Here is what happened at the party. Thanks for all the hits people! enjoy!

At the party I tried my best to have fun. I did good for awhile. I was dancing with John and at times Christina. I caught up with people I haven't talked to in awhile. I avoided Edward as much I could.

He was becoming such good friends with everyone. It was hard. I just wanted to run away. I knew I shouldn't let him get to me. I had John, and that is all I needed.

While taking a break from dancing I happened to look up to where everyone was dancing. At that moment my stomach started to hurt and my heart was pounding, my eyes started to water. There was no way I could control myself. I had to get away but I couldn't make a scene. I didn't want anyone to notice.

I slowly stood up and walked upstairs to find a bathroom. There were so many people though. I'm pretty sure some guy grabbed my butt but I was way to upset to yell at him. I just needed the bathroom. I finally found it and quickly ran in and locked the door. I pulled my phone out to call someone. Who could I call? I couldn't bother Alice and Jasper. I couldn't tell Emmett. And my dad wouldn't understand.

I just stared at myself in the mirror as the tears slowly started to fall. "Pull yourself together," I mumbled to myself. We weren't together. He could dance and Kiss any girl he wanted. I have John. He could have anyone he wanted.

Someone knocked on the door, which interrupted my thoughts. I couldn't stay in here all night. I wiped my tears and put on a smile. I hope no one will notice. I was horrible at faking.

When I opened the door, there Edward was waiting to use the bathroom.

"Sorry, all yours now," I said as casual as I could without looking at him. He wasn't stupid, he knew I was upset.

"You ok Bella?" He asked me while I walked past him.

"Yes," I lied. I just walked away before he could continue.

I walked downstairs hoping not to run into John yet. I needed to clean myself up. But sure enough, there he was looking for me. I put on my biggest fake smile hoping he wouldn't notice a thing.

"Hey baby! I Missed you" He kissed me. I could taste the beer.

"I always miss you," I kissed him, trying to get my mind off Edward.

"I think I'm ready to go if you don't mind."

"Let me get my purse and then we can head out," I kissed him one last time and went and got my purse. I said good-bye to everyone then walked back over to where John was standing. Edward was with him. I really hope he wasn't going home with us.

"Edward is gonna hitch a ride home with us too," John said while shattering my hopes.

"Well I'm ready, lets go" I said with a smile trying to hide the pain.

The car ride was mostly silent besides the radio playing. It was what I needed. But like the rest of the night, I knew it wouldn't be that easy.

At a stop light John started playing with my hair. It made me stop thinking of Edward with that girl. It put a big smile on my face.

"I love when you play with my hair," I said breaking the silence.

"And I love you," he smiled. I hated those words.

I didn't say anything, I just smiled and kissed him passionately. Hopefully that would satisfy him. The light turned green and I continued driving.

"Why can't you just tell me you love me?" he asked in a harsh tone.

"What?" I was playing dumb.

"Every time I say I love you, you just smile! You never say it back! Why?" He raised his voice.

"We aren't talking about this right now," I said angrily. Edward wasn't gonna hear this.

"Yes we are," he argued.

"No, it is rude to do it in front of Edward."

"Why? Id he the one you love?"

Yes. "No, are you stupid!"

"Apparently Bella. I obviously can't please you. Maybe he can!" he was yelling now.

"You are unbelievable! I am not fighting about this right now" I was screaming while trying to drive.

"Yes you are!" he tried arguing. I drove in silence, not responding to him. I was taking him home. No way he was coming back with me. I was way to pissed.

"Get out," I demanded when I pulled into his driveway.

"Nope," he said short and sweet.

"Get out," I said through my teeth. He just sat there.

"Get out of my fucking car, NOW!" I screamed, He just kept looking forward, not moving.

I undid my seat belt, opened my door and hoped out. I went to the passenger side and open his door. We just stared at each other.

"Get out right now!" I looked at him angrily. He finally undid his belt and got out. But he just stood in front of me.

"I know there is something between you and him," he just stared at me.

"You know nothing," I said full of anger.

"I can see it, I'm not stupid"

"Apparently you are because there is nothing," I walked around and my car to get into the driver side. Before I could open the door John ran over and stood in my way.

"John! Let me leave! I'm done arguing!"

"Well I'm not!"

"I don't care!"

"No you don't. I'm done with you Bella!" he said while moving out of my way. I got into the car before he could stop me again.

"You really screw up Bella. I'm done with you," he said again while walking away to his house. I just put my head on the steering wheel.

"You can come up front Edward," I said quietly. I felt so bad. He hopped out of back and got in the front. I backed out of the driveway and we went home in silence.

I felt so bad for putting him through that. He didn't need to see that. I know I never said I love you to John but that didn't mean I didn't need him. This was my entire fault. I felt the tears on my cheek.

"Are you ok Bella?" Edward asked cautiously.

No. "Yes. Sorry you had to see that."

"It's ok," he wanted to say more but he knew I didn't want to talk.

I ran straight to my bed when I got home. I didn't change, just curled up in my bed and cried. I replayed the whole day over. This had been one of the longest days I've had in awhile. I cried myself to sleep.

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