A/N: Soo I got reviews!!! And I got sooo excited I decided to make another chapter for this story. I hope you can get to know Leah better (or at least my vision of Leah). If you keep reviewing I promise I will write another chapter with the pack included...and maybe I will add Bella (wicked grin) This chapter is a bit
"What are you doing to me?" I asked bluntly.
My back rested on Jacob's chest; we were both sited down on the grass. It had been two days since our encounter on the cliff and god knows I've been having the worst of times trying to keep away from him. I had to keep thinking those horrid things about him once again, at least while I was in my werewolf form, all so that the other guys wouldn't find out. I closed my eyes as Jacob's fingers traced down my arm sending shivers all over me. Suddenly, I had completely forgotten all about the pack and the danger of them finding out. He had that effect on me, the effect of making me forget about everything and just live every second as it came.
"Whatever you want me to do" he answered huskily in my ear
I laughed and turned my back around to playfully smack his face.
"You are one hormonal teenager" I joked with a smirk on my face.
He gave me a pained expression and, almost immediately, starting laughing making me laugh along with him. I would have never thought time with him would be so enjoyable. We laughed; it had been so long since I didn't even smiled. I was certain the boys had noticed my change, how my face was not longer contorted in a permanent scowl, how I made much less hurtful comments. Actually, I would stop those comments completely, but then it would be obvious there was something mayor going on with me.
I was shaken away from my thoughts once again by Jacob kissing down my neck.
"Stop it!" I cried laughing and writhing.
"Oh come on, Leah, you love it"
Despite my constant writhing Jacob kept making his way down my neck, he stopped before he reached my shoulder and bit my skin slightly. I intended to let out a chuckle but a soft moan escaped my lips, making Jacob stop on his tracks. I could feel him grinning against my skin, obviously proud of himself. There was something about his boyish quality that simply pulled me to him, and I supposed that the fact I was older added something to my own allure. There wasn't a moment in which Jacob and I could be alone and apart, he always needed to be holding me, kissing me, caressing me and, to be honest, I wasn't complaining at all. I had been lonely for what seemed an eternity and I needed Jacob's touch; there was something about it that made me feel safe.
Then it hit me; I was becoming attached to him, probably as attached as I had ever been to someone, even Sam. This would have been right if we were both completely human, but we weren't. Us werewolves have a disadvantage called imprinting. Jacob hadn't imprinted yet and, neither have I, which meant one of us could get greatly hurt. Maybe I was blowing everything out of proportion but I couldn't help it. With Sam, I had thought I had found the love of my life and suddenly, due to an imprint, he walked away from me, just like that. What if Jacob found an imprint aswell? We loved each other now and there was no doubt of it, but imprint couldn't be ignored. If Jacob ever imprinted he would turn his back on me without hesitation. I wasn't even sure if I could handle being hurt again; having my heart ripped again just when it was starting to rebuild. There was also the possibility I was the one to imprint and, therefore, hurt Jake. Would I be able to inflict the same pain that was inflicted to me? Could I life knowing exactly how he felt? I knew it was unavoidable, but I don't think I would be able to life with that either. It was a loose-loose situation.
"What are you thinking about?" Jacob's voice brought me back to earth again.
"Nothing, just nonsense stuff" I shrugged, trying to give Jacob my best smile.
He raised an eyebrow and shook his head from side to side giving me a disapproving look.
"Don't lie to me Leah, please"
I gave out a sight.
"It's just...we haven't imprinted yet, right? What if one us imprints and leaves the other" I choked on my words as I tried to hide tears.
I hated showing how weak I truly was and how painful the memories of Sam really were. The sole thought of imprinting made me feel as if my heart was being clutched inside my chest with no mercy.
After a while of staring at the grass in silence I finally mustered the strength to turn around to look into Jacob's deep brown eyes. He smiled at me lovingly and gently tucked a strand of long brown hair behind my ear. He gently placed his hand on the back of my head and pulled me into his chest.
"I'll be always here for you" he whispered, soothingly placing a kiss on top of my head.
"How can you be sure of that?" I whined.
I felt completely immature. I knew he couldn't assure me anything and it was obvious he was trying his best to get those thoughts as away form my head as possible.
He gently took my chin and brought my face up so that I was looking at him.
"You know I can't, Leah, but look at the bright side, at least you have someone who doesn't think you are a bitch anymore"
I was prepared to slap him but he began laughing hard, letting me know it was only a joke. I rolled my eyes and shook my head from side to side. I knew then, that I shouldn't keep going with the questions. It was highly probably that Jacob was trying to keep his mind away from problems with the same intensity I did. I placed my arms behind his neck and leaned in so that our foreheads were touching. It was strange how he didn't seem as young to me as he did before, maybe this was because I had realized that, behind that immaturity that bursts every time he is with the rest of the pack, there is a completely mature man.
"So you don't think I am a bitch anymore eh?" I asked, my lips tauntingly close to his.
Just as he was about to kiss me I stood up and stuck my tongue out.
"What about now?" I asked before I turned around and began running into the forest.
"Who is the child here?!" Jacob yelled speeding after me.
Somehow I was beginning to be the old Leah again; the one I was before my heart got ripped into shreds. I used to be so confident, so cheerful and funny; I have no idea how pain could have taken all that away from me. It didn't take long before Jacob reached me. He wrapped his arms around my waist, tackling me to the ground. We both fell laughing and trying to catch out breath. Out of the sudden, rain started to pour. My eyes closed allowing me to feel the tiny icy raindrops falling on my hot skin. When I opened my eyes, I found Jacob's face on top of mine, a smile lightening up his features. I was about to speak when he sealed my lips with his. A kiss as passionate as the one we had shared two days ago. My arms snaked to the back of his neck bringing him even closer to me; I could feel my pulse starting to rush. His lips traced my jaw line in an agonizingly slow motion.
"Jacob" I whispered huskily as he kissed a sensitive spot on my neck.
Slowly, I began to get lost in his touch; I was guided solely by instinct. Jacob's hands found the hem of my shirt and gently rose it up until it rested on top of a nearby fern. Soon, Jacob's shirt encountered the same destiny. My hand roamed Jacob's back feeling his muscles ripple against my fingers, his lips kept moving against mine in perfect synchrony. The heat between us grew with each second; there was too much passion, too much need. I bit my lip as Jake began to kiss down my stomach, his tongue making trails. I had never experienced so many emotions rushing through me at once, I wasn't exactly conscious of what I was doing anymore but, deep inside, I knew I didn't want to go on any further than this.
"Jake, I think we should stop," I said shyly, looking at a side and trying to hide my face.
He probably thought I was scared but well, part of me was.
"It's okay," Jacob answered once his eyes encountered mine "I just thought you..."
Even though he didn't finished that sentence I knew exactly what he wanted to say. He thought Sam and I had gone further than this and it was obvious most of the pack shared that same thought, but truth was I hadn't. Actually, Sam and I had never gone pass the kissing stage and I used to regret it. I had the idea that, if Sam and had been my first then we would have a bond that couldn't have been broken by the stupid imprinting. Now I know it was silly of me to think that, giving myself to him would have only made me hurt more, I don't want to be hurt.
"No, I haven't..." I trailed of uncomfortably
"But that doesn't mean," Jacob started kissing my neck once again "That we can't have fun..."
"You hormonal teenager"
I laughed as my hand combed his hair.
For the first time in my life, I didn't cared it was raining on me.
A/N: So here it is! Yet another chapter! I hope you keep reviewing and remember, if you review you get another chappie! Also give me some feedback of what you think of Leah, Jacob, ideas of how the story should go, etc. Now press the button and review!