Sorry, sorry, sorry! Seriously I haven't been able to update in forever! And I've kind of had a writers block. And I didn't exactly know how to go about this talk Bella has with Edward. So this is it this is the big conversation Bella had to have so she could sleep. ENJOY!!

He looked perfect. Just in his boxers. He closed his laptop and put it on the floor. He patted the empty spot next to him. I sat next to him, legs like a pretzel.

"I couldn't sleep."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I just feel really bad about hurting him," I don't know if I could do this.

"Well did you explain everything to him?" he asked. I nodded. "And he still left you?"

"He actually called me a selfish bitch and told me to find another guy to use. I do believe those were his exact words," how could I forget them?

"Are you serious?" I nodded. "What an asshole." Some how I disagreed.

"I hurt him. IT all makes sense. That is why it hurts so bad."

"This is ally my fault."

"No, this is Alice's fault," well mine but it made me feel better to think it was hers.

"We will get her back," we laughed.

"Class is going to suck with him tomorrow."

"Don't let him bother you. You are to good for that," ya right.

"I just feel bad, you know?"

"I know what you mean," he said softly while looking down. Opps. I didn't mean to do that.

I took his hands. "Edward, please stop beating yourself up. You have no fault in any of this."

"You don't have to lie to me. I don't deserve it," I just wanted to hold him.

"You deserve to be happy, just like every other person in this world. I'm okay. I've been through worse," he put his head down. "I was referring to losing my mom. You are helping me now. There is no need to be upset."

"You are to kind Bella."

I smiled to let him know I was okay. "You deserve it."

He smiled. "Did you study?"

I laughed. "I couldn't. I'm just gonna wing it."

"I'm sure you will do great." He smiled and I wanted to kiss him. I couldn't be in here any longer.

"I think I'm gonna go to sleep. Well try anyways." I kissed his forehead and hopped off his bed. "Thanks for the talk. I'm glad you are here." I smiled lightly and started walking out the door.

"Hey Bella," he said before I could get far.

"Ya?" I turned around.

"You deserve to be happy like everyone else in this world. He will regret losing you. I know I did." I winked and went in my room.

I wanted him but I just can't do it right now. I wish I could. But I just think for now, friends is what is best. We are getting along so well and I don't want to screw that up. Plus me and john just broke up. There is no use of jumping into anything right now. So the talk didn't go as planned but it helped me sleep.

The next day Edward took me to class so he could use my car while I was taking my finals. John saw us pull up.

"Don't let him bother you. Good luck." I smiled getting out and closing the door. I waved as he drove off. I walked past John with some of our friends.

"Glad it took you long to move on," John said harshly as I passed them.

"What? Just because he is using my car for the day mean I have moved on?" he was being childish.

"By the looks of it."

"Ok John." I was not dealing with him. I walked into the room. Class was going to start in 5 minutes. I looked at my stuff one last time.

I finished the test just before class was over. I think I did ok. John was staring at me the whole time. I had 20 minutes till my next class. I sat at a table and pulled out stuff to study.

"So sorry John was a total ass earlier," I heard someone say, then the same person sat next to me. It was Chad, John's best friend.

"I deserved it."

"No you didn't. He was childish."

"Are you allowed to talk to me?" I figured John would disown him if Chad were caught talking to me.

"He can get over it. Just because he left you doesn't mean I am," he winked.

"Thanks, but I understand if you don't want to talk."

"Bella, do you not want to be my friend? If not just say so."

"No, no. I do. I'm sorry, just figured."

"You figured wrong." He nudged me.

" Thanks. It means a lot to me," It really did.

"Plus. I think I like Edward more than John."

"Me and Edward are just friends. And how can you say that about John?"

"Honestly Bells. The only reason we stayed friends with him was so we could be friends with you."

"We?"

"All of us. John got so annoying and we all wanted to kill him. But we all wanted to stay friends with you, so we just ignored him."

"I'm flattered."

"Hey tonight, we are all going out. Well not John, but you and Edward should come. Christina would love it."

"I would love to go. And I'm sure Edward wouldn't mind."

"Great! I'll text you later with details. I'm gonna get going though."

I hugged him. "Bye." I watched as he walked away. Why had I not realized how cute he was before?

I made it through my next final and was so happy I was done with class for the summer. I practically ran to my car when I saw him waiting for me. I kind of felt like a kid again.

"How was it?" he asked as I flopped into the passenger seats.

"Ugh. John was an ass. I did ok on my first final. I think I did well on my last final. Oh and Chad invited us out tonight with all of them," I said fast as I ran out of breath.

"Oh, so we are going out with Chad and everyone?"

"Ya, I hope you don't mind. John isn't going."

"No I'm sure it'll be fun."

I'm glad he agreed. I don't think I could go alone.

So i hope you liked it! I have so much crap written for my story so I'm gonna keep updating! Review please! It keeps me going!!