I didn't go to the Student Council meeting today. I was too scared. I haven't Lelouch in 7 years. He was my best friend. I loved him. Until he abandoned me. I still do love him. I lived with Suzaku for only 5 years. I serve in the military with him. I work with Leona. She's similar to Lancelot, but faster and more advanced. I lived on the streets for 2 years. Getting food out of the garbage, sheltering in a box, I stole cloths from shops. Although, I have a friend with me. Her name is May. She is not like a regular person. Her friend abandoned her. C.C. Her friend. She is just like her. May gave me geass. I must fulfill her wish in exchange. She also shows me images of where people are. She knows almost everything. She knows that C.C is with Lelouch and she knows that Lelouch has Geass.
"May," I asked "can you please show me Lelouch?"
"Of course," she said. She showed me Lelouch, talking to Shirley.
"What is she doing?" I asked.
"She's asking him on a date," she answered. I froze.
"I see," I said "she must love him. I can never love him now. I don't want to interfere on the one he loves." Night came quickly. It was raining. I wanted to check on Lelouch one more time. Suzaku was with me. He already knew about May and my geass.
"Please show me Lelouch, May," I said. She showed me Lelouch and Shirley. However...
"They're..." I started to cry "kissing. It's true."
"Don't cry, Clarissa," he said. He hugged me. He stayed with me until I fell asleep. I wasn't really asleep. I took out my locket. It was a heart locket. Inside, a picture. Lelouch...