Hey guys, well the worst thing happened a few days ago… my whole computer crashed and I lost loads of my files…! Yeah it sucks. So those I sent a preview to, I cant remember all of what I wrote, so I cant promise everything I wrote there to be in this chapter… but good news is the computer is fixed and this wont happen again… If any of you remember or still have what I sent you if you wouldn't mind sending I will be so GREATFULL!

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Aghh sorry! Enjoy this chapter…

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Haley sat in her usual spot in English concentrating on everything the teacher was saying.

While being depressed and annoyed with Nathan her school work starting slipping. She'd realised it a moment ago when she'd got given a past paper she'd done earlier in the year and got a B-. Not that, that wasn't a good grade but she knew she could do so much better. Even the teacher was disappointed. Which wasn't a good sign?

"Haley!" made Haley her self jump and look up to a very cross Miss Brooks.

"Well?" she asked expecting an answer. Crap, she wasn't listening… again.

And who was she thinking off?

Nathan Freaking Scott.

"Pardon?" Mrs Brooks asked… she'd just said that out loud… oops.

"Sorry I could you repeat the question?" Haley whispered.

"Haley James! You should be listening. Can any body answer this?" Mrs Brooks asked walking away from her desk surveying the room for a raised hand.

"A pun" Nathan Scott the man himself answered. Haley turned around and glared at him while he just enjoyed annoying her.

For the rest of the lesson Haley concentrated and listened to everything Mrs Brooks was saying. She really didn't like the fact that Nathan Scott answered in stead of her… usually it was the other way round.

Jerk.

"So something fun for the last twenty minutes of the lesson, I will put you in groups of five and in those groups tell each of your piers something they don't know about you. Something you wish to achieve in the next year and for the people in your group to give you describe you in one word." She mumbled writing all this on the board. Haley sighed.

She wrote groups of five on the board and directed where each group should sit…

Brooke Davis

Haley James

Peyton Sawyer

Nathan Scott

Rachel Gatina

Awkward much?

Haley sat down where the rest of the group were trying to be the "quite one" in the group.

"Okay! As no one is speaking I'll start!" Brooke broke the silence.

"Achievement? Pass all my exams… yeah not my strong point. Something you don't know about me? I'm an only child."

"Brooke we all knew that stupid" Nate interrupted.

"So what?" she snapped back at him.

"Go on James? Your next?" Brooke said looking at Haley.

"How about this activity seriously sucks?" Haley asked Brooke mockingly.

"I agree" Brooke said looking around the room; hardly any one was doing the stupid activity.

"Girls!" Mrs Brooks suddenly appeared…

"Uhuummm" Nathan coughed putting his hand up.

"Yes Nathan?"

"Nothing." he muttered.

"Have you finished?" Mrs Brooks asked.

"Yep" they all nodded.

"Can I hear the words please?" She asked taking a seat waiting.

"Fabulous!" Brooke cheered grinning.

"Yeah that's what we came up for Brooke" Nathan said sarcastically.

"What did you come up for Nathan?" Mrs Brooks asked.

"Big ego?" Haley spoke up. Nathan snorted; Mrs Brooks looked at him with a confused expression on her face.

"Actually that's two words" he said.

"It's because you're that great Nathan." Haley answered back.

"Peyton Sawyer?" Mrs Brooks asked.

And then it all went silent.

"Mysterious" Rachel Gatina said. Haley nearly like Nathan snorted. Bitch more like?

Traitor?

Horrible?

Heart breaker?

Any of the above?

"Rachel?" Mrs Brooks asked.

"Cheater" Nate said glaring at Rachel making her go bright pink.

"Last of all Haley James?" Mrs Brooks asked.

"Kind" Peyton said as quick as she could. Haley looked up at Peyton and for one second almost felt like hugging her friend, the one was starting to miss.

The one that slept with the love of her life.

Hug her?

No.

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At lunch Lucas and Haley left the school premises and went to see their mother off.

"So?" Haley mumbled looking to the ground. Lydia (Lucas and Haley's mother) stood there looking from one of her kids to the other.

"So I'm going to miss you two." She grabbed them both into a hug, kissed their fore heads and stood there for a moment longer.

"I'm going to miss you mum" Haley mumbled weekly.

"Me too" Luke added.

"Well call me if anything goes wrong or anything at all. I'll call you when I arrive to meet your father."

"And Lucas?" she looked at Haley then back at Luke.

"Yeah mum?"

"Look after Haley… and Hales?"

"Yeah?" Haley already knew what she was going to say…

Look after Lucas.

"Look after Lucas"

"Love you" Haley whispered. Her mother turned around and smiled.

Not an I love you back.

She waved at the two and took off in a taxi headed to the air port.

"So that's it I guess" Haley sighed walking back into the house.

"Should we go back to school?" Luke asked.

"What do you think?" they both knew what each other were thinking.

Hell no!

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That night Lucas went off out with Nathan to a night club. Haley didn't really want to so she stayed at home watching movies and eating pop corn…

And Ben and Jerry's ice cream.

It was good.

Haley wondered in the kitchen and found some Vodka… she picked it up and sighed.

Just a sip, to ease down the pain.

She poured some mixing it with Coke downing the lot.

Taking the bottle with her she headed back to the living room. Coming across with a picture of Luke, her mother, father and her self arm in arm happy as ever.

Maybe it was her fault her parents left?

Drink

Why hadn't her mother said I love you back?

Drink

Was she not good enough?

Drink

Is that why Nate rejected her too?

Drink

He slept with Peyton and he didn't even show any affection to her self?

Drink

Was she that bad?

Drink

What was wrong with her?

Drink

God this sucked.

Suddenly the image of Peyton Sawyer and Nathan Scott making out on her kitchen table came to mind.

She felt:

Dirty.

Hurt.

Alone.

Heading upstairs she opened the bath room door not even bothering to shut it.

Turning the shower on she stumbled in stripping off; getting to her under wear and tank top she gave up trying and soaked her self under the hot water hoping she could wash away all her troubles.

Failing to do so she slowly sunk down tears streaming down her cheeks.

Haley James was broken…

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