How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
(and I can think of is you)
I can't win your losing fight
All the time
Not gonna ever own what's mine
('cause you're always taking it)
When you're always taking sides?
(and you want me to choose too)
But you won't take away my pride
(because that is all mine)
No not this time, not this time
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
(but now what?)
Well how did we get here?
(when were we deceived?)
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
(and I've tried to see it all this time)
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
(I'm not that stupid)
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
(maybe you're just a monster?)
Well I will figure this one out on my own
(because you won't help me)
(I'm still screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own
(My thoughts you can't decode)
How did we get here?
I used to know you so well
(but what happened?)
How did we get here?
(when were we deceived?
Well, I think I know
(There is something
I see in you
It might kill me
I want it to be true)
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This songfic is about Xed and Xemnas' relationship from Xed's POV, according to the SOBD story (hopefully I'll get to write it after 366 or Bust! is done with :3)
The song used is called 'Decode' by Paramore. It's such a great song :D I TOTALLY suggest it :)