A lot of time has past. Well, only a few months pasted. Lelouch and I are going steady and Shirley still doesn't remember him. Or at least I think so. Anyway, Suzaku and I got a call from the military. They said we have to guard Princess Euphemia for that special zone thing she had.

This oughta be fun…..

When Suzaku and I got there, Euphe told Suzaku to sit next to her. While I had to get in Leona. As I was about to get in, Lelouch came as Zero. Suddenly, I saw him and the Princess go into a room. A few minutes later, the princess came out with a gun. However, her eyes were red.

"Oh no," I said "Lelouch used geass on her." Suddenly, I heard gunfire. The princess shot Darlton. Then, she ordered to kill all the Japanese.

Oh no, Suzaku is Japanese!! Did Lelouch have something to do with this?!

"Suzaku!!" I yelled. He looked at the Leona and headed off in the Lancelot.

"Are you alright, Clarissa?" he asked through the microphone.

"Yeah," I said "what is the princess doing?!"

"I don't know," he said "she's not like this."

"Please tell me we don't have to follow the orders!!" I said.

"Don't," he said "we shall not follow these orders!" Suzaku and I controlled our knightmares out of the zone.

Why did you do this Lelouch?

Suddenly, we saw the princess with Lelouch. Then, Suzaku yelled. Lelouch killed Euphemia.

"Oh my god," I said. Suzaku flew to her and picked her up. When we got to the base, Suzaku stayed with. I heard him cry from outside of the room. Suddenly, I heard him scream. I went in and saw that Euphemia was dying. Suzaku walked out.

"uh….C…Clarissa," she said in a weak voice "I…m..ust…tell..y..you some…thing."

"Yes, Euphe?" I asked.

"I'm….sorry…..b…but….I'm….t..he..one..who...k..illed….your…..par…ents," her heart stopped.

"You killed my parents!!" I yelled. I was bursting into tears. Euphemia and I grew up together. We were best friends. After Suzaku and I said good bye, we went back to my room.

"May," Suzaku asked "can you give us a minute?"

"Of course," she walked out. We both sat down on my bed.

"Suzaku," I said "when you left, I had a talk with Euphe."

"What did she say?" he asked. I started to cry.

"Suzaku, you might not believe me about this. I understand if you don't," I said.

"Tell me," he said. I looked into his eyes.

"Suzaku," I said "she killed my parents." There was silence.

"But," he said "she would never do anything like that." He called May in.

"May," he said "show us what happened to her parents." She nodded.

(Showing)

My parents were looking at some paintings. Then Euphemia came in.

"Yes, princess?" asked my father. Suddenly, she took out a gun and shot them. She walked over to their dead bodies.

"Lelouch is mine," she said "tell your bitch daughter to stay away from him." She walked away. She hid the gun and went to the emperor.

"Yes?" he asked.

"Clarissa hit me," she said. She showed a fake bruise "banish her!!" The Holy Emperor did as told.

(Now)

"Thank you," he said "please leave." May did.

"Clarissa," he said "I'm sorry." He held me tight. When I finally stopped crying, Suzaku left and May came in.

"May," I asked "show me Lelouch." She did as told. I saw Lelouch and Shirley. Shirley was dying.

"Oh no," I said.

Pour Shirley.

"You know," said May "I can show you Lelouch's wants and his emotions."

"Um, ok," I said. She showed me Lelouch kissing Kallen. He's enjoying in. Suddenly, Suzaku came in. He saw the image. I put my hand over my mouth. Suzaku came over to me. I didn't cry, but I was mad.

"I knew it," I said "Lelouch only loved me to get someone else's attention. What a basterd!!"

"Clarissa," Suzaku said "I have something to tell you."

"What is it?" I asked. His eyes looked down.

"You're not my cousin," he said.

"I know," I said "we're not blood cousins."

We're just cousins because my mom is his father's step sister.

"No," he said "not even that." My eyes went wide.

"I lied. I only said that because…" he paused.

"Why? Tell me," I put my hand on his cheek. He grabbed my hand.

"Clarissa, I love you," he said.