Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
(as if I could sleep)
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
(like the space between us)
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
(I missed you, did you miss me too?)
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own
But,
I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake…
(like the memories)
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight.
(and wouldn't you know how that feels)
Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
(the desire to see you again is overwhelming)
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
(we were friends then. But now…?)
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt
But,
I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake.
(like all the memories)
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
(make it stop)
Sinking like a weight
"How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run…
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same.
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away."
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This songfic is about Zendrax (an OC of Zen, who is a friend of Cyxrus) misses and wants to see Rixon again.
I was going to use the song 'Just Friends' at first, but I was listening to 'Breathing' by Yellowcard and decided it fit them better.
This drabble is in honor of Zen's (and Zendrax's, by extension) birthday! Happy birthday, guys! :D