Everyone's falling into love.
And I keep falling out of it.
The happiness that others have
Just never stays in my grip.
Every time I see two hug,
And their lips meet in a kiss,
The memories come rushing back
And I die a little bit.
My first love didn't love me.
He didn't love me from the start.
And my second love broke up with me.
And that ripped my heart apart.
I don't see how others can love
And give away their trust.
For I've tried that before
And it ended up as bust.
Maybe I've done something wrong, or,
Maybe it's destiny.
Perhaps it's just my life's fate
To not be loved and happy.
And despite the fact that I'm trusting
I'm not ready to release my heart.
I've spend so much time trying to mend it
I fear it'll be torn apart.
Everyone's falling in love.
And I keep falling out of it.
The happiness that others have
Just never stays in my grip.
I wonder if the reason why
Is something that others see?
Is it the fact that no one needs someone to love?
Or is the problem me?
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This is another challenge from GS, all following the whole 'love' concept. The criteria:
A drabble where Xed sees all the members' relationships around her, and
wonders why she can't find permanent love.
(gives Xed a hug)