starts
i can't take it any longer thought that we were sronger
all we do is linger slippen through our finger
i don't wanna try now all thats left's goodbye to
find a way that i can tell you
i hate this part right here
i hate this part right here
i just can't take your tears
i hate this part right here
Derek ot up and followed her to the kitchen where he found penelope bracing herself n the kitchen bunker.
"pen, please believe me i never wanted to hurt you i..i"
"I know you didnt Derek, i just happened to get hurt alon the way though"she was crying so hard she wanted to hug the man she had loved for so many years, but she couldnt be hurt anymore.
"We cant continue like this Derek, im sorry, but i think this is goodbye.
i know you'll ask me to hold on
and carry on like nothings wrong
but there is no more time for lies
cause i see sunset in your eyes
i can't take it any longer thought that wew were stronger
all we do is linger slipping through our fingers
i don't wanna try now all thats left's goodbye to
find a way i can tell you
i gotta do it i gotta do it i gotta do it
Derek did not want this to end, neither did penelope.
"Please baby girl, dont end this please i love you, our love is epic"
He pleaded with her but she continued to look away
"we cant live a lie derek, please leave. we cnt do this anymore."
Penelope was a strong woman but now she was a crumbled mess and he hated that he had done that.
i hate this part right here, i hate this part right here
i just cant take these tears i hate this part right here
a while later derek emerged from what was once there bedroom he had two suitcases in tail.
Penelope was sitting on the couch where he had left her.
"i love you Penelope always have always will" without another waord Derek Morgan left
Penelope burst in to tears as the door cliked."Mom... has daddy left??" a 14 year old tanned girl asked
"yes sweetie, he has." Penelope never wanted her daughter, their daughter to see or here any of that.
"Did he hurt your heart mom?"
"Yes and that is the part i hate the worst" she replied as she hugged their little girl.
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