I closed the door after letting all the tears out. I slouched while walking to check on Miki.
On my way up the stairs, I checked my appearance in the mirror. My hair was frizzy, my dress was on backwards and it was wrinkly.
I sighed and opened Miki's bedroom door. I watched her innocent sleeping form for a few minutes.
I went to go sit down next to her. I played with her beautiful hair she inherited from her father. I sighed, still regretting what I did. Hopefully, everyone's life will go on the way they were before.
I decided to finally wake Miki up.
"Miki. You've been sleeping for half the day," I said while shaking her awake, "time to get up." Miki's eyes shot open. She rubbed her eyes and stared at me.
"Mommy you look like a mess. What were you doing when I was sleeping?" My eyes suddenly filled up with tears. I looked at the curious young girl and fought back my tears.
"I was cleaning," I lied through my teeth.
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I lay on the couch, not moving or doing anything. All I did was watch Miki play on the floor with her dolls. Normally I would join her, but today a normal day. I just wanted to forget all about this mess. I can't blame it all on Tamaki, I was to blame too. Thinking this, I drifted off to sleep.
I felt warm big hands shaking me awake. I also felt tiny delicate hands pushing my butt. I woke up to Kyouya and Miki's faces. I guess I had slept too long and they started to worry.
"Oh did I worry you guys?" I said while rubbing my eyes.
"Yes you did," Kyouya stated, "you were just laying there without moving. We're glad to know you're alright."
"Okay well I'm going to start dinner now," I pushed myself off the couch and padded over to the kitchen. I grabbed some random items out of the fridge and started chopping some onions.
I guess I was so distracted, I didn't even notice when Kyouya came behind me and whispered in my ear.
"So did you miss me?" He asked hotly. I jumped and I accidentally cut my finger. I winced at the pain and watched the blood ooze out of my finger. Kyouya grabbed my hand and licked up the blood like a hungry vampire.
"Damn it Haruhi! You're going to let this thing get infected. Hold on I'll be back. Let me get some bandages." He ran off, leaving me to stand there by myself. I turned back to the dinner.
I found myself having to fight back tears once again. Would Kyouya still care about me like this if he knew what I did this afternoon? Would he even want to look at me? Or would he even be able to forgive me?
Kyouya came back downstairs as soon as I finished the dinner, which was some Western soup. I took the bandage from Kyouya and called Miki back downstairs. We all ate our dinner in silence. Miki did start some conversation, but it didn't last that long.
When we were done, we all headed upstairs. I went to get Miki ready for bed and Kyouya went to work on something for work. After I got Miki ready, I trudged back into me and Kyouya's room.
I hopped onto the bed and turned my back to Kyouya. Of course he has to stop what he's doing, wrap his arm around me, and kiss me neck. I tried to pull away, but he kept pulling me back. Kyouya turned me towards him and pressed his lips against mine. I quickly pulled away. Kyouya looked at me.
"Is anything wrong?" He questioned. I shook my head as fast as I could.
"No I just have a bad headache and want to sleep," I replied while turning around. "Good night!" I threw myself under the covers. Kyouya still stared at me. Then he gathered up his things.
He left the room, leaving me to sleep without any noise. Once he was all the way down the stairs. I began to cry once again, feeling ashamed of myself. I didn't even want to know what was going to end up happing next.
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I finally finished this! Yay! Sorry if it's not as good as the first one. And I know Haruhi cries too much, but put yourselves in her position. You would be very emotional too. By the way, there will be some abuse and cursing in the next chapter. That chapter will be emotional for everyone in the story so far. Thanks for reading this! Please review!