A.N: Hey! I am like the biggest asshole in the world for not posting sooner, i've got my excuses, but i'll save them! Enjoy
Thanks xxfattaeey, I'm glad you like it.
AllieB0524, thanks! You make me want to post more, I wasn't too sure about this story
Hooked-on-degrassi, Perks is one of my favorite books and it's the part where his sister is getting beat by her boyfriend and he says like "My sister goes crazy if you eat the wrong kind of tuna, but here was this guy hitting her", I think i've read that book hundreds of times aha :D
There's a
Little girl! On my mind
Little Girl! All the time
Little Girl! There's always one
Little Girl! Look what she's done
Jay awoke at 8. Shit! I have to be to school in 10 minutes. Wait why do I care about school? Well, I don't want Emma to be pissed off or something. Wait! Why the hell do I care if Greenpeace is pissed at me? Answer: I don't. Except, I do need her help. That's the only reason! Why am I arguing with myself? Schizophrenia, now?
Jay jumped into his Honda Civic, a mere 4 minutes before homeroom began and hit the gas peddle. Jay ran into Degrassi just before the warning bell rang. He looked across the hall and saw her. She was putting her books into her locker but she looked really weak.
"Need some help?" Jay asked swooping over to Emma, offering to carry her books
"From you, no thanks" Emma replied smiling.
A rush of concern washed over Jay, "You don't look so hot, Goldilocks"
"Thanks a lot Jay. Then again, you never thought I was hot", Emma replied, pushing him to the side with her arm, glaring at him.
Jay grabbed Emma's arm and pulled her aside,
"No, I mean. You look sick, did you even eat anything today"
"Yes, MOM, I did, had a big breakfast as a matter of fact"
"What did you eat"
"Does it matter to you what I put in my mouth, it's not you"
"Stop avoiding my questions. Emma are you… you know?"
She drank the tear from my eye, you know
I sure hate to lie
Why can't you stay here?
You know it's so beautiful
"No, I don't know. Virgin? Yes. Stupid? Absolutely. Flat as a board? I guess" Emma ranted on, not wanting to spend HER time arguing with Jay.
Jay shook his head and clenched his fist, "First of all, stop changing the damn subject. Your not stupid and you actually have a nice rack" what am I saying?, "But that's not the point. Do you even eat anything?"
"Once again, not your concern. Now I would love to stay here and debate with you all day about what I happen to be digesting, but I have class to attend. I'll see you in the library later, depending on my mood"
Emma felt bad about the way she treated Jay, He was just trying to help. It's not like he accused me of murder
"Hey Em!" Jay called to her inside the library
"SHHHHHHH YOUNG MAN" the Librarian retorted
"Excuse me, but your being louder than I was, you yelling at me to be quiet does not solve anything" Jay bit back, rolling his eyes.
"I'm sorry Mrs. Welch, It won't happen again" Emma pleaded, giving her an apologetic look, before turning to Jay and whispering, "God, Jay, do you want us to get in trouble?"
"No come here" Jay said grabbing Emma's arm leading her to the back of the library. "I brought PB & J and fruit, here you go"
"Oh, the back of the library, this brings back memories" Emma sighed, trying to avoid eating, she inched closer to him and ran her hands up his leg.
"Eat" Jay told her
"I'm not that hungry" She said, trying to get him to drop it.
Man, how come all girls think they're fat?
Hey, hey, hey she's so pretty
hey, hey, hey, my friend
hey, hey, hey, I feel stupid.. again
"Nature Freak, I made this wonderful lunch for you, and it happens to be a stab in my heart that you refuse to eat it"
"Fine" Emma said, slowly eating her sandwich.
Yes! I got her to eat something
"I'll be right back, I have to go check my makeup" Emma said walking to the library's restroom, Here goes nothing she thought before plunging her finger into her throat.
Jay walked to the water fountain to get a drink and heard the most disgusting noises he could ever hear… Emma Nelson purging.
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"What do you think you're doing?" Jay screamed at Emma
"Young man! I told you to be quiet; I am going to have to ask you to leave this library"
"No problem, lady" Jay said, walking him and Emma to his civic.
"What the hell were you doing back there? God! You are a freak. Throwing up? I knew something was wrong with you, seeing how you always get sick, but I never would have guessed this!"
"I'm not bulimic, Jay!"
"Then what?"
"I'm pregnant"
"YOU REALLY ARE MESSED UP"
"What, is it so hard to believe someone would want to have sex with me?"
"No, but it's hard to believe you found someone recently to fuck you, and get you pregnant, even though you weigh like 80 pounds your OBVIOUSLY pregnant"
"Yeh, well. Peter and I had sex; he got me pregnant, shit happens"
"First off, you and Peter never banged, as he made apparent to the whole school when he dumped your sorry ass. Second, You need help.."
Emma burst into tears
"Em, I'm sorry" Jay softened at her crying, "but you need to get help"
"I will, I promise" she cried as he pulled her into a hug,
"you're getting snot all over my black jacket Greenpeace" he laughed,
"fuck you" she smirked.