My apologies, I didn't want for you to see
All that I think about,
I hope you don't think less of me.
I lived half my life in secrecy
But now the other half of me
Is crying, is dying,
Trying…
It's so hard for me to tell you this.
It's so hard to form the words.
It hurts so much to let you know
What I want to know, oh...
I'm sorry I didn't share
All the things I had to bear,
All the things that worried me,
All the things that I wrote down.
But please think if you were me,
Would you want the world to see?
Your most deepest, inner thoughts?
All the things you wrote down.
Dreams and memories,
Real life and fantasy.
All the things that I desire
All the things that I fear
I keep quiet so no one hears,
Everything that makes me tear,
Lonely calls that echo near,
Ringing back all that I fear,
Being different, being weird…
My apologies, I didn't want for you to see
All that I think about,
I hope you don't think less of me.
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This is part of a song I wrote last year called 'The Things That I Wrote Down', based mainly on the fact that I never talked to people. This poem, in my opinion, relates a LOT to Demyx, and how he's afraid to let people know what he thinks and feels, in fear of being different and weird.
COOKIE TIME! :D
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aliasfan
That's an awesome connection! You enjoy that cookie! :D
I thought the last chapter related to Nobodies/Heartless and their Hearts, but it was pretty open, really.