**NOTE: im sorry but i realized that i said that i said Reneesme was in the story too, but i decided to now put her in because it would mess up the whole story line. so pretend Breaking Dawn didn't happen. Sorry if yo were looking forward for that. But Jacob will still be in this!**
EPOV:
I don't know what I just did. I had just said 'yes' to Liz. The girl I said who I said was creepy. Something just came over me. I don't know. It was like knowing I won't win. What wouldn't I win? How's heart might not be mine? Whoa. Heart? It's Bella you're talking about, stupid. How could you even think that she doesn't love you? How could you just... just... let her go? She's going to be crushed. You broke her heart. How could you? There was a loud growl inside my head, making it pound for a second. No. Bella can't love me. She's so sweet. Are you blind? Can't you see the lust in her eyes? The blush when you talked to her? Bella's face came up in my head. Her eyes were filled with love and desire. The beautiful blush crept up in her cheeks as I talked to her. I now saw these things. Not before. What's wrong with me? What have I done?
JPOV:
Edward entered our room and confusion and a hint of rejection colored his emotions. Then, his feelings took a different turn, he was mad, furious at himself, and then finally calmness over came him. And then sadness. what's going on? (the anger and calmness in the 'voice' persons emotion). I smiled a Edward.
"So, um... what do you want to do?" Edward turned to me and thought for a second. And then I heard Alice's voice yelling that all of us have to go into her room. It was to fast for any human to notice.
"No! You guys bring him here! Im gonna talk some sense into Edward!!!!" Emmett heard and chuckled.
"Well, Edward, we have to go to Alice's room." Edward nodded.
"So thats what you were laughing about." He muttered to himself. Emmett glanced at me, confused. For the first time in a long time, I was confused too, just like Emmett.
BPOV:
Edward, Jasper, and Emmett entered our room. Rosalie was staring at Emmett, while Alice had a slight glare and was focusing it on Jasper. I smiled brightly at Edward. I was so happy he was here. It just made my day. Alice, apparently, is just like my mother, so that meant a lot of clothes. Though I liked what she did to our room. It felt like home in a good way. Edward returned my smile but was wary about something.
"Hey Edward. Come sit here." I patted the place next to me on my my bed. Alice and Rosalie shifted their tight gazes on Edward, memorizing his each and every move. Then Alice's expression turned blank. Her eyes seemed to drift off into space. She's having a vision. And by the looks of it, it's not a good one. Alice was trembling. It looked like she had a mini earthquake inside her. Do you have any idea what it's about? Nope. But look at her. If you listen carefully, she's calling our... I mean your name. It's very quiet though. I listened harder. It seemed like Edward was leaning in to catch her words too. And sure enough, there was a soft 'Bella... no... Bella... Edward...' What about us? Jasper was at her side in a flash, again, the word came to me, Vampires. He held her securely, making sure she won't fall. Once she was out of her 'vision' her golden eyes fell on me, then Edward. The narrowed very slightly at him but then she came to her normal self again. All perky and happy. Alice started talking about shopping with Rosalie and Jasper and Emmett were talking with them, convincing them not to go. I turned around so I was facing Edward. My heart was pounding so loudly, I could hear it in my ears. Edward smiled too. Whatever was bothering him before, was gone.
"So... you know Liz right? Is she nice?" This question surprised me. Another voice, not the musical one, warned me that something was wrong. I ignored it.
"Uh... yeah. She can be nice... if she wants to... but it never lasts." Everyone turned to face us. Alice looked hurt, Rosalie mirrored her expression, Jasper stared at Edward's and mine closeness and then a sad expression clouded over, and Emmett just stared at both of us. I opened my mouth to say something, but then everyone started talking again.
"Ok. What about her dating history? Apparently, everyone wants to date her." Edward added a shaky laugh. This surprised me too. My subconscious told me this is going in a bad direction. And I listened to it. Was Edward planning on asking her out? That... that... person who plays with other's emotions? While Edward stared at me, waiting for my answer, his face seemed blank, with no emotion at all. It was practically dazed... like he was concentrating on another conversation. Then green eyes flashed towards me and his eyes looked slightly sad. This reminds me of when Edward left me. It was when I was human... I think you should be careful. Something bad is going to happen. I have a feeling. Edward left you? But... How is that possible? Edward is my age... and- Like I said, I'll tell you when you are sleeping.
