What just happened?
Did you kiss me?
Cause that's a place we've never been until now
"Em-muhhh" Manny screamed, awakening her best friend at 6 in the morning.
"go away" Emma mumbled while shoving her pillow over her head, trying to block out the wake up call of her best friend.
"I need your help!" Manny screamed, "I have a date with Damien during lunch and I need to pick out an outfit that he will love. Please help"
"Manny, I hate you" Emma said, while pulling a blanket around her tiny frame and walking to the shared closet.
Manny grabbed a black skirt and a royal blue top, "how about this?"
Emma looked at it and realized it was perfect. She looked like she belonged on the red carpet. "Wonderful"
And I don't know how it's going to be after this
Do we pretend these feelings don't exist at all?
Or do we fall?
"Great" Manny shrieked, "I'm going to be in the shower"
"I'm going to sleep" Emma laughed.
When Emma finally got up she threw on a pair of light blue jeans and a black thermal. She straightened her hair and applied her makeup quickly. Her and Manny walked down the halls of Degrassi. All eyes on Manny, like always. Emma thought
Manny and Emma continued to walk down the hall when she saw Jay, he was staring.
God, why does Manny have to look so hot today! He's totally checking her out, obviously. He's got that 'I just saw Manny' stare. Here she is looking like something out of USA Today's best dressed section and I'm in a last minute outfit.
"Hey Nelson" Jay said as he passed her, walking in the opposite direction.
My confusion shows whenever you get so close
I stumble, I stutter, forget what to say
I'm nervous, I wonder why I'm acting this way
Was he talking to me? He noticed me. Wait! It's Jay Hogart, I don't care what he thinks about me, he's just a stupid guy. It's not like he's my boyfriend… but he is more than just a friend. I was able to tell him things that I didn't even tell Manny, some friend I am. He probably just is trying to get in my pants or get me into his, again.
Emma walked through the hall and stopped at her locker, trying to get her books out.
"Did you eat breakfast today, Emma?" She heard him say.
"Yeah I did"
"What did you eat"
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
"A bagel"
"That's nothing. Come on, let's go to Tim Hortons, I'll pay"
"Jay! I'm fine"
"Em,"
"Just drop it Jay, it doesn't involve you anyway"
"I can't believe your getting pissed! I'm just trying to help you. Fuck!"
"It's not your responsibility. You're not my boyfriend"
You made a moved and changed your mind
Too much to lose, you've crossed the line
between friends
And something more
"Being your boyfriend won't make me care about you anymore, Greenpeace. Stop pushing me away when I'm trying to help you!" he started to yell
Was it all a big mistake
And if it was it's much to late to undo
And i don't really want to
"I'm not pushing you away" Emma said shakily.
"Oh yes you are! You are doing your best to push me away because you know what you're doing is fucked up. You know what? I'm out of here"
Let you go but I still don't know
How I feel about you
What this really means
It's crazy to want you
Is it meant to be?
Then Jay walked away, getting into his Civic and driving away.
Emma just ran out of the hall, fast. His words repeating over and over inside her head.
So this is what it feels like to be legally insane.
It's temporary insanity
What's going on with you and me?
Is it real or is it fantasy?
Forever or just temporary?
Oh, what you do to me?
What comes over me?
If this is crazy there's nothing I'd rather be