Now I know

Roxas walked the cold streets of The World That Never Was. His feet splashed through puddles; the marks left behind from the heavy rain shower that had happened such a little time ago. He was walking, and he wouldn't turn back. He wanted something…

Completion…

He needed it. To fill the emptiness…

That I can't make you stay

"Your mind's made up?"

But where's your heart?

It was Axel. Roxas smiled softly. Getting past him wouldn't be hard. After all, he got past everyone else, right? But he was ready. He was ready to give up everything to seek what he desired…

Answers…

Completion…

Even his friendship with Axel. He had decided.

But where's your heart?

It'd be hard, but he had decided.

"Why did the Keyblade choose me? I have to know." Roxas stated, strongly. He was walking, and he wouldn't turn back. He wanted to know. He wanted to meet someone…Sora…

But where's your…

"Roxas!"

And I know

Roxas turned his head towards Axel. He looked angry, frustrated. Roxas smirked. Too bad he couldn't feel it.

"You can't turn on the Organization!" Axel shouted, desperate.

There's nothing I can say

To change that part

"Watch me." Roxas replied coldly. He wouldn't let Axel stop him. Sora was waiting. He needed to know. He needed answers. Axel would understand.

To change that part

To change…

"Roxas, think! You can't leave!" Axel retorted. He gazed at Roxas with pleading eyes.

So many

Bright lights that cast a shadow

But can I speak?

"Why not?" Roxas said. There was nothing Axel could say that'd change his mind. He felt…incomplete…and Sora would know why. He was walking, and he wouldn't turn back.

Well is it hard understanding

I'm incomplete

A life that's so demanding

"You get on their bad side, and they'll destroy you!" Axel yelled. Roxas chuckled to himself. Such a…weak argument.

I get so weak

He knew the answer to this.

A love that's so demanding

"No one would miss me." He said softly, his ice-cold words burning his own tongue.

I can't speak

"That's not true!" Axel yelled. Roxas walked away, uncaring. Axel lowered his head in defeat. Roxas was walking, and he couldn't stop him.

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

"I would…"

000

The memories came flooding back. Axel didn't want him to leave. They were…

I see you lying next to me

With words I thought I'd never speak

They had been…

Awake, and unafraid

Asleep, or dead

Best Friends…

I am not afraid to keep on living

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

"Axel." He called softly. He had so much to say. He had hurt Axel. He hadn't cared about him. He had so much to say, so much to say…

Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Axel looked up at Roxas. His eyes radiated kindness…

I am not afraid to keep on living

…And forgiveness…

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

"Let's meet again in the next life." Axel said catching his breath. Roxas smiled softly.

Maybe…they could still be friends?

"Yeah, I'll be waiting." Roxas said graciously. Axel smiled deviously, darkness creeping up around him. Roxas' eyes got wide in fear. Axel chuckled.

"Silly," he said, the darkness beginning to claim him. "Just because you have a next life…"

He disappeared.

Vanished, swallowed in the darkness.

Had Axel…died?

A wave of pain, regret, and sorrow washed over him.

He was gone.

Roxas wanted to close his eyes and disappear with him. But he couldn't.

'Sora…'

He still had to meet him. He needed to feel…complete…

Roxas shook his head. He had left Axel to meet Sora. He had hurt Axel to meet Sora. Now, he could go. Axel would forgive him. He wouldn't want him to fade back into darkness. They'd meet again, in the next life.

Like promised.

He was walking, and he wouldn't turn back.

He was walking, for the last time…

Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven

Nothing you can say can stop me going home

000

Roxas looked at Sora. Brown hair, blue eyes. Nothing special.

He shrugged to himself.

This was it.

This was it.

There'd be no turning back after this. He was reluctant at first, but he had decided to do it.

It' be hard, but he had decided.

This…was it…

Roxas smiled bravely.

"Look sharp!" he shouted to the inattentive Sora. Sora whipped around to meet his gaze. Roxas closed his eyes.

I am not afraid to keep on living

He felt himself leave, he felt himself fade into Sora.

I am not afraid to walk this world alone

He was no longer himself, no longer there. He was part of Sora now.

He could hear a distant voice.

"Roxas!"

Axel.

The next life…as Sora…

Roxas smiled.

Sora smiled too.

He was forgiven. He was…

Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven

…Complete…

Nothing you can say can stop me going home.

000000

This is something I wrote a LONG time ago, when I had the idea to write a story about the Organization's 'famous last words' (aka songfics about their lives leading to their deaths). I'm not sure if I'll go through with it, though…what do ya'll think?

The song used is 'Famous Last Words' by My Chemical Romance. It's an amazing song, and I think it fits very well with Roxas :)