Love me
Chapter 2
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When House was out of sight Wilson went into his office shutting the door behind him and sitting at his desk. What the hell was that? Did House really just kiss me? Oh my god! Wilson just sat there with his mouth open and his eyes staring straight ahead. Thats how Cuddy found him. She walked into Wilson's office and saw him in just that position. She walked in front of his desk and waved her hand in front of his face. Wilson blinked and looked up at her.
" House just kissed me and told me he loved me. Lisa what the hell is going on here?"
" Look Wilson, I don't want you to find out from me. You need to go to House and talk to him. He went home for the day, but you have a lot of catching up to do. I can't let you leave too. Go to him tonight."
Wilson just looked at her and shook his head. He would finish up his work here and go immediatley to House's. He knew Janet would not be happy with this but he had to.
After House left the hospital he decided to go home and go back to bed. He hadn't been able to sleep since Wilson's wedding and he needed to catch up. He went home and stripped to his boxers and got into bed, falling asleep almost immediatley. When he awoke he looked at the clock. It was 3:30pm and House felt better then he had in a very long time. He slept 8 hours with no distractions. He got up, took a shower and went to the kitchen to make himself dinner. He decided on spaghetti and meatballs. House turned on the radio and got all the ingredients he would need for his supper. He didn't hear the door open or anyone walking towards him in the kitchen. He was singing along with the radio and swaying his hips to the music, well at least as much as his leg would let him. He plated his spaghetti and meatballs and turned around to go sit at the table and enjoy it when he was startled by Wilson standing in the doorway watching him. House spilt his spaghetti down his shirt and all over the floor. Wilson at once went to his aide and peeled the plate of his shirt and sent House to change while he cleaned up the mess.
When House returned from changing he plated more spaghetti for himself and one for Wilson. They sat in silence eating stealing glances at each other every now and then.
"House, we need to talk."
" Well, it isnt polite to talk with my mouth full so it can wait."
" No we need to talk now. We can eat after."
" I want to eat now. I cooked this excellent meal and I want to eat it. So just shut up and eat."
Wilson huffed but did as he was told. House was so stubborn sometimes. It infuriated Wilson when House was so mean. How can you tell someone you love them and then be so mean to them. When diner was done Wilson put the dishes in the sink and sat back down at the table with House. House looked at Wilson over the top of his beer. WIlson looked trouble and House knew he put that look on his face.
" Look Wilson let me talk without you interrupting me and then you can comment after word." WIlson shook his head yes to this. He knew this was way out of House's comfort zone, so he was going to listen and not say a word. He wanted to be understanding to House.
" Wilson I realized a long time ago that I loved you. I never said anything because we have such a great friendship. I know I never show it and I am very sorry for that. I acted tough and mean so I wouldn't get hurt and I realize now that I was hurting the one person I care about the most in this world. When you started dating Janet I figured it would be like all your other realtionships and not last. The day you told me that you were getting married my hurt broke. I knew that I could lose you forever if I didn't do anything. I lost my courage and before I knew it you were married and off on your honeymoon. When you were gone I didn't sleep a wink, I couldn't eat and I was miserable. All I could think about was you, the love of my life away from me with someone else. I had to tell you I loved you or I would have burst at the seams. If you do not return these feelings I understand but I don not want this to affect or friendship. I will have to put these feelings away and I can do that. Please let me know what you think," House said all this without taking his eyes off Wilson. He wanted Wilson to know he meant every word that he had just said. Wilson just sat there looking at him in amazement at a loss for words. House sat there staring at him as his mouth flopped open and closed like a fish gasping for air. This brought a smile to House's face and he giggled a little bit.
Suddenly, Wilson stood up and looked at House one more time before walking out the door. House put his head in hands and let out a big sigh. Okay, he needs sometime alone. He needs to think. Oh god what have I done. He is never going to talk to me again. House stood up and thinking he needed to make himself feel better went to his cupboard and pulled out a bottle of scotch and took a big swig from it. He took the bottle and went to sit on his couch and watch some tv. Before he knew it half the bottle was gone and he put it down, closed his eyes and went to sleep. The last thought that ran through his mind was God let Wilson feel the same and if he doesnt take me away from this world of hurt and pain........ To Be Continued