This wasn't meant to happen.
I didn't ask to be born. And I didn't ask to be different.
It just…happened. And I don't know why.
If there are any higher powers out there, I suppose they cursed me from the start.
I believe in destiny.
I believe that good people get hurt, and for unfair reasons.
And I believe I'm a good person.
Perhaps there was a mistake somewhere in the mix.
I wonder why I'm detestable. Unlovable.
Unwanted.
What have I done that makes me so horrible?
What have I done that is so unforgivable?
I believe in bad people.
And I'm starting to believe that I'm one, too.
Every kid grows up, wanting to be the hero.
But maybe…I should just be the bad guy.
Every world needs one.
I didn't ask to exist.
And I don't know why I am here.
I want to believe that…somewhere, out there,
My destiny will lead me to the things I've always wanted.
And I believe
That maybe, just maybe,
I can get there if I am the bad guy.
The world has enough heroes.
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This is the preview to a new story I plan on writing, called Nobody, Not A Somebody.
For those of you who have read Bring Me To Life, and liked it, this will be the story of Raemond, aka Xed's Somebody, and all the events in the story will lead up to where BMTL takes off. It's a pretty tragic story, but answers a LOT of questions about Xed :) Look out for it, if you're interested!