"Well yeah everyone is in love with her. But... if you get too close, you should watch your back. Trust me."
"Why?" His green eyes stared into mine and I got lost in them. It took me a few seconds to shake out of it.
"I dunno. She just finds a way to let go of someone who likes her." Edward nodded. Becoming distant again. Ugh! I wish I could look into him mind.
"Boys! Out! Bella is tired and needs some rest for tomorrow. Same with Edward." Rose turned around and pointed to the door. Edward smiled down at me and waved. I did too. Once everyone was out, Rosalie shuffled through my suit case and took out thin, long pants and a tank top. Change into these and good night! I nodded. I was excited to know what the voice inside of me was gonna tell... or show me. I hurried out and lay in my bed. It felt like home. Once I closed my eyes, I saw a beautiful girl with gold eyes. She had long, thick, and almost straight, brown hair just like mine. Then I resized that it was me. I had perfect features, a straight nose, full pale pink lips, big eyes. That's me. The vampire you. The Voulturi killed my love and I. Meaning me and Edward. But, then you were born. It's quite amazing how we are still inside of each other. You noticed the Cullens because they were my family. And soon, hopefully, they will be yours too. And yes. The whispering in your head was me. I didn't want to just say it, but it slipped out. The Cullens are vampires. Instead of being scared, I just felt... normal. Like I knew it all along. But, how does Alice have 'visions'? and aren't they 'hungry' when with humans? That's Alice's special power. I was a mental shield. And Edward was a mind reader. He could never read my mind though. There was a tinkling laugh. As for the second question, I think you should know. And then the answer hit me. They were vegetarians, they drank animal blood. Is human Edward learning this too? Yes. I think Edward is telling him this right now. I can hear Jasper telling Edward to try to calm down. Oh yes! Jasper can manipulate everyone's emotions. After all that new information, though most of it wasn't that new, I drifted to sleep. Most of my dreams contained me in them. The vampire version and clumsy human version. But in all of the moments, Edward as a god. He's a vampire the delicate voice would whisper to me once in a while. There was mostly happy things like us in the meadow, which I remembered from the morning, my wedding with him, my first hunt, our first kiss, and some funny moments with each other. Then the bad things, like when James and Victoria came to hunt the old me down, I heard a low hiss from the vampire me, when Edward said he didn't love me anymore, I almost started crying, then the Voulturi came, when Victoria was ready to kill me. And then I saw another person. He was tall and had a short, black, cropped hair. He looked very warm. That's Jacob. He's a werewolf. The voice kept whispering these things to me. Edward hated it when I went with him. But why would you? Don't you love Edward? Yes. But it's... complicated. It happened when Edward left me. The voice sounded pained when she out those words together. It's a long story. You should wake up now.
EPOV:
I opened my eyes. I saw Emmett looking down at me with his gold eyes filled with humor and a big goofy grin I that I wanted to wipe off of his face. I learned so much about my past life when I was sleeping. I felt calm come over me.
"Thanks Jasper." I whispered. Emmett turned to me again and looked at me shocked. Jasper did too. I got up and walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth. Emmett came up to me in a blink.
"How'd you know it was Jasper?" He demanded. I pointed a finger up, signaling him to wait for a minute. A human minute. My vampire self laughed silently. I cracked a smile. I brushed my teeth and took a quick 2 minute shower. I dressed into jeans and a polo.
"So?" Emmett asked, eyebrows raised. I rolled my eyes.
"There is this voice inside me, it's my vampire self, and last night, he told me everything. And the powers. So I knew that Jasper could do that."
"So you know that we are vampires?" Jasper asked cautiously.
"Yes. And that I can't tell anybody, of course." Both of them recovered and all 3 of us hurried outside to get to our next class. At the same time, Alice, Rosalie, and Bella stepped out. Bella looked amazing. She wore and skirt, half way to her knees, a pair of white flip-flops, a white lace tank top, and a small, short sleeve blazer-type thing. She wore silver bracelets on her wrists too. (pic of outfit on profile.) The rest of the day went by fast. It was before lunch when things took a turn. Liz walked up to me and smiled.
"Hey Edward. How's everything?"
"It's good Liz. Thanks." Liz smiled. Then, she came up to me and kissed me on the lips. It actually felt ok. Not that bad. I kissed her back, maybe not willingly, but I did for some reason. The only reason she pulled away was because both of us heard a quiet sob. I turned around and I think my world just crashed.