It's been two weeks and way too much has happened for me to think straight.
It's insane.
But, allow me to address the most important issues first:
1) We have found the tomb. We have finally gotten through! This happened last night, and since then we've not slept at all. Even now, as I'm sitting under a tree at four 'o clock in the morning, the workers have been hard at work (Abner and Oxley included). The goal of today is to get the entire tomb uncovered and THEN, we'll go inside.
2) Something is definitely wrong with me. I know that thing I had for Jones was just a phase, but I don't seem to get it. He just keeps getting more and more appealing to me! I could be eating breakfast and suddenly find myself staring at him as he bends over his own bowl of porridge. I know that he doesn't know anything about my strange attraction to him but I have the oddest feeling that he wants to drive me crazy over it. Of course, we have the playful banter spats in front of everyone but then we also have those moments (like in the tent when I was doing my bloody hair) and I just can't seem to even BREATHE around him.
I truly don't know why my mind seems to be spiraling. I've always been so entirely sure of myself. And no I'm not. All because of this stupid, arrogant, and extremely sexy Indiana Jones.
With a sigh, I lean against the trunk of the tree, my fingers tracing the pattern of the hem of my blouse. For the first time in my life, I truly don't know what I want. I've ALWAYS known what I want. But now, the world seems to have turned my will to mush and my mind to dust.
I sit for another hour, delivering water when its needed and ignoring the freezing cold air of the desert in the early morning. The sun isn't even up yet. When Abner finally decides to dismiss everyone for the day, I traipse back to my tent with a huge yawn.
So far, its been the longest and most confusing two weeks of my life.
Sorry for the horrendous wait. I suck. I know, but please do me a favor and review? I think that I might want to get to at least 700 reviews by the end of this story, you know? That would be stupendous!
