Worry
Authors Note: Thank you to everyone who reviewed but also added me to there story alerts or even there favorite story lists. I'm sorry I haven't updated a lot sooner but I have a really bad cold and it's just dragging me down hopefully it will get better soon so that I can update more often. In light of tonight's new Hannah episode I had to update this because my Lilly as a crush on Jackson *does happy dance* so I had to write this in all of my excitement because there my favorite couple.
Jackson hadn't seen or heard from Lilly since that night she arrived at his house so broken and alone. He had tired calling her and even went by her house a few times to check on her but he got no where fast. Jackson was worried he had to know if Lilly was all right or not she hadn't been in school for weeks and he feared that her brother had done something horrible to her. While Jackson was thinking of ways to see Lilly he was taken out of his thoughts by a little knock at his door. He turned around to see Lilly standing on the other side of the door looking extremely scared.
Jackson raced to the door once the shock of seeing Lilly standing there wore off and quickly opened it to let Lilly inside. Lilly looked grateful that Jackson was home but also he could sense that she was very terrified and he wondered what hell she had to endure this time. Lilly walked inside not knowing really why she was there but knowing it was the safest place she could be right now. She knew she was safe for now because her brother was out of town for the night but his warning still rang in her ears.
Neither one said a word as they both sat down on the couch. Finally Lilly decided to speak she wanted to thank Jackson for what he had done for her by letting her stay in Miley's room even though she was punished for it later. "Jackson I wanted to thank you for letting me stay her last week it really meant a lot to me that you would do that and I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry for not contacting you sooner but it wasn't possible." Lilly looked even more broken after that last part that it made Jackson's heart ache for her.
"Lilly you know that you're welcome to come here any time and I'm glad that you came over today to I was really worried about you I thought that maybe…." Jackson couldn't finish the rest of his sentence because at that point Lilly had gotten up off the couch and started telling Jackson everything. "When I woke up here two weeks ago in Miley's room it was the best nights sleep I've had in months and for a moment I forgot about everything until I realized what time it was. I knew if I didn't get home and he found out I would definitely be in for it so I raced home and when I opened the front door I didn't see him so I figured he was still sleeping so I was going to head up the stairs but he grabbed me by my hair." Lilly had tears streaming down her face. She had no idea why she was even telling Jackson this but she felt like he was the only one who could help her and possibly understand.
Jackson looked on in horror he had no idea that Lilly would tell him anything like this but he could see that she trusted him and he needed to let her keep talking because he knew she needed someone to trust. "He then dragged me to the living room and not only raped me but made cuts along my breasts and hit me repeatedly. He told me that if I ever let it happen again it would be worse. That's why I haven't been around in the last couple weeks." Lilly collapsed on the floor in a fit of tears. Jackson knelt down carefully so that he didn't scare her and so that he could comfort her. Jackson whispered in Lilly's ear that everything was going to be ok and that he was here for her and that he loved her which he didn't mean to say but it was true none the less.
Lilly cried tears of shame but also relief even though she couldn't believe she had told Jackson what had happened to her. She heard Jackson's words of comfort and when he had said he loved her she wanted to believe she really did but after all the bad things that her brother had done to her and said to her she just couldn't. Lilly wanted things to be different she really did she just didn't know how or if this torment would ever end for her. While in Jackson's arms though Lilly began to panic she started thinking about her warnings that Brian had given her about talking to Jackson more. She didn't want anything bad to happen to him so she pushed him away from her and got up off the floor and ran out the door leaving Jackson with tears in his eyes.